i am tired of being brave

we’re now in the depression and despair phase (january and february)

first rule of december 26-31 don’t think about your life

"do it scared" "do it alone" "do it bored" what about MY strategy. do it later

Absolutely horrid that a 10hr sleep does not cure you of all that ails you

it doesn't even cure me of being tired

dammit i was supposed to fix everything today

Whats up ladies i im several years behind

my top hobbies are shame and embarrassment but i also occasionally dabble in envy

been getting into regret recently i think i've got a knack for it

isolation the most goated coping mechanism i love talking to no one and losing my mind alone

adulthood is just telling yourself “and after i’ve done THAT i can finally relax” with increasing desperation