I can make you feel good // heejake
Jake is madly in love with Heeseung, but Heeseung doesn't like him back. Or at least Jake thought so...
idol!heeseung x idol!jake
tw: bxb, member x member, top! heeseung, bottom!jake, smut, anal sex, oral sex, unprotected sex, praising kink kinda, fluff, love confessions
cherry's note: reposting this cause there was a mistake in the previous post, enjoy!!
Jake've always had a crush on Heeseung. It was hard not to right? He was perfect. The way his body moved when he danced, his smirk when he looked down at the crowd, his perfectly pitched voice, his hair messy in the most perfect way, his wide deer-alike eyes. Yeah, he was just perfect.
At first it was just an admiration. Jake would look at him during practice and on stage, ask him for help or advice, try to copy him.
They've always been close. Similar sense of humor, taste in movies, games, clothes, food... At some point they were inseparable, so it was almost natural for Jake to slowly become like Heeseung.
But that admiration faded with their trainee days. Heeseung became someone more than just a role model. Jake would catch himself staring at Heeseung for a beat too long, laugh at his jokes a little too loud, smile too wide at the mention of him.
It was obvious but Jake still denied it. Even other members started to notice things and tease him about it. But Jake wasn't gay right? So that meant he couldn't have a crush on Heeseung.
Even the slight thought of being something other than straight caused Jake to panic. What about his career, the fans, his family, Enhypen? That would ruin everything. That would ruin him.
So he tried to hide it. He didn't try to distance himself from Heeseung, but it kind of came out like it anyway. Because how could you forget about someone when you spend all the time with them. Paradoxically, the only time when he was very close to Heeseung was on the camera, where he could cover his feelings with fanservice.
Heeseung wasn't stupid. He noticed the change even if it was slight. The way Jake would skip their ramen evenings or their game nights, the way he started to sit on the other side of the room and the way he would run away from his gaze. It wasn't like Jake totally cut Heeseung off. They still spent a whole lot of time together, but the distance Jake put between them was visible.
And like this Jake slowly forgot about his feelings for Heeseung. He focused on recording, practising and performing. Work taking all his time. The thought of Heeseung only sometimes appearing in the back of his head. But it was bearable anyway.
Recently, something snapped in Jake. The feelings he bottled up for so long finally spilled. He didn't even know what caused this. Was it because Heeseung dyed his hair back to black or because he started wearing eyeliner more. The thing was, Jake liked Heeseung again, stronger than before.
Every time Heeseung looked at Jake, or worse smiled at him, a million butterflies would wake up in his stomach.
He couldn't hide his staring anymore. Not when Heeseung was so mesmerizing. Every time Heeseung walked into a room it was as if time had stopped. Jake would forget about everything else and only focus on him.
Heeseung threw him off his rhythm. Jake would make mistakes during dances he have been practising for years or forget lyrics to their songs. He would stutter in the interviews or break random things just because Heeseung glanced at him.
Members started to notice again, especially Jungwon - he always noticed things like this. He never said anything directly, not to scare Jake off. But he knew. Jake saw it in his soft eyes and gentle reprimands. 'Are you okay?' 'If you need to talk I'm always here' Jungwon waited, he wanted Jake to open up himself.
But Jake was still scared. So scared.
And so he tried to hide it, he really did, but it came out weird every time. The awkwardness wasn't the worst, it was the jealousy.
Every time Heeseung was close to somebody Jake's heart crumbled inside his chest. It was supposed to be Jake who gets to hold him, touch him, talk to him, get him. Heeseung was supposed to be Jake's and Jake to be Heeseung's.
It was another concert of their tour. Bright lights flashing and loud chants from the crowd echoing as the boys walked on stage to finish off with the last song. Jake was already tired after two hours of non-stop dancing and singing, but the adrenaline made him look and feel somewhat energetic.
Drunk dazed started and that's when he saw him. Heeseung. Jake tried to ignore his presence for the whole night but now when he was in his 'casual' outfit, hair damp from sweat, skin shiny and eyes full of emotions, he had to notice him. He looked so effortlessly beautiful.
Heeseung must have felt Jake's eyes on him cause he turned around and looked back at him with that smirk on his face. Jake felt his heart skip a beat. He was dumb. So dumbly down for his best friend.
Jake smiled back, deep down wishing Heeseung would see the love he has for him in his eyes.
Heeseung as if reading Jake's mind, came closer. "Are you okay?" he asked placing one arm over Jake's shoulder.
Jake's body tensed but he managed to keep his smile on. "Yeah why?"
"You seem stressed" Heeseung whispered into Jake's ear, making him almost lose his mind right there on stage.
"I am not" Jake said back. Then it was time for him to sing his lines. He barely managed to, his shaky voice betrayed him.
"See... you need to relax" Heeseung whispered when Jake finished singing. Jake shrugged.
"I can make you feel good if you want"
Jake blinked and slowly turned his head to Heeseung who still had smirk on his face. Jake's cheeks heated up, his breath hitched, million thoughts running through his head. Thoughts he wasn't supposed to have about Heeseung.
"Think about it" Heeseung chuckled and patted Jake on his shoulder one more time, before walking down the stage.
Jake was still frozen. Heeseung had no idea how badly he messed with Jake's mind.
Jake somehow managed to finish the concert. Just smile, sing, dance with Sunghoon, tease Jay - it was automatic. Heeseung words still in his head.
Jake knew what he meant. Probably something simple, innocent to make Jake feel better and relax. But Jake who was so far gone he actually had hope. Hope that maybe Heeseung had thought about the same thing as him.
After the show the boys changed and went to send off. That's when things only got worse.
Jake walked down the hallway, greeting fans, signing autographs and taking pictures. Quick polite interactions.
Heeseung, on the other hand, seemed to take those moments onto another different level. He leaned into the fans, smiled at them with that smile he showed Jake earlier, flirted with them. He did it so effortlessly. It wasn't fair.
He didn't even know how much it hurt Jake. How badly he wished Heeseung would look at him like this.
He wasn't jealous. At least that's what he told himself. He was mad. Mad that those random girls had higher chances with Heeseung. That they were still closer to him than Jake could ever be. It's not like Heeseung would choose them exactly. But he would't choose Jake either. The thing was that they were girls. And Jake wasn't.
The send off passed quickly. Jake drifted off midway trying to ignore Heeseung as much as he could. However he ended up thinking about him only. His eyes. His hair. His hands. His smile. Everything was Heeseung.
As Jake entered the van he saw Heeseung sitting by the window. When he saw Jake, the same flirtatious smirk creeped onto his lips. He patted the seat next to himself.
But Jake couldn't sit there. Not after Heeseung kept giving him mixed signals. He would either snap at him or started crying or said something he wasn't ready to admit yet.
So he sat quietly at the back of the van next to Jungwon. Jungwon saw through Jake. He didn't ask questions. He just leaned on his shoulder and hugged his arm, as if to say 'it's okay'.
When they reached the hotel it was past midnight already. Everyone said quick goodbyes and headed to their rooms, completly worn out after the show.
Jake made it to his room. He laid on the bed right away, wanting to fall alseep as fast as possible. But his mind was still very much awake. Occupied with Heeseung. As always.
"Fuck.." Jake hissed, shutting his eyes so hard his head hurt. He wished he could just stopped feeling anything for Heeseung. To just be his friend. To be normal.
The moments from stage and send off replayed in his head. How good Heeseung looked, how sweet his words sounded, even when he was with somebody else, Jake wanted him. Needed him.
He didn't even hear the first knock on the door. The second one, much louder, demanding, took him out of his thoughts. Jake quickly got up from bed, confused of who could be coming so late.
He opened the door, slowly, unsure, only to see Heeseung standing on the other side.
Could it get any worse for him.
"I know it's late and you were probably about to sleep but... I just wanted to talk" Heeseung said, no teasing in his voice unlike earlier. He had his hands hidden in his pockets, trying to act cool, but his feet tapping against the floor betrayed him.
"Oh... come in" Jake replied, still a little taken aback by the sudden visit.
Heeseung walked into the room, scanning the space with his eyes. He walked up to the big window. He looked down on the street. Jake's room was on the 10th floor of the hotel so he could see the landecape of the whole city clearly. So many people, lights, different stories, and there, in that room, only him and Jake.
"Nice view.." Heeseung exclaimed "But I came to talk about something else"
"About what?" Jake's heart stopped for a moment after hearing Heeseung's serious tone.
Heeseung turned around and looked into Jake's eyes. His black hair falling onto his forehead, eyeliner smudged around his eyes, his hoodie falling off his shoulder. His gaze softened when he saw Jake's scared face.
"About you... about us" Heeseung said, his voice careful, as if he was scared Jake would run away.
"What do you mean?" Jake asked, his voice quiet. His heart was on fire. What if Heeseung had already figured everything out? What if he was there to end everything? What if he found Jake disgusting? So many questions popped in his head. Heeseung had answers to all of them, but Jake was too afraid to hear any of them.
"What changed Jake?" Heeseung asked furrowing his eyebrows, a glimpse of hurt in his eyes.
"Nothing, everything's the same" Jake's voice barely audible.
"No-no, don't tell me 'nothing', don't try to push me away again." Heeseung's voice getting louder with every word.
"Again? I'm not pushing you away" Jake took a step back, avoiding Heeseung's eyes.
"See, this is what I'm taking about! You can't even look at me!" Heeseung took a step forward "You keep ignoring me. We don't spend time together anymore, you don't even text me! You only talk to me when there are cameras around, and every time I think things are coming back to normal. But then they turn off and you pretend I don't exist anymore!"
"Don't. Today at the show, we talked. I-I tried to make you feel better and I thought it worked but then in the bus you didn't even say a word to me! Did I do something wrong Jake? If I did then I'm sorry, but please tell me because I don't understand it and I... I miss you Jake, I miss us."
The silence that followed after that was loud. Heeseung's hopeful eyes burned Jake. He was waiting for answers, for an explanation. But Jake couldn't give it to him. Even though he really wanted to - Heeseung was bending him and it was only a matter of time till he would break completly.
Jake opened his mouth but closed it after no words came out. How could he tell him? All those years of friendship ruined because Jake couldn't keep his feelings to himself?
"Are you goona say anything?" Heeseung asked getting more frustrated with every passing second. He took another step forward, making Jake feel even more intimidated.
"I-I don't know Heeseung" Jake whispered looking down at the floor. He felt so wrong. So caged between loving Heeseung and keeping everything together.
"What do you mean Jaeyun?" Heeseung asked putting a hand on Jake's shoulder. Jaeyun. Jake's heart ached. He shouldn't feel this way.
"You keep messing with me.. I don't know what to think.." Jake's mouth was faster than his brain. Talking garbage.
"What are you talking about-"
"You say one thing and then do another, you look at me like you want something..." Jake's voice grew a little louder his thoughts running in circles. "Today at the show... at the send off... I thought, I had hope you- nevermind" Jake run a hand down his face in frustration. Heeseung wouldn't understand. He shouldn't. Because Jake was the one in the wrong.
"Jake just tell me please, I want us to be like before-"
"No Heeseung, no..." Jake cut off Heeseung again. His voice breaking a little. He was so tired of hiding. Of seeing the confused look on Heeseung's face, of the tension, the distance "It won't ever be like before... I-I ruined everything and I just don't wanna make it any worse, I can't lose you any more."
"Jake you're not losing me. I'm here, right here with you, and I'll always be." Heeseung whispered, his voice softer, eyes so caring, hand caressing Jake's cheek.
"You don't get it even now... it's not about you, it's about me... I just don't understand why I feel like this, why me, why you..." Jake whispered, finally looking into Heeseung's eyes. They were dark, very dark. "...You won't understand"
"Then make me" Heeseung said. His tone firm, dareing. Jake's heart stopped. Only one thought in his mind.
Jake's eyes fell to Heeseung's lips. They were slightly agape, no words, waiting. So beautiful.
Jake couldn't take it anymore. His hands caught Heeseung face and in a quick move brought it to his, connecting their lips.
Jake felt amazing. No, euphoric. It was the only thing he dreamed of for the past 4 years and it was finally true. He got to tell Heeseung, to kiss him. Heeseung...
He still had his eyes open and hadn't moved an inch.
Jake quickly backed off. Shame and disgust with himself burning him from inside. What has he done? Was he out of his mind? Kissing Heeseung out of the blue? He thought things were bad between them, but now they weren't even worse. They were done.
"I'm sorry Heeseung... I-I don't know what I'm doing I'll just... you should go, I'm sorry" Jake muttered, tears forming in his eyes, thousand thoughts running through his head. He turned around ready to leave, to open the door and run out of his own room.
But he didn't. He couldn't.
Because Heeseung caught his wrist midway, turning him back around. His other hand swiftly grabbed Jake by the waist and brought him even closer.
"Jake you're really so damn stupid..." Heeseung whispered. His thumb brushing a tear from Jake's cheek, his eyes looking into Jake's, with something different. Something deeper. Lustful.
Jake didn't even manage to say anything before Heeseung pulled him in and crashed his lips against Jake's.
Jake's brain lagged for a moment, but his body immediately gave in, kissing Heeseung back. He didn't quite understand what was happening, but the moment Heeseung tilted his head and deepened their kiss, he decided that he will worry about it later.
Their lips moved in sync, craving more with every second, like they both have been holding back for too long.
Heeseung moved his hand onto Jake's cheek and then up to his hair. Jake let out a moan at the sudden pull, his cheeks heating up.
"You look so adorable when you get shy you know?" Heeseung whispered in between the kisses, making Jake flush even more.
Jake's fists clenched on Heeseung's shirt, holding onto him like he might disappear any moment.
Heeseung licked his bottom lip, making him let out another embarrassing sound. He slid his tongue into Jake's mouth, sending shivers down his spine.
The soft kiss, quickly became a full make out session. Jake was so mesmerized by Heeseung and the way he kissed him, that he didn't even notice he was pressed against the wall.
Heeseung's kisses grew messier, he moved his lips from Jake's, onto his jaw and then on his neck, biting and sucking on his skin there. Jake swore he almost saw the stars.
"Hee you're gonna leave marks" Jake said, his voice breaking into a whimper mid sentence, as Heeseung kept leaving lovebites on his delicate skin.
"I'm gonna leave more if you keep moaning my name like that" Heeseung said with a smirk, his eyes locking on Jake's as he sucked on his collarbone.
"Fuck... how am I gonna perform tomorrow like this?" Jake hissed, his hand tugging Heeseung's hair subcounciously. Trying to pull him away. Or pull him in.
"You wanted this didn't you? Let them see who you belong to" Heeseung lifted Jake's shirt and started leaving open-mouth kisses down his chest.
Jake moaned at his words. This was really what he wanted. To belong to Heeseung. For him to want him back. And now it was real. And they both didn't hold back. Couldn't.
Jake felt a warm feeling pooling down in his stomach. Waves of pleasure going through his body, traveling down to his now half hard cock.
Heeseung must have noticed that "Oh you're so turned on already and we haven't even started" Heeseung whispered as his tongue swirlled around one of Jake's nipples, sucking till it turned dark shade of red. "You like that baby?" He asked pulling on it with his teeth, earning a broken moan form Jake "You're so beautiful I could spend whole day just looking at you and not get bored. Ever"
Jake's eyes rolled back, not only at the touch, but also at his praises. Baby. He could cum just by hearing that word fall from Heeseung's lips again.
Heeseung moved to suck on Jake's another nipple, making him buck his hips forward. Heeseung let out a chuckle at that, his hand pressing Jake's hip back down to the wall "Be patient"
But how Jake could be patient when Heeseung kissed his skin with so much power, setting his whole body on fire.
"Heeseung please.." Jake pleaded, his voice breaking.
Heeseung moaned at his words. Straight up moaned. His grip on Jake's hip tightened, his other hand catching Jake's wrist and bringing his palm to his lips, leaving butterfly kisses all over it.
"You're begging now? Oh you're such a good boy for me Jake" Heeseung whispered, lifting himself up, his face getting closer to Jake's, their noses brushing. Jake leaned in, their lips connecting in a soft, you could say sweet kiss. So different from the one they shared just moments earlier. Like they were pouring not only their desires into it, but also their hearts.
"Do you want to keep going?" Heeseung asked after he pulled away, his face still close to Jake's, his eyes dark and so full of care.
Jake nodded. He wanted to cry. Not because he didn't want this. Because Heeseung looked at him with so much hidden behind his eyes that it made his fragile heart so overwhelmed.
"Words baby" Heeseung whispered, his thumb resting on Jake's bottom lip.
"Yes Hee.. please" Jake said his voice so quiet, cheeks warm.
Heeseung caressed his cheekbone softly "Okay.. I-yeah" he gave Jake a crooked smile, before pecking his lips one last time and getting down on his knees.
Jake's breath got caught in his throat. The image in front of him was out of this world. Heeseung, kneeling, his face flushed, hair messy, lips wet, eyes locked on him. He confidently caught Jake's belt and unbuckled it. He hooked his fingers in his pants pulling them down, leaving him in boxers only. He looked up at Jake, who was watching him with his lips parted. Heeseung shot him a playful smirk. He teased the skin on Jake's lower stomach, right above his waistband "I kept my promise"
"About what?" Jake asked, biting his lip at the tension.
"Making you feel good tonight" Heeseung smirked again, his fingers hanging loose in Jake's boxers waistband "No one will ever make you feel better baby" He pulled down Jake's boxers in one quick move, revealing Jake's now fully hard cock. It was slick with precum, burning red, aching for pleasure. For Heeseung.
Jake gapsed as the cold air suddenly hit him. Heeseung, on the other hand, bit his lips not to moan at the sight. He placed his hands on Jake's hips and slowly leaned in, his tongue moving from Jake's base up to his head, his lips closing around it, starting to suck slowly.
Jake shut his eyes and threw his head back. Heeseung had barely touched him, but the pleasure he caused was already unbearable.
"Hey baby look at me" Heeseung said his grip around Jake's hip tightening. Jake looked down at him and gasped. Heeseung's eyes were hungry, locked on his "I want to see your pretty face when you cum"
Jake bit his lips. Heeseung's words only turning him on even more. His hips slightly bucked forward on their own, his body begging to be touched "I pull away for one second and you're already aching for me?" Heeseung chuckled "Don't worry, I love it when you're eager. Makes me want you even more." He lowered his head again, his hot breath ghosting over Jake's cock. "Remember, eyes on me"
And he took him. All the way down, till his nose touched Jake's stomach and his cock hit the back of his throat. His eyes on Jake's the whole time.
Jake fought the urge to throw his head back again, close his eyes, anything. But he kept his eyes on Heeseung, couldn't look away. He let out a loud moan, tears forming in his eyes. He tangled his fingers in Heeseung's hair to have something to hold onto. And to pull him down even more.
When Jake's legs stopped shaking, Heeseung started moving. Slow, almost completely letting go, just to slam Jake's cock down his throat again. Jake whimpered at every move Heeseung made. His tongue working on his head every time he pulled back, his lips sucking him so good, his nails digging into his thighs. Jake was such a mess for him.
Heeseung fastened his moves, his head bobbing up and down, salvia mixed with precum dripping down his chin, eyes still fixated on Jake.
A loud broken sound slipped from Jake's lips as Heeseung hollowed his cheekbones, touching every nerve of his throbbing cock.
It all felt so good. Too good. It's not like he hadn't done this before. It was just that this time it was different. Because it was with Heeseung. And to Jake's surprise, he was incredible at giving head. He wondered where had he gotten all the experience.
Jake felt warmth down in his stomach, and a knot that could untie any time now. Every pull of Heeseung's mouth brought him closer to the edge.
"Hee- I'm close" he managed to say between the gasps. Heeseung smirked on his cock and pulled away slightly.
"Come for me baby, I want to see you fall apart under me" Heeseung's voice dripping with desire. Desire to see Jake being overtaken by pleasure, to wreck him completely.
Heeseung came back down to working on Jake's length. His mouth sucking every inch precisely, his throat tightening just right. Cries leaving Jake's parted lips. He bucked his hips forward, feeling his orgasm being dangerously close.
Heeseung's dark eyes looked watched him. Heeseung swore he could cum himself just from watching Jake like this.
Heeseung's hand traveled to Jake's lower stomach, right where his arousal was gathered. He pressed it firmly and that's what undid Jake.
He came with a loud moan, his head hitting the wall, back arching, muscles twitching, hips buried in Heeseung's face, cock still in his mouth.
Heeseung swallowed all of Jake's cum, he sucked untill every last drop of it was gone, until Jake was shaking and whimpering with overstimulation.
He let go of Jake with a pop, his head rested against Jake's thigh, breath ragged. He could feel his own cock throbbing in his pants.
Jake's legs were shaking, his chest moving up and down heavily, gasps still leaving his lips. His mind was a blur. What has just happened. Heeseung and him had just... How was he supposed to move on from that?
"You were so good baby... so good just for me.." Heeseung whispered, looking up at Jake. His lips leaving delicate kisses on Jake's thighs. "You look so beautiful like this you know? So ruined, just because of my mouth... I want to see you like this forever" He slowly got up from his knees, his hand caressing Jake's cheek, his eyes so tender looking into Jake's. Jake thought he was about to melt.
Heeseung connected their lips in a slow, almost lazy kiss. Jake could taste himself on Heeseung's lips, and it would be a lie if he said it didn't turn him on. Especially when Heeseung's clothed hard-on was pressed against him.
Heeseung pulled away and rested his forehead against Jake's. "I can't resist you baby.. I swear you're the best thing that has ever happened to me" he whispered near Jake's ear, sending shivers down his spine. "I want you so so bad..." he placed his hands on Jake's waist, pulling him in almost greedily. Heeseung's breath hot and shaky against Jake's ear. Jake bit his lip not to do anything pathetic again, but it was so hard when Heeseung was acting like this. "You don't know how long I resisted..." he bit Jake's earlobe, making him whimper quietly. "That's why I'm not done with you yet pretty"
The older boy pulled Jake off the wall and leaded him backwards, until his knees hit the edge of the bed. Heeseung helped him get on it, taking the clothes he had left off him. He climbed after Jake, trapping his hips with his knees, leaving open mouth kisses and ocasional swollen marks all over his chest.
Jake felt himself giving into the pleasure again. He was a whimpering mess under him, his cock registering Heeseung's every touch.
"Hee- wait" Jake stammered. Heeseung's eyes shot up at him, fear of doing something wrong or crossing the line hiding behind them.
"What is it Jaeyunie? Do you want to stop?" Heeseung asked, his voice suddenly dripping with sweetness and care, so different from the one he used just minutes ago. He pulled away from Jake's skin, his hand caressing his arm calmly.
"No it's just- I'm naked and you're fully clothed... it's kinda embarrassing..." Jake whispered looking down shyly.
"Oh baby" Heeseung chuckled, his hands landing on Jake's cheeks instantly. "Look at me. You're the most beautiful thing walking on this Earth you've got nothing to be embarassed for" he said leaving kisses all over Jake's face, making him laugh. "But if you wanna see my body so bad" he pulled away taking his shirt of gracefully "Your wish is my command"
Jake's heart had stopped for the hundredth time that night. Saying Heeseung was beautiful would be an understatement. He was other-worldy. His toned abs, muscular arms, skin slik with sweat. How could he hide all that under a hoodie? "Oh my god"
Heeseung grinned, he lifted himself up a little to take of his pants. Jake watched his every move like he was hypnotized. He licked his lips, as Heeseung uncovered his legs. So perfect in every way.
"You like what you see?" Heeseung asked playfully, leaning in, his lips brushing Jake's.
"Very much" Jake murmed, pulling Heeseung in by his hair. Air shifted between them again.
Their kiss was more heated than before, their erections back at their places. Jake kept pulling on Heeseung's hair earning a moan every time. The sound was so addicting, he should get it recorded. Their tongues explored each others mouth, tasting every inch, teeth clashing, drool dripping.
Heeseung pulled away first, a string of salvia hanging between their lips. He gapsed for air, his hand resting on Jake's chest. His skin was flushed, eyes dark, looking up and down Jake's body. Jake blushed at that, he felt so naked in every way beneath Heeseung.
"Jake I swear to god..." he gasped, kissing the corner of Jake's mouth hungrily "You know how long I dreamed of this? Of you?" he groaned against Jake's cheek "When I saw you at the concert today, in that fuckass shirt that hangs off your shoulder- I wanted to take you right there, make them watch, show how much I craved you..." Heeseung bit on Jake's adam's apple, leaving a huge swollen bruise, making sure everyone would see it the next day.
Heeseung looked back at Jake's face again, his eyes shining in the dim light, messy hair falling onto his temples. "Gosh look at you baby... how could you be this perfect?" Heeseung said, his voice so raw it broke on the edges, his finger landing on Jake's bottom lip. "Can I make you mine tonight?"
Jake groaned, his whole body in heat again "Please... you already did"
Heeseung smirked and breathed a quiet 'Right'. He looked deep into Jake's eyes before whimpering "Then take me like a good boy you are" he pushed his index finger into Jake's mouth.
Jake gasped a little taken aback, feeling Heeseung's finger land on his tongue, such a strange feeling, but it turned him on anyway. He started sucking, slow, his tongue swirlling around it, teeth grazing. Heeseung watched him like he had gone mad, his eyes black, lips letting out small moans. Jake felt proud seeing the older boy so pleasured. So he kept going. Salvia dripping down his chin, bobbing his head to add more friction. Heeseung put in another finger, watching Jake as if he was something devine.
After some time, when Jake's lips were already swollen from sucking, Heeseung pulled his fingers out. Jake pouted, leaning forward to reach for them again. Heeseung pushed him back down on the bed and smirked "You liked that puppy?" Jake nodded eagerly "Gonna give you more next time... now these fingers gotta work somewhere else"
Jake whimpered. Heeseung circled his fingers around Jake's hole, teasing it. He slowly pushed it inside, making Jake arch his back off the bed and moan loudly "You're doing so well baby" he whispered, pushing it deeper, down to his knuckles. He started moving it, almost sending Jake over the edge.
Jake gripped Heeseung's shoulder, nails digging into his skin. Heeseung added another finger, scissoring them, stretching Jake out firmly. He curled his fingers and that's when he hit that spot. Jake cried out a throaty moan, biting the pillow next to his head "Hee- oh god" he gasped "Do it again please..."
Heeseung smirked and did as Jake pleased, sending another wave of pleasure through his body. Jake was nothing but a moaning, leaking mess under him. His cock hard and swollen against his stomatch, toes curling, nails leaving red scratches down Heeseung's back. So fucking perfect.
Heeseung fastened his pace, matching it with Jake, who was moving his hips uncontrolably. "Look at you Jake... so wrecked for me, fucking on my fingers, stretched on your own spit. So pathetic." Heeseung growled "But so mine. And that's why I won't let yoh finish like this." he pulled out his fingers in one move.
Jake cried out at the sudden loss of contact. He gripped Heeseung tighter, tried to bring him back down, but Heeseung had already got up, towering over him. His fingers hooked in his boxers waistband.
Oh god he was going to do it.
Jake looked down at his soaked boxers and then back at his face, biting his lips. So ready, so eager.
Heeseung shot him a smile. "See what you've done to me" he grabbed Jake's wrist and put his hand on his clothed length "Feel it"
Jake choked on a breath, feeling Heeseung's wetness under his fingertips. He palmed him slowly, almost hesitantly. Heeseung gasped, gritting his teeth hard. But Jake noticed the flinch, the way his knees shook.
"Don't be shy baby... take them off" Heeseung whispered, his hand resting on Jake's head, fingers brushing through his hair softly.
Jake blushed at his words. Fingers hooked in Heeseung's boxers, eyes looking for him as if waiting for permission. The older man just nodded, his lips parted, anticipation visible on his face. Jake pulled the last piece of Heeseung's clothing down, revealing his cock. Jake almost moaned at the sight. It was so big, Jake didn't know if he could take it. Where was Heeseung hiding it for all those years?
Jake's hand reached for Heeseung, but before he could even touch him, he was gone.
Heeseung sat between Jake's legs, spreading them open wide. Jake's cheek flushed again, making Heeseung chuckle. Heeseung seated himself on his heels, hands grabbing Jake's legs and bending them slightly. He leaned in to connect his and Jake's lips in another quick, but heated kiss. "You ready babe?"
Jake looked into his eyes and whispered "Yes please Hee" earning another peck on the lips. Heeseung placed his big hands on Jake's hips, grounding him.
"It might hurt a little" he whispered, lining himself infront of Jake's hole. Jake groaned feeling Heeseung's tip rub against him.
Heeseung looked into Jake's eyes with that look again. So full of everything. And then he thrusted himself into Jake, only a half of his length first. But it was enough to make Jake shut his eyes and cry out "Hee-"
"Shhh you can take it baby" Heeseung whispered as he pushed himself deeper into Jake, till he was fully inside.
Tears formed in Jake's eyes as Heeseung tore him apart. The older boy didn't move st first, giving Jake time to adjust. He caressed his tear stained cheeks with his thumb softly "You're so fucking tight Jake... but you're taking me so well.. you're such a good boy you know?" he whispered brushing his hair off his forehead.
After a while he moved. Slow at first. Every move making Jake moan loudly, Heeseung was sure the whole floor could hear them. He pulled out almost completly, making Jake whimper and buck his hips down for some firction, only to slam back into him. Hard. He picked up his pace, going in and out Jake, almost making him see the stars.
The initial pain quickly became a pleasure. It was out of this world. Jake thought Heeseung's fingers were good, but oh his cock. It was almost euphoric.
Jake wrapped his legs around Heeseung's waist, his hands landing on his back, painting it red again.
Heeseung only got faster and more precise. Every move aimed right, searching for Jake's sweet spot. Heeseung's mouth found Jake's neck, biting on it, only adding heat to the fire between them. Sounds leaving Jake's lips only getting louder, surely ruining their reputation among all the hotel guests.
When Jake threw his head back against pillows uncontrolably and cried out Heeseung's name, that's when Heeseung knew he found it. The spot. He shifted to aim his thrust there.
Jake cried. Screamed. Whimpered. Everything. Words leaving his lips not making any sense, lost between pleas and 'Hee's'. His mind and body focused on one thing. Heeseung slamming in and out of Jake, pleasuring him, kissing him. It was just Heeseung.
Jake's hips matched Heeseung's pace, grinding down right when Heeseung was thrusting back into him. It was unnaturally wonderful.
"Hee-ahh!" Jake cried out as Heeseung caught his cock in hand, moving it up and down. Jake arched his back off the bed and dig his fingers so deep into Heeseung's back he was sure it started bleeding. He could feel his orgasm building up down in his stomach again. "I'm close- Hee please" he pleaded.
Heeseung smirked and tightened his grip on Jake's cock, pressing his thumb flat against his tip. Tears rolled down Jake's cheeks "Hee please let me come- please"
"Not until you tell me who's the only one who can make you feel this good" Heeseung growled, his voice possessive. He slid out of Jake fully making him whimper at the sudden cold, just to slam back into him with so much force Jake almost twisted his neck back tilting it back.
"Heeseung please- I need to come please" Jake begged, his cheeks flushed, skin dripping with sweat, voice broken.
"Baby you need to answer me" Heeseung whispered rolling his hips against Jake's only edging him more.
"It's you Heeseung- since the day we met- It has always been you - please Hee I can't take it anymore" Jake cried. His voice was cracking after every word. Heeseung was killing him. And saving him at the same time.
Heeseung groaned at Jake's words, biting on his earlobe "I love hearing it fall from your lips baby. You are mine, only I can make you feel this good" Heeseung whispered and Jake nodded back desperately "You look so pretty when you cry you know? I could wreck you like this everyday just to see those beautiful tears"
"Now come baby, let me see how good you feel" Heeseung groaned, letting go of Jake's cock. Jake hissed at the loss of contact, gasping in relief. Heeseung fastened his moves again, now his only aim being making Jake come. He gripped his hips tighter and locked his eyes on Jake's. Wanting to witness the exact moment he falls apart.
And it didn't take long. After a few seconds, Jake came all over his stomach, back arching off bed, eyes shut, screaming Heeseung's name. The scene almost making Heeseung faint.
He thrusted into Jake's overstimulated body a few more times, before finishing himself, buried deep inside Jake. He bit on Jake's neck riding out his high, until his tired body fell onto Jake's.
Jake was out of breath. He was panting, his heart was racing, black spots before his eyes. To say he was pleased wouldn't be enough. He felt like he just lived through the best moment of his life.
After a minute Heeseung slowly pulled out, Jake gasping at the empty feeling. He leaned down and licked Jake's stomach clean from his cum, which to be honest, quite turned Jake on. He then laid himself next to Jake, wrapping his arms around him, pulling him into his chest. He threw a blanket over their bodies. The material sticking to their wet skin making it a little uncomfortable, but none of them bothered to move.
Silence filled the room, only their uneven breaths being hearable. After the shock wave went through Jake's body, a worry started to build up inside him. What if it didn't mean anything to Heeseung? What if it was just for pleasure? So many questions, that only the man next to him could answer. The man he had just made out and fucked with. The man that called him baby and ruined him. It couldn't mean nothing right?
He didn't want to ruin the moment but the anxiety was killing him again. After what they just did they couldn't get more intimate, so why not be straightforward.
"Hee?" Jake asked quietly, afraid that Heeseung had fallen alseep already.
"Hm, what's up baby?" Heeseung whispered, smile hearable in his voice.
So Jake hadn't imagined it. It had been real and still was very much so.
"Was it true? Everything you said about wanting me?" Jake looked away, embarassed by his own questions.
"Hey look at me" Heeseung said turning Jake's head by his chin to make him look at him "Jaeyunie" he kissed his nose softly "Remeber when you walked into the company for the first time? You were so lost weren't you? You didn't even know what you were supposed to do there. I saw you standing by that coffee machine, looking around in fear as if someone was going to jump you from around the corner"
Jake chuckled. He remembered it very clearly. Their first meeting ever.
"I approached you and you almost jumped when I said hi, and then you proceeded to bow for like ten seconds" Heeseung's hair brushed through Jake's hair "I thought this boy is kinda weird but he's also very cute. I wanted to talk to you, but you were so scared and that made me fall for you even more. When we were finally in a group together I tried to hide how much I like you, tried not to spend every second possible by your side. But it was so hard when you were everything I could think about" Heeseung's breath hitched, his eyes glossy, but he chuckled anyways "I thought I was wrong for liking you like that. But then I noticed the change in you. The way you looked at me, it was how I looked at you. I was sure my feelings were mutal, until you started to cut me out. I didn't understand it at first, but now I know that you were as frightened as me. Hell, I still am. I didn't expect it to escalate this far. When I was buying that coffee I thought it was just a little crush." Heeseung gave Jake a crooked smile, a single tear running down his cheek. Jake whiped it with his thumb, his own eyes getting teary.
"So yeah Jaeyunie, I hope you've figured by now that I love you very much, and I always will" Heeseung whispered laughing through tears.
Jake started sobbing himself. He was feeling so much. All the years of hididng his emotions, looks that said more than words, quiet nights together. It was mutal all this time. Heeseung have loved him, and he loves him now, as much as Jake loves him. He cried harder. He was so relieved, happy and overwhelmed at the same time.
Heeseung pulled him closer, kissing the top of his head fondly "I love you so much baby"
Jake looked up at him and caressed his cheek softly. All the feelings finally not hiding just behind his eyes. He could say it.
"I love you too Heeseung, very much" Jake said, his voice breaking a little. The confession sounding so bitter-sweet "I though I was broken for loving you, I tried to fix it so hard I didn't notice you felt the same way. I was so stupid I'm sorry" Jake sobbed "I hurt you so many times and you still stayed, I pushed you away and you still wanted me. I'm sorry Hee" Jake hid his face in Heeseung's neck.
Heeseung's grip on the younger boy tightened, he kissed his temple "Jake baby you don't have to apologize for anything. You were afraid. It's not your fault." Heeseung tilted Jake's head so he could face him "You never did anything wrong. I love you, this is all that matters okay?"
Jake nodded faintly, his tears slowly stopping to fall "I just love you so much Hee, my heart can't take it" he whispered, chuckling quietly.
Heeseung smiled and connected their lips. The kiss was slow and sweet. It contained all the emotions they both had bottled up for so long. And that they could finally let out.
After a while they pulled away, leaning foreheads against each other. Their bodies tangled, warmth spreading through them, eyes sparkling in the moonlight.
"How is it gonna be?" Jake asked. He was still full of worry and fear. Their love wasn't conventional. It wasn't going to be easy. But with Heeseung beside him, it suddenly didn't seem that bad.
"I don't know. I just know that I wanna be with you, and that I love you" Heeseung said with a smile, stealing a kiss from Jake's lips again.
Jake chuckled and shook his head "You said it like ten times in a spare of five minutes"
Heeseung grinned proudly "And I'm gonna say it even more, gotta make up for the last five years" he kissed his nose, his fingertips drawing soft shapes on Jake's back "I love you."
Jake smiled. He was melting. He was about to cry again because of how happy he was. It was all he truly ever dreamed of. Heeseung.
"I love you more." Jake said, kissing Heeseung's neck delicately.
"Oh so it is a competition now? I love you even more" Heeseung said back, kissing the spot behind Jake's ear.
"No, I love you more." Jake chuckled, kissing Heeseung again.
"No, I love you the most Jaeyunie."
And like this they fell asleep. They didn't know what was waiting for them tomorrow. But one thing they were sure of was that they were they were in love. And that's why they were going to be alright.
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