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ā Yes ! Yes, I want to touch you, and kiss you, and I might be a little bit in love with you !Ā ā he was whispering frenetically, voice breaking slightly, whishing they were alone in the house to yell, and scream, and fucking punch a wall.Ā ā But heās my friend, I canāt do that to him, to our friendship. ā
the first time she saw him, she knew. she could tell just by the way he looked at her - like she was the only girl in the world. she dismissed it at first, convinced herself that he was just friendly; but in the back of her mind, always, the assumption remained. she felt guilty - whenever ben kissed her in front of him or showed a little too much pda - because, there was a possibility that it broke him inside. just the thought of him hurting was too much to handle - which is why she often shook her boyfriend off, or playfully swatted wandering hands away, whenever rogue was around.
she never expected the truth to surface. let alone like this - in the middle of a party - one room away from the blaring sound of hot 100s and sweaty bodies pouring cheap liquor into solo cups. one room away from ben. she swallows the lump in her throat and slowly exhales. sheās not sure what to do - where to go from here. sheās unhappy in her relationship. just recently she found out some things - horrible things - that she was going to confront him about; how he only sees her as a trophy - a piece of arm candy, how he brags that he cuffed the college whore. he never loved her. she isnāt sure whether its the liquor, the frustration, the eagerness to act on impulse, or her own feelings getting to her; but sheās stepping towards rogue. no words spoken, only a small fist reaching for his shirt, pulling him close before the taste of his lips linger on hers.