cherry ♡ 21 ♡ ace+bi ♡ she/they ♡ probably cptsd ♡ new wave enjoyer ♡ i like lps, beanie babies, and barbie movies ♡ i post about mash a lot ♡ many other interests ♡ just happy to be alive
hello !!! you may know me from my other blog, @cherry-pop-soda. that blog is still up for the time being, but I’m decreasing its visibility and it will probably ultimately be deactivated in the near future. It’s just cluttered and messy and too big to easily clean up. with that all said, whether you’re coming from there or not, welcome!! tagging system and about me are below the cut.
💿about me:
♡ call me cherry
♡ adult
♡ she/they
♡ bi + ace
♡ southwestern usa
♡ so many aesthetics and interests i couldn’t even begin to name them all
💿tagging system:
♡#misc - miscellaneous! general reblog tag
♡#shitposting - shitposting
♡#cherry speaks - my post tag
♡#favorite posts - exactly what it sounds like !
♡#aes - anything i find aesthetically pleasing
♡#pen & paper - poetry/literature/spilled words tag
♡#beautiful world - pictures that make me stop and appreciate the gift of life on earth (beautiful universe is also in this vein)
♡#gentle reminders - also what it sounds like
♡#same as it ever was - posts that make me stop and appreciate the innate love in human nature
♡#bookmarks - stuff i want to save for future reference
♡#cherry’s radio - audio file tag
♡#sent to me (thank you!) - stuff people send me
♡#mail 💌 - asks (open currently)
♡#zap posts - queue tag, if i ever use it (i almost never do)
♡#my art <3 - my art, if or when i post it !
♡#venting tag - i try not to use this heavily but it’s there for when i need it
♡#american events/world events - politics tags, though i don’t intend to post related to these very much if i can avoid it
♡#magazines and posters - i just like to collect images of cool posters and magazine clippings
♡#cptsd ramblings - stuff about trauma/mental health
*note: i’m generally very strict here about not reblogging posts that pressure for reblogs, even if they’re in good faith or for a good cause. they screw with my head really badly and it quickly gets out of control if i don’t just avoid them entirely.
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it is 4am and its so hot in my room i am sweating. it is 88°f (31°c !!) outside (completely dark out) and my house is air conditioned but my room has poor ventilation and i swear it has to be at least 75°f (24°c) in here. also my head hurts. can someone just knock me out themself at this point
I think one of the gentlest things in the world is when a friend just gets your weird little brain. like you say half a sentence and they finish it. you reference something incredibly niche from seven years ago and they’re already nodding. they understand your strange vocabulary for emotions that don’t have real words yet. it’s being seen and known and still loved. maybe especially because you’re known. god. what a gift.
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i am not a psychiatrist but i do find it really weird how autism checklists are so often focused on "outward" signs of autism rather than what is going on internally. i don't know how to explain it but "do you make eye contact with other people" feels like a much less relevant question than "how does it feel when you have to make eye contact with other people?"
while i'm here, the other one that always pisses me off is "do you interpret idioms literally, for example 'bull in a china shop'?"
well, no, obviously. i know what "bull in a china shop" means because that is a popular phrase with a clearly defined meaning. and if i hadn't heard it before, then i would still not interpret it literally, because it has the cadence of an idiom and i would probably be able to work out from context what it meant. what is the point of this question
third and final complaint: "are you good at noticing subtext?"
i feel like the problem with this question is best illustrated by a conversation i had with a friend a while back, where i said something like, "i feel very safe with you because you don't do subtle hints and you are always very straight-up with me about what you are thinking and feeling."
and he laid a hand on my shoulder and was like, look dude i'm gonna be straight up here. i am subtle with you constantly and you simply do not notice <3
I try not to fall into the "I never liked their work anyway" ditch when an artist/creator reveals themself to be a terrible person
BUT
a feeling I do have and will stand by is "While I enjoyed their work overall I did have some gripes that I overlooked out of affection and whimsy, but now that my loyalty is gone and my affection tainted there is nothing holding me back from enumerating my many grievances, to which the revelations of the creator's shittiness may or may not provide a new and infuriating context."
#such a good summation of this actually#because yeah there’s usually things that were always present#but which were easy to overlook or give the benefit of the doubt#that suddenly become relevant after a revelation about the creator#and it’s really not the same thing as the self-defensive “’I never liked it anyway’
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I do think the post that's like "when they torture you to insanity and then torture you for being insane 😂🤣" is one of the most succinct and foundational analyses of interpersonal violence and conflict that had ever been written
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