She is knocking again, but I don't want to let her in. She keeps whispering about all the things in my life that make me want to dig my own grave. I keep quiet on the outside, but inside. Inside I am screaming. Inside I am screaming so loudly that I physically hurt.

Your significant other told you to never talk to me. So you don't.

She tells you to block me on social media. You do it.

I admit to doing these things in the past when I was young and very insecure about my relationship. I controled everything in my boyfriend's life when it came to other females. I am grown now and I know better.

Can you even call that a relationship? It seems like a prison... constantly being monitored on social media and in real life. What kind of life is that? Why is she so insecure about the relationship? Why does she feel so threatened by my presence?