Okay WHO DECIDED TO MAKE ME UNWILLING TO TALK TO PEOPLE? I have ONE singular person I regularly talk to and I tap at them through this stupid screen. I have someone I knew in high school who was my friend, who I share multiple college classes with now, who I DONT EVEN TALK TO ANYMORE. HIGH SCHOOL WAS ONE YEAR AGO! THE PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME THE BEST ARE, UNFORTUNATELY, MY FUCKING PARENTS! I DONT EVEN LIVE WITH THEM FULL TIME ANYMORE!!!!!
FUCK! I HAD ONE GIRLFRIEND, AND WE WEREN'T EVEN CLOSE ENOUGH TO CRY WHEN WE BROKE UP AFTER ALMOST A YEAR OF DATING!!!!
There is no excuse on this planet, not one reason on this great green earth, for me to be this lonely. I am at college, I should be out hanging with people my age, but no! I'm chilling on my phone almost the entire fucking time! If I got hit by a car and killed tomorrow, like 2 people MAX would even care! My only friend wouldn't even know, because again, I only know them through thus stupid app right here!
Why? Why am I alive? If life is like this during the biggest and most social time of my life, what will it look like later on? Is there a point to living?
Honestly speaking, the one and only course of action for me is to go on a rampage, killing every single politician and billionaire I can get my grubby little hands on until I die of bullet to the head. Only then would I get the life I truly deserve, the death I crave.
Ignore that, just venting.
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