there are many posts still spreading around me and people assuming things about me because of all of the out of context posts being made about me and the usage of buzzwords at this point. i’m apologizing for how i reacted to the situation. context; someone sent me a callout post for the series idolm@ster, i told them i didn’t care. this then went to people sending me asks saying i support pedophilia and l*licon, even though i tried to make it very clear i don’t like what they do in idolm@ster and that fiction DOES affect reality. i absolutely consume everything i like CRITICALLY.
this then lend to some random person i was apparently mutuals with making a post about me after blocking me. saying this
someone sent this to me and i did not take it seriously and made fun of it on my blog, mocking the statement “asian aesthetic.” i take responsibility for this. it did not come from a place of “intentionally speaking over poc.” i really didn’t think that i had some sort of asian aesthetic, but after looking at it from an outsider's perspective i can see why you would say that and i now understand what was being said. my responses were completely out of line, and i apologize. moving forward i will properly listen to and respond to criticism.
i apologize to this person, as they’re a poc and my aesthetic made them feel uncomfortable even though that was not my intention. i’m sorry for not taking it seriously. i was just honestly confused, i never did reblog asian people just because they’re asian but many blogs similar to mine DO do that and i see why you would assume that i was building my blog off of the japanese aesthetic thats so prominent on tumblr.
but i’m asking you to please stop spreading misinformation about me. i am not a pedophile and i do not condone pedophilia. i am 15 years old. i am a csa survivor. please stop saying i’m giving pedophilia a platform. i know you have good intentions but telling people i am literally a pedophilia apologist is very upsetting to me considering my sexual trauma is dismissed daily by pedo apologists. half of these posts aren’t even about the original issue brought up to me, and instead are just adults telling me i’m harmful to other minors.
i also would like to apologize for and retract my previous statement. it was worded very poorly and after having some time i can acknowledge it was completely impulsive and not how i really feel about the situation.