Daniel's Birthday/Yoke always a good time,
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Daniel's Birthday/Yoke always a good time,
Love to chronicle my imbibements, moments, stories, but only if you ask. If u don't ask I don't tell

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you're not supposed to lose your grandmother and your sister with 2 years of each other.
but whatever i learned from these two, is what i will carry to my grave. however long the stint is.
Provincial School (1992)
i want to write you so bad,
and if this isnt the way it was supposed to end,
a new chapter begins, can we be friends?
are we still friends?
i really am wondering, can we do this again?
i should have bought you flowers when i could,
can i call you on your birthday? is this the way?
will i welcome you back in the bay to see your friends? i really would for you to visit, idk if i could make you smile like i did in the past,
idk if you're happier now, idk if you're very content. i know you extended a branch, and i asked if i could grab it. i just want to love you from a distance, because you are important to me. and you dont have to fulfill anything to me anymore. you dont have to do anything for me anymore. curiosity will not kill me, resent will not hold me.
bitterness i am done with, comparisons could not be drawn like eyeliner upon my lashes.
lyrics cannot be recited to tempt anything, bc i know what i had, and you dont have to let it linger.
it is cherished, cherubs smile upon you. sunbeams exude from you, pillars of light. and im no longer grasping, simpling basking.
and you would call me a friend, id be more than happy to die with title upon my sholders.
fresh batch of biblically accurate angel plushies just dropped on I-need-god.com 🙏

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were probably gonna put Emma down this week or the next and now im feeling that i wish i treated her better before this day.
and its honestly sad, bc i have become quick to blame others in my family for not doing much either, its weird that one should call their dog the Family dog, when others havent put as much general attention, communication to understand. But i hope they care of that dang quiet bird, who will never tell you whats wrong.
There are best friends and ppl you click with immediately, are attracted to, or call in love with. People you develop a very strong bond with.
and then there are the people with whom you share this like instant ancient kinship with that has no bearing on your relationship in this realm. But you feel it as soon as you look at them! And it’s not attraction or curiosity, it’s something else, like recognizing family. I’ve felt this about a few ppl. Can be shocking
Fallen Angels/墮落天使, dir. Wong Kar-wai (1995)
had the most wholesome of sundays,
when ever i feel down, i realize i have very rich friendships, that i may have not put too much stock in, but i know. i can make them smile, i can make them laugh, i have stimulating conversations, that beg critical thinking & theory, introspection, self reflection, and pulls the truth from others to realize that they are not alone. they are loved, that they have an ear to listen that they know judgements will not come to them with side eyes, but warmness to welcome their unique qualities. they have the past,
they have tastes that implore exploration, sure this pseudo-intellectual essay of self-love may come from vanity, but sometimes one must look at amirror to look within, no matter how fractured the reflection may be. i know i am loved, i am secure, and i much to give, and patience to listen, and warmness to share.
everytime i hear the grief of another, i cant help but look back on my connection to that grief,
and it hurts to know my mother is not happy,
and she is experiencing the hurt in the same why my sister had now, and in the way i had before,
i cant help but stop crying now, i have something to be happy about, but to hear that my mom wanted to unalive her self in the motherland, it made me deeply sad. i knew there was something in our family, and the depression will continue, and will end with me, i do not want to make someone else i chose to bring to this life, suffer and see the things i have seen.
i will never worry about being abandoned, as long as i leave first. i will never feel the feeling of loss until i lose my mother. and I start to build the shell, and start to keep others futher and further away. bc i cannot stand to see anymore loss.
i wont be bitter in the way my co-worker is, and i can see that sees me as only that, im just tired to the energy of those who feel that way.

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You’ve accidentally summoned the Devil while cooking dinner, and he’s intrigued by your culinary skills. He challenges you to a high-stakes cook-off, with your soul on the line. If you win, you get a lifetime of unparalleled culinary prowess and the ability to impress anyone with your dishes. But if you lose, your soul is his. As you accept the challenge, you realize you’ll need to prepare the most extraordinary meal of your life.
as i wiped the sweat off my brow,
my mise en plas, lay empty. not a single aromatic was peeled,
i can hear the rapid staccato of his nakiri, going away, and i was frozen with indecision. seeing all the choices that lay before me. overwhelmed by spices i have never smelled but seen.
varieties of cheeses, pinches and heapes of herbs that all looked similiar in appearance, but complex in the way they can tickle my palate as if having a spice market, teasing my every sense.
i heaved, several deep breathes, closed my eyes.
and tried to remember what my grandmother made that makes my belly smile as well as my heart.
i reach for a raw chicken, a couple Cayotés, an onion, a few tomatoes, and gingeand and i go to work.
SHING SHING SHING, I hone my Bunka, a gift from a cook who has cut his way through his twenties and thirties, in the city. the General as he's known by peers and mentors who have long spent hours upon hours and weeks in kitchens.
the chicken is quartered and set aside, the onion becomes julienned in less than a minute. the devil pays no mind. i peel my Cayotés, till they become sticky. i grab a spoon to do the same to a few thumbs of ginger. they're raw like my hands have been treated in the kitchen from Sanitizer, hot water and washing everything.
he sneers at the simplicty, as he's simmering a roux, and confiting some garlice at the same damn time. all while putting some duck in the oven.
i find a bottle with a green label and a fish on it.
patis, the flavor of my people amongst the others of the south east orient. i give a healthy glug to the sauce pan, as i turn up the fire throwing in my aromatics, to hear a satisfying sizzle. the smell make me lick my lips,
only simplicty will do in my eyes.
after the browning, i pour 8 quarts of water,
and the rapid boil welcomes the chicken to a jacuzzi of spices. here you will become the focal point, and the Cayotés soon follow suit like a date in a hotel room.
"the water's just right!"
and i let that simmer for 30 minutes watching the devil slave over his east meets france dish.
"there's no way, you wont spend a day in hell after this Paolo!!"
i think not, i mutter under my breath, "i've already lived like sisyphus, and im done pushing" .
the tomatoes soon follow like the party girls of yore i'd have to convince, and much like A Serene woman i've known
.....to be continued/つづく
im not confused, i felt your tenderness, you reserved for loved ones in your life.
we talked about skin care this past weekend,
you gave a me a face massage with Vitamin Oil,
and im so fortunate to have received that tender moment, and i wont soon forget, im sure i was smiling. hopefully not too hard,
i wont want to let you go ever, even though there is a distant rumbling that you're called to another place. you've found your career, no matter how tough it has been, ive listend to you with nonjudgmental ears. and i will contine to love you, i will do better, i will work to maintain what we've cultivated close to half a decade.
because what you haven given to me in space, listening, shelter, and company and a very friendly platonic relationship, that we can be vulnerable in many ways, more than one. i will cherish the day,
i will be by your side, i will be summoned at your beckond (and?) call. just know you can carry my heart and loyalty for as long as you see fit and will serve you,
and when you relinquish my unconditional connection and admiration, know i will do my best to not retaliate in hurt, bitterness, or malice. and remember all we have shared, smiles, hugs, moments, lows, kisses, photos, drinks and the far travels we will share because you are my best friend in the whole world and in this life time and the next <333
I was worried for the right reasons
I'm still right, and is still wanna die.
Mostly over embarrassment
Ivemade mistakes
Ivegiven ppl advice,
Ive seen what its like to fade,
And i know what its like to be by the wayside,
I seen my crushtomer bring her (bofy/date)
I need something in my life to feel better about,
Im honestly done, dont invite me over* you're just going to get, No's forever.
I need to live for me now, bc i wasnt before.

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on desire, on needs. november/december.
the crane wife by cj hauser // speeches for dr frankenstein by margaret atwood // the crane wife by cj hauser // hunger makes me by jess zimmerman // the crane wife by cj hauser // a hunger like no ther by sk osborn // cover of war of the foxes by richard siken, art by david de la heras // hunger makes me by jess zimmerman // i had to get out by indigo de souza