[southern star]

Ana: well good that makes me feel better it makes things better.

Ana: oh no not at all. if i ask something i usually am already assuming it.

Ana: at least the way i ask it is definitely that way.

Ana: well thank you.

Ana: technically if you're asking then you already assumed.

Chey: no problem

Ana: i know, i was being polite

Ana: why not. i told you i didn't want to hate you so why not.

Chey: i know, just being my politically correct self

Ana: i have those occasionally

Ana: it is a very lonely life. there's not a lot to do about that either.

Chey: you have them a lot more than you think

Ana: the past is the past. so it should be.

Ana: it would be stupid of me to, so why do people question it. i trust so few people because i can't help it.

Chey: very true point

Ana: i never wanted to not have a civil conversation, all i've been is civil. or at least the civil i know how to be.

Ana: my position?

Chey: i know. and i'm sorry. i get a little well you know

Ana: well maybe we have more in common then you thought.

Ana: i can't i try but i trust very few people.

Chey: that usually happens. i'm just thankful we can actually have a civil conversation now

Ana: i am just ana, im just a girl who has hurt too much and doesn't know how to be better. were are justs because we are all just people.

Ana: faith isnt something i can do easily its hard and trusting in it is hard. hell trust alone is hard.

Chey: well i'm just chey then, nice to meet you. i've lost a lot and hurt a lot too.

Ana: people already do, don't you get it? people do think that.

Ana: faith is such a scary scary thing, chey. it's hard to do.

Chey: no one is ever "just". i mean you are ana freaking kensington, you aren't "just". and if they think that then prove them wrong