FUCK

Allow yourself to eat when you are sick. (If you have a uterus) Allow yourself to eat when you are on your period. Allow yourself to eat when you are grieving.

Your body NEEDS calories to heal itself and recover and if you don't allow yourself to eat when you're unwell you will get a lot more unwell. I know part of this disorder is wanting to be sick, but thats not the kind of sick you want to be. Please please, if you do nothing else, eat when you're sick. Try not to count calories when you're sick. You can go back to restricting when you're well! Your body will not hold it against you and you will not get fat. You need food to heal from sickness, traumatic events, fatigue.