Little Bundle of Contradictions

Cherryl.

Hey, don’t go anon, please?

Haha. I do! Your name is Jean, rightt? :D It has been ages. Tumblr now is just a blurry past to me. Haha. How are you, sweetie?

26 years and one week of living a surreal and blissful existence and I've never been this thrilled and rosy to see the unfolding of the better days that have yet to come. Because I know, at the end of the day, I am so much tougher than I am willing to admit and I can only grow into realizing that fully. Also, its almost weekend! Have tons of spiritual activities in line. Here's a smiling, silly picture of me, hoping you catch the good mood, lilies! 🍃🌹

A sign of life in a cold abandoned concrete. Like hope that blooms at nightfall. Like the hydrangea I planted that almost gave up on me but actually lived. Like those little prayers & gentle tears I thought would never be heard. I want to be the eyes that witness that life and hope in you. I hope from the deepest core of my heart to see you spiritually strong and genuinely happy. Because I never stop believing in you. Without condition, I just do. #Soliloquy #UghIMissWritingForReal (at Ruins that cater life)

I know what you feel exactly but being lost has varieties, though. Mine is not about not knowing where to go next, my being lost is induced by self-deprivation. I would always catch myself undeserving of moving on. I am afraid of the destination I was never certain of. I’ve been in deep solace with being lost, that finding my way scares me. The road scares me.

I don't know what to say, but maybe, I am enduring and being triumphant, somehow. How about you? I miss Tumblr and people here. Especially you. If ever you come in Manila, please contact me. I'd love to meet you!

Oh wow! Thank you so much!

Also a cup of #coffee to begin the day of #fieldservice right! Let’s go! 🍵🐳

Thank you for your kind words, too. I also love how your blog gives a hint of the life you have! Stay seeking the Kingdom first! <3 I love you already.

Photo by Rv Panambo

I miss you too, Ma'am. I hope all is going great with your life.

This is a pre-royal writing photo I took while you are asleep 75 km away from me. You inspire me to write anew - this time giving a possible positive future (with you?) a chance. So I'm keeping this notebook sacred to writing to you. Though these won't be love letters. Now can you help me out to begin: I am torn between Belovedest or Darling Sir-

I need more instagram account to follow. Leave your ig account name so I can check or follow me at cherrylisraindrops. Thanks! Good night, lilies! <3

Excited for a day off tomorrow. I finally have the excuse to dillydally and update my blog. For the meantime, here are my latest photos from instagram. Keeping things simple and pretty is my current style principle. Hope you have a sweet night, lilies!