CHRIS BORJA

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I’m done need to get my head in the game

Yesterday I made the decision to just let you go because I don’t believe I should be stopping anyone from growth. That was the main reason why I left to work on ourselves to better ourselves. right? It sucks to be just the guy on the weekdays. If this is what we want; to be together, then it should be exclusive. I can’t ask for a ultimatum because it would be selfish of me to even ask, because then I’d be taking back on what I said to let you be and grow and experience life. I want to fight for you, but you and I know it’s more complicated then that. I believe what I’m doing by leaving is the best so I don’t hurt you more then I already have. By the time this gets read by you or if it even gets to you; you’d probably have already moved on with someone new, and I won’t take it personal because I know it was for the better. Sorry for this week by coming by spending time together and rekindling what we had, but this isn’t right. In the end if we were to keep seeing one another I know I’d end up getting hurt. I’d end up loosing you in the process of what I want. I hope for the best for you both and I’m sorry I came back into your life the way I did. I know we can’t go back and it doesn’t end the way we envisioned, but we can’t fall back because we already went on a different path. I should have never let you go. That was all my fault! I should have grown with you but not think that I had to rely on you for growth. This new man that your with I know he’s great for you and you seem very happy with him. I hope he treats you right and I hope he helps you along what your going through. If there was something I’d say to you in person if I could I would be happiness ties very close to the present. So don’t dwell in the past and don’t focus so much from the future. If you rehash things from the past it will make you depress of what didn’t happen and what could have been. Don’t be so focus on the future too much because it will make you feel anxiously about what you want and we loose sight of the present. Too truly be happy and to learn to love is by living in where you are now in time. Love what is around you love the people that you have now and smile enjoy life as is as of right now. Now with this information don’t loose sight. I truly love you but it’s my time now to stop dwelling and to do what I want and what you want. Do what makes you happy and so will I.

I hate this when you can’t talk to the person who gets you the most and makes you feel better because you know you guys aren’t together and she’s moved on. It hurts to see her with someone else but you know she’s in a better place in her life and you can’t be selfish and drag her back into your life so you let her be. I just really miss her.

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