Sad life of Pat

I stretch it out as much as I can

But is it enough?

You always wait long enough for it to snap

How many more can I make out of myself?

You have so many faces for different people

Which often not include me

I wonder what face I get to see

To feel that someone’s excited to see me

To long for me after a tiring day

Is it too much to ask

Gone where the days we look forward to seeing each other

Or was it just me

I just want to feel love and needed

Like the love we felt before

I think, do I want this feeling or do I want to become numb?

No matter how much I’m hurting, I think to myself that I’d rather feel something than to feel nothing.

Im feeling a lot of emotions now

But if I write them down, will it be real then?

But If I keep them to myself, will it eat me up instead?

Beside each other

But never really with

Your face is glued to your phone

Your mind is off somewhere else

Yes we’re always together

But we’re getting further away more than ever

We value quantity over quality

It has been a routine not a priority

It saddens me because we’re too far to go back now

We’re in too deep

We’re drowning

No one can save us if we don’t let go of each other

Help us

Duty date

The feeling of warmth on a cold February