down to mars

I hope next year treats you kindly, but above all else, I hope you treat you kindly.

Kink: actual genuine human connection

it’s happening again and I hate it and I’m sad and I didn’t go to work this whole week because I just stayed in a ball sulking it hurts I hurt I don’t know what to do I know it won’t last forever but I hate that I feel this way I hate feeling like I’m not gonna get better I hate feeling like a burden and I hate shoving everyone away when they try to show me love they all say it’s fine that they’re there for me but I know everyone has a limit and I know no one’s responsible for the toll my emotions take and I know everyone has a limit and it’s just inevitable I hate it all

Wow I was such a sad little mole and sometimes still am and I really am surrounded by so much love. I need to stop being so hard on myself and give myself the love that I give others. It’s all waves and I’ll be okay even when I am not.

This was very cruel, and I didn’t deserve that. I was a good person to you, I loved you genuinely and cared for you with everything. I’ll never know why but that’s okay because it wouldn’t matter nothing could excuse this or comfort me. I will not let the ugly and harsh things that happen to me in this world make me cold. I’ll continue to love big. I don’t regret it and I hope you realize one day that people can show you love and if you don’t want it you can just set it down gently you don’t need to burn it to the ground. I’ll have love for you always.

LMAO BITCH. You were in an emotionally abusive relationship and the only one you need to love and forgive is yourself. He’s going straight to hell and it’s fuck him forever. He needs therapy and a mother you couldn’t have done shit to salvage that.

literally no one is ugly sorry. i get the idea of getting people to “accept themselves” by telling them to “embrace their ugliness” bc it’s supposed to reject conventional beauty standards, but like. the execution just fails for me bc i truly and genuinely believe everyone is beautiful in their own way, and that everyone has a right to feel beautiful. wanting to feel beautiful does not mean that you’re leaning into beauty standards, it just means you’re a living human and you deserve to be venerated for existing. idk at the end of the day “you’re beautiful regardless of what society says” just seems like a much stronger message than “you’re ugly. and u know what, that’s okay!!”

Today is a kind of "trying not to burts into tears" kind of day

sorry i can’t relate to mean people. i can understand not being openly friendly but how can you go out of your way to actively be so mean….on purpose….for fun….aren’t u exhausted …

I could bundle you up very safe inside a single ravioli

so sick how the only way you can get experience is through experience. and the only way you can get good is through the humiliating ordeal of sucking ass at it