hey there i 🐝🍃 in you @chemistree - Tumblr Blog

•18+ Adults Only

Watch Anya Live on Cam

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.

✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions

Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming

catchyvideos

ruinedchildhood

kadencequincy

8/14/17

I’ve finally come back to the trail past the cemetery after to many years. And I expected to feel like I could fill in all of my missing pieces by sitting on this bench, but it feels like I’m dumping a gallon of black paint onto the puzzle to cover the holes, and the blanks. There’s a weight in my chest, unlike the one I feel from anxiety or disappointment— but a weight that doesn’t pull you down, but slows everything. I almost feel like sleeping. It’s funny how it’s so muddy to reflect when I’m here. It’s as if it all goes away because what matters now is this moment.

The birds, the hum in my ear, the crashing of the Mad River, and the murmur of humanity mixed with the occasional dog back to remind you you’re apart, but still close to it all. The splotches of sunlight and the smell of pine and watching the small birds with intricate insects flying by. How all of the leaves and grass and branches sway in the light breeze. Each trace of human voice makes you want to hold onto it more. But yet, I want you to walk down that wooden path, not say a word, and sit here with me, side by side, as we both take in our surroundings.

And now the paint has dried, leaving indents where the missing pieces lie empty.

chemistree

this still slaps

chemistree

a concept: me, you, at an aquarium holding hands and looking at sea turtles

an edit…over TEN YEARS later:

a concept: me, you, at a beach holding hands making sure baby sea turtles make it safely to the sea alongside other awesome people doing kick ass direct action conversation and human welfare work at Vital Actions

chemistree

im back from the dead

octoberloved

•18+ Adults Only

Watch Anya Live on Cam

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.

✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions

Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming

bajn

on this day one year ago someone sewed a fried egg to a tshirt

catboycrimsonrain

on this day two years ago someone sewed a fried egg to a shirt

sadvampirx-deactivated20170728

on this day three years ago someone sewed a fried egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day four years ago someone sewed a fried egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day five years ago someone sewed a friend egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day six years ago someone sewed a friend egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day seven years ago someone sewed a friend egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day *a little over* eight years ago someone sewed a fried friend egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day nine years ago someone sewed a fried egg to a shirt

chemistree

on “this day” ten years ago someone sewed a fried egg to a shirt

#hey 2023 kip #you posted this late again but that’s okay #it’s feb 2023 #and you’re hanging out with MJ and the boys right now for the first time #it’s cozy #you feel safe #you feel exactly where you want to be #take each moment at a time #and find something to smile at each day #on monday last week you overdosed on clonidine #and it was scary #but i don’t think i’ve fully processed it yet #hopefully you will have by now #and hopefully nothing has happened since #i’m so glad to be alive #and i hope you read this in sept 2023 kip kadence

llovinghome

mono-red-menace

you know, i'm something of a snugglebug myself

bajn

on this day one year ago someone sewed a fried egg to a tshirt

catboycrimsonrain

on this day two years ago someone sewed a fried egg to a shirt

sadvampirx-deactivated20170728

on this day three years ago someone sewed a fried egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day four years ago someone sewed a fried egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day five years ago someone sewed a friend egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day six years ago someone sewed a friend egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day seven years ago someone sewed a friend egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day *a little over* eight years ago someone sewed a fried friend egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day nine years ago someone sewed a fried egg to a shirt

#why hello future kip #right now i am sitting in the tan recliner next to a noisy AC #its actually may 29 in 2022 #as the last post explained i was a bit late in posting the future bit #but i suppose it led me to realize the years were off #ive noticed that sometimes #when things go wrong #they needed to for things to get better #that misfortune is temporary #much like everything on this earth #always changing for better or worse #leaving behind what isn't malleable to change #you're wearing those lavender shorts #and dakota sits across the room from you on the couch #when this posts you'll be in college again #starting a new chapter #one that to me feels out of reach and hard to envision #but anything beyond anything has felt this way #felt like i probably wont make it because its so far away #that my discomfort was a sign death was near before these transitions #ive begun to adopt more excitement past this though #and i hope in the midst of any anxiety about these new things #that you feel peace in being part of change #changing for better or for worse #leaving behind the stagnation that sameness comfort and hiding bear #to reach for what fills you with joy #not what settles you with curiosity #keep that sense of wonder #it's something to cherish #that in all the complexity

bajn

on this day one year ago someone sewed a fried egg to a tshirt

catboycrimsonrain

on this day two years ago someone sewed a fried egg to a shirt

sadvampirx-deactivated20170728

on this day three years ago someone sewed a fried egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day four years ago someone sewed a fried egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day five years ago someone sewed a friend egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day six years ago someone sewed a friend egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day seven years ago someone sewed a friend egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day *a little over* eight years ago someone sewed a fried friend egg to a shirt

#I'm about 7 months late #but that's okay #im posting this now since:#1 #I never made one for 2022 when the last one was rebloged and #2 #i realized that I was reposting a year behind.#when I reblogged this in 2021 #it was actually eight years ago #oops #nothing like a reminder that things are never perfect #yet this little project where i write in the tags a letter to myself a year from now #on an old blog i don't use anymore #yet maybe will start to?#nah #eh?#either way #this little project still feels wholesome #whenever you read this future (kip!)#whether it's tomorrow or six tuesdays from now #that you remind yourself that the lack of perfection does not mean lack of value #that even if you feel like a rusty penny worth absolutely nothing #there's nothing you can do to lose your value of one cent #and you now you're worth more than that #but numericals aside #you will always have value #always #even if you've spelt fried as friend for the past few years

•18+ Adults Only

Watch Anya Live on Cam

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.

✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions

Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming

bajn

on this day one year ago someone sewed a fried egg to a tshirt

catboycrimsonrain

on this day two years ago someone sewed a fried egg to a shirt

sadvampirx-deactivated20170728

on this day three years ago someone sewed a fried egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day four years ago someone sewed a fried egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day five years ago someone sewed a friend egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day six years ago someone sewed a friend egg to a shirt

chemistree

on this day seven years ago someone sewed a friend egg to a shirt

#hello future kadence #right now you are actually in NY in hamburg #you’re in the back room with a little glass lamp and pictures of people you wish you knew better #a few hours ago you wanted to be home with dakota #in the little safe apartment in fairfield maine #you still want to be there #but you have some comfort knowing tomorrow is a new day #it’s scary knowing tomorrow is another day #but it’s a day that could hold something worth waking up for #and let’s be honest #despite your depressed brain #there’s nothing more beautiful than the tapping of a glass #or the sign of peace in an afternoon nap as the ocean carries islands of ice with the cadence of the wind #so look forward to that tomorrow #things don’t have to be tiring #but it’s okay to feel tired #i hope a year from now you feel more settled #more grounded #more attune #i think right now i feel a bit numb and swept into a lazy river i helped create #and i’m slowly pausing #and cruising #as it slows down #but if i move forward again it speeds up #and if i move against it #it’s fighting immense pressure #so cruise kadence #and i love you #i love you i love you #you’re such a good human and it’s okay to be a little proud

everythingfox

Cold day

(via)

parrlyn-and-neurodivergent-six

Just going on record now: the fact that Music by Sia is nominated for a Golden Globe is fucking disgusting. A film that, I would argue, is among the most damaging pieces of media related to autism made in my lifetime...and it's nominated for best musical/comedy.

A movie that shows an autistic person being restrained during meltdowns in a way that is known to kill people (and has killed people.)

A movie that casted a neurotypical to play a non-verbal autistic person.

A movie that Sia cited an eugenics group as one of her sources for (she said she used Auti$m $peaks to research)

Sia agreed with an interviewer who said non-verbal autistics were "basically inanimate objects...like a wig."

This is absolutely fucking disgusting, fuck the Golden Globes and fuck Sia.

Signed, an autistic person that is incredibly pissed off.

snoopysfriendwoodstock

it’s honestly crazy how many ppl u meet in your early twenties who have never been in love or been in a relationship or had sex and then you’re like oh it’s actually normal and social milestones actually mean nothing bc everyone is different and has different experiences. cool!

warm-tea-and-apple-pie

The whole concept of "late-bloomers" is just another semingly cute name for the the belief that people have expiring dates and only youth is worth it and I wholeheartedly abhorre it

ghibli-and-things

•18+ Adults Only

Watch Anya Live on Cam

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.

✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions

Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming

mothcub

kosmicznacebula

it's always a good day to complain about English speakers

fthgurdy

Important addition: Maria Skłodowska-Curie was born during partitions, which means Poland didn’t exist, which means her insistence that she was Polish was a significant act of defiance against the occupation, which means that you should respect that instead of arguing that ‘well she had French citizenship’. She couldn’t have Polish citizenship despite being Polish, that’s kinda the point she was making by keeping her maiden name and naming a chemical element she discovered ‘Polonium’ .

morepopcornplease

HOW TO PRONOUNCE: Skłodowska

L with a dash through it (ł) makes a “W” sound. and W makes a “V” sound.

skwo-DOV-ska

blastovkatamarinecromancy

Thank you for the pronounciation guide instead of the condescending guilt trip

capricorn-0mnikorn

Here’s a video from Karolina Żebrowska (the “Time travel seamstress” woman), playing Maria Sklodowska Curie doing a spoof of those Google Auto-complete interviews. Kinda sums everything up. I laughed. properly captioned.

that-catholic-shinobi

This is so important to me. One of the most important scientists ever was a Polish woman.

Trending Blogs

Last Seen Blogs

hey there i 🐝🍃 in you