Insane Brain of Chris 🧠

I've got these issues I keep replaying in my own head.

Super traumatic experience memories from when I was a kid.

But nobody gives a shit about my past or my experience.

So I keep my emotions bottled up, but sometimes I might rage.

It's like a trigger,

Baby I didn't mean to bust your lip I'm scared.

It's like these visions.

No, they're nightmares.

Really I fear

Because I'm doing the same things that were done to me as a kid.

It's only for a second that I see the flicker

Seeing red glimpses

Terminator Vision's my only sight.

Can only see at night.

Solar eclipses 🌑

The shit I went through was hard

Learned to live through the dark

Once I mastered that part

Taking shit became very easy

It's like second-nature

If I want it I'ma take it

Label me a villain,

I don't have a heart

I lost my Soul

My favorite lines:

Feelings Similar to the ones

Solomon had for Sheba.

Wished him evil,

Being deceitful.

Wanted to take over his kingdom.

It's crazy

Cause he would have given it all up for His Sheba.

So when you tell me that you're my queen

I hope you're not that evil.

Chasing the rush. Cards sent to you in different Regions.

You're from the West Coast. I'm at the Gulf Coast.

Meditation

during times of relocation

Just look up and tell him "Thank You Lord,

My spirit feels amazing"

Chris tell me why you're going Holy Moly on me

Can you split the Swisher homie?

I had a long night at work

I'm tryna smoke

You spitting Scriptures on me

I'm looking at your face the one that shows your True expressions

Looking at you analyzing

Mesmerised

I felt so Sorry for putting you through this roller coaster of emotions

So if you want to put your plans in motion

Just know I will not hold you

Up stairs

To the left is Where you'll find me

I'm not here

But Where can I find you again this is not fair

I've been sending messages everywhere.

You choosing not to feel em

Or hear em

You smoke your pain into deep thoughts

Get in touch with your Spirit

She said I smoke too much

I need another Swisher

But

I really love the tree you planted for me

Helped me grow enormous

Filled with blissful images I've seen

Only up in my dreams