at this point I’m tired of putting “prefer not to answer” on my job applications when they ask me my gender. Remove the question. I will never answer. My identity is a surprise you find out at the interview when I show up appearing as gender ambiguous as humanly possible in order to disguise the fact I am thousands of bees in a skin suit. No I am not buzzing. There was no option for Hive Insects on the form. This was your decision. I am consequences.

is it annoying when I flood ur dashes with elden ring theorizing I'm sorry this game is just so fucking dense and layered my brain will explode if I don't vent some steam

thank u all for being loving sweeties to me 🥰 also the really funny thing to me is that I'm posting about all this elden ring stuff while playing through GoW 2018.

I kind of miss the impulsivity that certain spaces used to allow. oh you want a hair cut today? hairdresser in the corner can fit you in before her 2 o’clock. tattoo of a cobra… sure leg or arm? even concerts, back when you could go to the box office thirty mins before any show. not saying these things don’t exist at all, but everything feels booked five months in advance and 10x more expensive

tiktok is scary to me because even (especially!!) if the content of the video is pleasing and interesting and such its still offputting for me bc like. of the hyperreality of it. it feels so perverse. you made dog cookies or you built something or you went around doing so and so and thats wonderful but its so. masturbatory. in a way. its so guardedly unguarded. fenced in garden of spectacle. its like a dark presence in an otherwise beautiful scene

I think part of getting better is complete ego death. Like you’re not above setting a timer for 5 minutes and focusing on a task. You’re not above doing a very simple 3 minute workout to start. You’re not above reading for 10 minutes a day when you first get out of your reading slump, even if you used to read for hours. You’re not above starting slow and then building up to where you want to be/where you once were. What you are above is total inertia. Doing something really is better than doing nothing. Radically accept where you are, radically accept your limits, and go from there. Don’t let your ego get in the way.

Camila is losing, she needs more votes

how does it feel to be able to singlehandedly turn the tides of a poll so quickly?

Neutral about it, also Eda is losing but not by much

Sometimes my dad likes to put little pills in my food. And in those pills is more of the food.

Coyotes trying their damndest to get domesticated

So fun fact, Jeffrey was made for a Halloween costume, but after we had a few incidents on campus with some guys I actually carried him around with me if I had to be out after dark to scare off creeps, it worked very well and the campus staff thought he was hilarious, Jeffrey was also the original pfp for this side blog before it blew up

So Jeffery is the ultimate sexy person because he defends people from creeps and nothing is sexier than that

Exactly

It’s been an honor seeing you make the contest Jeffrey even if you didn’t win anything

just scrolled through an argument that kicked ass. OP made and posted an AI image, then defended themselves saying they’re disabled and can’t draw so AI is all they can do. someone chimes in “i understand that feeling, but Beethoven made music despite being deaf, i believe in your abilities!” to which OP replied that being deaf isn’t a real disability unlike their CPTSD that prevents them from drawing. Beethoven had it easy tbh. and that’s why i have to use AI to make Helluva Boss fan characters