Surgery
I’m learning playing music is similar to the art of stand up/spoken word in that you have to get up (play) in front of people frequently. It used to terrify me. But it’s pretty exhilarating now. It’s like spitting in death’s eye. The nerves help. It’s like an electrical charge of horror. But then it gets blurry. I know they’re there. I dont care. It’s not that I don’t care about performing well or making some sort of connection. They just go away. It’s like being observed through surgical glass.










