Nsfw blog

Boys deserve nothing. Keep stroking yourself desperately while looking at my blog. That’s all your pathetic self can get from me.

Cockwarming him while doing his makeup, but pathetic boy can’t help but squirming like a pup.

just want him laying on my bed, utterly fucked out, unable to speak or think, because of what I did to him.

need a domme to press her hand over my mouth and edge me

the venn diagram between the desire of a submissive to have their will stripped from them so that they can experience ecstasy through sexual communion with another as their body is mortified for pleasure and the desire of the ascetic to mortify their flesh so that all worldly desires are concentrated solely on becoming one with God is a circle. 

the lacerated body communicates with the one who lacerates it: it is a sign of trust. so the human soul mortified by desire to God communicates with God and experiences transcendent ecstasy. the essential difference between the submissive and the ascetic is that God, too, has allowed himself to be lacerated by man: thus the open wounds of the crucified God communicate with the open wound of a humanity that is perpetually bereft of God. man lacks God, but God also lacks man. the desire for mutual communion is embodied through mutual submission of man to God and God to man. we may eat the meat of God, but he allows himself to be eaten: he eats us in kind, desiring our love as much as we desire his.