Where do I begin... path of my life?
When things don't turn out as planned, where do you begin?
One thing I am sure of is that everything will change once in a while.
When we learn to make the hardest decisions in life, we may ask ourselves, "Was I truly committed?" Or was it truly the fact that I’m waiting for something to transition? In times of doubt, these questions really show.
When I think of the future, what comes into my mind immediately is the successful me, the "I can buy anything for anyone" me, and the big me. But in reality, the real future isn't until tomorrow, and the real future is today. Today is the best version of yourself. Today is the future of your yesterday. that you have been waiting for once in a while. Today is the key to your future tomorrow.
Every day is the future; every day we get better, and better, and better.
Every day I wake up to do my usual routine, and as I wake up, I get up from bed, I wash my face, I sit down and face my computer, How long has it been since this wasn't my usual routine? Transitioning from the normal life to the new normal was hard to love and get used to, a lot of instances that isn't applicable to the present time; from hugging my friends early in the morning to pulling the top of my laptop upwards, eating breakfast in the morning at the canteen to sitting and waiting until twelve noon, and from opening the gates and our classroom first to turning on the laptop and inputting the password. It surely is hard to love this new normal.
Every now and then, I get used to it. The times that I cried before are as many as the times my fingers move on top of this keyboard. The things that used to be so dark now have light and changed for the better. This is when the word change is used and evident. Every single creature is able to change and adapt to the things that used to be so hard.
When you wake up in the morning again, it is a new day to adapt to. Learning new things for the future and learning new things to be better. As we believe that things will never be the same day by day, and as we learn to accept things, we are able to see light despite the darkness. We are able to get up from the uncertainties of life that hinder us from becoming better individuals.
Continuing to believe that I am capable of being good and better every day is hard, especially when things are just not the same as they used to be; losing the routine that I used to follow to go on every day is hard when, at the same time, I am transitioning to a new routine to follow. But, thankfully, whenever I am pushed down by the world, I have an answer to the question of why I even want to continue this journey. And as I recite and feel the flow of my answers; it's because I want to be the best version of myself every day. I want to be the person who I visualize getting better yesterday, today, and tomorrow.
It's okay to dream, but what truly matters is where I am right now and what my state is right now. Because not only does it affect my future, but it also affects the past that has always helped me to be better every day.
Every day I commit to myself, every day I create the image and history of mine, and so every day I’ll always choose to do better and better and better and better.
