CEO!Jaehyun X CEO! Reader
Genre: Angst , a little bit of fluff
TRIGGER WARNING !!!!! : MISCARRIAGE of one of the characters !! Please don’t read if this will trigger something you want to forget about . Thank you !!
Words in Italics are flashbacks !!
TRIGGER WARNING !!!!! : MISCARRIAGE of one of the characters !! Please don’t read if this will trigger something you want to forget about . Thank you !!
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You can’t help the skips on your steps as you excitedly made your way into your shared apartment with your boyfriend , Jaehyun . A smile was permanently painted on your face and you’ve been giggly all day . You feel ecstatic .
After so much thought , you decided to visit a friend of yours in the hospital to get yourself checked to make your assumptions of being possibly pregnant right. It wasn’t hard to tell because you’ve been constantly feeling tired and always throwing up in the mornings. However , you made up your mind today and try to confirm it yourself.
“Congratulations , Y/N” Yeri said with a fond smile on her face “You’re three weeks pregnant”
You can’t stop the tears from falling from your eyes because being a mother have been your dream since you were a little kid , always looking up to your Mom who raised you with all the love she could give. You felt excited and nervous at the same time , but you’re happy for the most part.
You left your friend’s clinic with the results in your hands . You can’t wait to tell Jaehyun the news . You just knew the love of your life would feel as happy as you are. He’s been always dropping hints on having a family together. Sometimes he would even show you videos of adorable babies and you would laugh at his poor attempts at telling you he wants a little Jaehyun and mini Y/N running around the house . You can’t help but chuckle at the memory .
You opened the door without feeling less excited but as soon as you entered your shared apartment , you felt your heart rate picked up as you see two pairs of shoes , and one pair clearly belongs to a girl. The excitement you felt earlier was replaced with uneasiness. It can’t be what your thinking isn’t it ? No , Jaehyun wasn’t that type of a man . He’s very loving and loyal to you despite of what his past was.
Your suspicions grew even more as you see pieces of clothings of your boyfriend , or ex-boyfriend , and an unknown all over the floor. Your breathing become uneven as you try to calm yourself down. It takes no genius to realize what’s happening . Your whole body was shaking from overwhelming emotions you’re feeling.
Why ? Why is this happening now ?
Your thoughts were too occupied with questions that you didn’t notice the moment you felt your knees give up on you , you accidentally knock off your picture with Jaehyun off the table. You gasped in shock and as if on instinct , you tried to pick up the shattered picture only to end up hissing with your fingers dripping with blood from the broken glass.
Jaehyun pushed off the woman on top of him when he heard the sound. He felt nervous because the possibility of it being you who caused the sound .
“Jae-“ he didn’t let Yeeun finish as he quickly tried to put on his pants . He opened the door to your shared bedroom and he instantly felt regret consuming his body. Yeeun left the bed as soon as Jaehyun left the room. She went after him and she was shocked to see you inside the apartment .
You looked up to see Jaehyun standing in your doorway without his shirt on and you couldn’t stop the tears you were desperately trying to holding on to from flowing . Of course , it’s Yeeun. The girl who’s been dying to have Jaehyun as her’s.
Jaehyun saw the blood in your hands and he immediately stepped forward to try and see what happened but before he could take any step further , you raised your hand to stop him.
You closed your eyes as you try to even out your breathing
“Why ?” You asked him with a tremble in your voice . You stood up even if your knees and legs felt weak .
“Baby I’m sorry” he tried to apologize and take another step forward . He felt his heart as if it is being crushed as you back away from him.
You shook your head “I want to know why Jae” you felt a lump in your throat but you still tried to speak “Why would you do this ? Wasn’t I enough?”
Jaehyun felt his heart broke when you asked him that question “It’s not like that - “
“THEN WHY WOULD YOU CHEAT ON ME ?” You pushed his chest “Why would you do this to me ?” You shook your head in disbelief
“I loved you so much , Jae. I gave you everything and it still wasn’t enough for you”
He tried to hug you but you pushed him harshly off you . He’s sobbing now with his hears falling nonstop on his cheeks and if it wasn’t for the situation now , you would’ve wiped it yourself.
You looked behind him to see a smirking Yeeun
“Are you happy now ?” You walked towards her slowly “Are you fucking happy now ?!”
She slapped you and spoke with a venomous voice “He was mine from the beginning”
Jaehyun knowing that you would not hold back from getting into a physical fight with Yeeun , stepped in between you and the latter before it could get worse. He stepped in just in when you tried to grab her hair . He was holding onto your waist and he wasn’t letting go despite the fact that you’re struggling to get out of his grip and scratching on his arms
“LET ME GO” he paid no mind to your desperate movements to pull away from him
“Please leave” Jaehyun coldly told Yeeun . She did not answer and just scoffed at your ex-boyfriend before picking up her dress on the floor .
The moment she left the door , Jaehyun turned around to face you but you did not give him the chance to speak anymore.
You pulled your body away from him and made your way out the door
“Y/N” he tried to catch up to you “Please let me explain” he grabbed your hand as an attempt to stop you from walking out.
You faced him with anger and sadness in your eyes “You don’t have to explain anything to me , Jae. I’ve already seen it with my own eyes” you shook your head “I risked everything for you , Jaehyun. I knew about your reputation before we got into a relationship. I risked my heart getting my heart broken because I liked you so much . I liked you so much that you won’t even understand how I feel. I gave us a try even if my friends told me not to”
You take in a deep breathe “I wanted us to work out because you meant so much to me . You promised me that you’ll change . You promised me that you’ll only love me and no one else . I held onto your promises even if my friends told me you said those same words to all the girls you played with . I never believed them , Jae. But maybe I should’ve . Maybe I should’ve known better than to make us happen”
His eyes were bloodshot red from crying too much . He shook his head in denial because he knows where this is leading to and he wasn’t ready for it.
“No . No no no , please Y/N . “
He’s kneeling on the ground in front of you now . He took your hands in his and kissed it as if he was afraid you would disappear any moment , which he knows you will .
“Please , don’t leave me . Please, I’m so sorry”
It hurts. It hurts to see him like this . It hurts so much that you can’t breath properly and you need to get out right now or else you’ll end up forgiving the man who hurt you. And so you did . You take back your wrist from him and said “Goodbye , Jaehyun”
You left without looking back even if you badly I wanted to .
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You hardly got any sleep at all. Skipping your meals happened more often . You’ve been trying to drown yourself with work because you did not want to feel the same sadness you felt years ago . However , you’ve also forgot that your body has its own limit .
You could not remember what happened after you blacked out on your way to your office but when you gained consciousness , you were in the hospital. You looked around and you can’t help but let out whimper when you felt your head hurt. You must’ve hit it when you fell .
You see Doyoung beside you and suddenly you felt bad for your best friend. He’s been constantly worrying about you and he hasn’t stopped calling you from time to time to ask you how you’re feeling. He would sometimes call Jinah to tell her to give you your meal because you tend to forget to eat when you’re busy. He has a company to run and still , he takes his time to take care of you in his own little ways.
You slowly try to sit up and gently shook his sleeping figure “Doyoung” you said softly
He lout out a groan and opened his eyes slightly
“Oh. You’re awake” he said while rubbing the sleep in his eyes . You didn’t say anything to each other but you knew in a minute or so , Doyoung would start nagging at you .
Before he could start talking you beat him to it “I’m sorry. I know you feel upset with me and I have no excuses for what happened to me . ” you said apologetically
“I’m really sorry . I won’t do it again . I promise” you added
The feeling of frustration in Doyoung left as soon as he heard you speak . He badly wanted to tell you that doing this to yourself would cause you damage more than you can imagine but Doyoung knew when to speak and right now , he knows that what you need right now is comfort rather than hearing him telling you that what you did was wrong .
He gave you a glass of water before standing up and ruffling your hair playfully
“Let’s go home to Hyunho hmm ?” he said with a soft smile
You nod with tears in your eyes
He gave you a kiss on the forehead before he left to tell the Doctor that you’re awake.
You’re left all alone by yourself and you seriously don’t mind at all . It gave you some time to think about what’s been happening for the past few days . You have come to a realization that running away from your problems and feeling won’t solve it.
The walls you’ve built for years fell apart the moment Jaehyun came back to your life . It was like no matter how hard you try to convince yourself that you’ve moved on , your heart tells you otherwise. You’ve been fooling yourself into thinking that you don’t need him in your life and that you’ll do just fine without the man who broke you . But then he suddenly appeared again and now you’re reminded of how hard it is to let go of the the person who was once your everything.
It’s not easy to forget about the person who gave you so much to remember . Jaehyun made you feel like the only woman that matters to him. There would not be a day that goes by without him telling you and reminding you how much he loves you. He showed you what it feels like to be truly loved . He showed you a world you never knew existed until you met him . Whenever you’re with him , it’s a world full of love and happiness. It’s just you and him where other people were just background noise . Nothing matters when you’re with him.
Your son , Hyunho , is your world now. He’s your everything. You’ll do whatever it takes to see him happy . That’s why you see this situation that you are in right now as a wake up call that you need to get yourself together and become a better person for your son. You refuse to become the weak girl that you were years ago.
Your train of thoughts was disturbed when your door opened . It revealed a tired looking Jaehyun holding a bouquet of flowers . His hair was little bit out of place and quite messy but he still managed to look handsome. He was shocked to see you sitting and awake . He was planning to visit for a few minutes and just leave the flowers before you wake up . He didn’t want to make you feel uncomfortable.
He walked towards you with cautious steps . He cleared his throat before he spoke
“Hi. How are you feeling?” He asked you “I - uhh bought you some flowers. I hope this makes you feel a little bit better” he gave you a bouquet of your favorite flower.
You smiled at him “Thanks. I’m feeling a little bit better now “ because you’re here and you still remember my favorite flower. You wanted to tell him that too but you stopped yourself.
He scratched the back of his head and his ears were going red “ I’m gonna go now “ he stood up and gave your hand a gentle squeeze then turning his back on you.
Before he could even make another move , you grabbed his hand. You were surprised with your own action but it’s now or never.
“Why don’t you stay for a bit ? “ you asked him with all the courage you have inside you
He faced you and you felt your heart beat faster in anticipation for his answer. He is feeling mixed up emotions . He’s confused why you asked him to stay but he’s happy because for years , he longed to hear those words from. Stay .
He takes your hand in his and took a sit on the chair beside you “Of course . I’ll stay” he answered
You knew those words meant more than keeping you company at the moment . Maybe , he’s here to stay with you whatever happens . Maybe , he’s here to stay for you and Hyunho . Maybe , he’s here to stay because he still loves you the way he did years ago. You let those maybe’s comfort you . Just for a moment you let those maybe’s mend your broken heart.
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You decided not to go back to work for a few days after you got discharged from the hospital. Doyoung espescially called Jinah to cancel all of your meetings because he knows you need to rest .
Of course , Doyoung saw you with Jaehyun but he left because he could recognize the look of happiness in your eyes. The way you held hands with Jaehyun was enough for him to let you two be alone . Also , it was not his place to interrupt you and Jaehyun . So instead , he asked the nurse in charge of you to inform you that the Doctor already approved of you going home.
You’ve been focusing all your attention to Hyunho . You simply stayed at home with your son and bond with him. He requested on baking cookies today so here you are in the kitchen waiting for the cookies to be cooked in the oven.
“Mommy , can I call Daddy . I miss him “ Hyunho asked you . You were confuse for a moment before you realized he was talking about Doyoung
“Oh. Of course , buddy” you grabbed your phone and called Doyoung to have a facetime with your son.
Your doorbell rang so you went to get it with your phone in your hand while you wait for Doyoung to pick up the call. Little did you know , Hyunho was following you.
You opened the door and you were surprised to see Jaehyun standing behind it with a box of cake in his hand.
“Uhm. Hi” he said awkwardly and scratched the back of his neck
“What -“ you were about to ask him a question if not for your son pushing you slightly as he excitedly ran towards the man at your door .
“Uncle Jae !!” He screamed excitedly and hugged the man on the legs. You were confused as to how Hyunho knows Jaehyun. You should ask your son later how they met.
Jaehyun knelt to match your son’s height and ruffled his hair “Hey Hyunnie . How’s my favorite boy ??”
You felt your heart soften at the sight in front of you but then you heard Doyoung’s voice on the phone . You lift your phone to see your best friend
“Hey babe. What’s up ?” He asked . Doyoung often calls you endearing names so you laid no attention to him calling you babe .
Jaehyun however was jealous to hear another man call you something endearing other than your name.
“Hey . Hyunho asked me to call you because he said he misses you” you answered Doyoung . Hyunho tugged on the end of your shirt and tried to reach for your phone . You gave it to him and looked back at Jaehyun. You can recognize the look on his face and you can’t help but bite your lip out of nervousness . Why would you be nervous ?
“Daddy !!” Hyunho enthusiatically called Doyoung over the phone
He kept the jealousy to himself but what Hyunho refers to Doyoung was like a hard jab on his chest . Doyoung calling you babe was one thing to be jealous of but Hyunho calling him the way he’s supposed to call Jaehyun hurt a lot more.
Hyunho already left and ran inside the house to talk to Doyoung so it’s just you and Jaehyun now. The atmosphere was really tense but you decided to speak up and try to break the ice.
“What are you doing here ?” You asked him coldly.
It was harsh but you knew to keep your boundaries between you and Jaehyun. He’s in a relationship anyway and you wouldn’t want a man in a relationship to be on your doorstep . You refuse to be like her .
“Oh” he started “I just wanted to come by and ask how you’re feeling . I also got you this as an apology for what happened during our meeting. “ he gave you the box of cake and you just stared at it before you take it .
You cleared your throat before you gave him a nod “Thanks. Is there anything else I can help you with , Mr.Jung ?” You asked him .
You don’t plan on inviting him inside because your resolve in completely moving on from him would break if you see him having an interaction with Hyunho. Just like how a father and son should . You’ll just get your hopes up with this fantasy of yours of having a happy family with Jaehyun . You can’t afford having your heart broken again. No , you can’t do that to yourself.
“I actually wanted to talk to you” he looked down at his feet as if gathering every courage he has in his body and looked back up at you
“It’s really important. Please , I’m begging you to just give me this chance to talk to you. After this , I promise not to bother you anymore “
His eyes were desperate and literally begging you to say yes . You let out a deep sigh and nod your head
“I’ll be out in a bit. I’ll ask Doyoung to pick up Hyunho. “ you told him
“If it’s not too much to ask , could you please wait in your car . I’m ..... not really comfortable with you being near my Hyunho”
What you said hurt him but he can take it as long as it makes you happy. He really wanted to talk to you to clear things between you two so if this is one of your conditions , he’s willing to do it .
“Of course . Just call me when you’re ready”
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Doyoung came and picked up Hyunho as soon as he could . You apologized to him for being an inconvenient but he just shrugged it off and told you not to worry about it .
He asked you if you’ll be alright by yourself before he left . He wasn’t satisfied with your usual answer “I’ll be fine” , but nevertheless left the house with Hyunho .
He spotted Jaehyun’s car outside and you see him putting Hyunho in the backseat safely before he made his way to Jaehyun’s car . Jaehyun opened the window to his car because Doyoung clearly wanted to say something.
You couldn’t make out the words that left Doyoung’s lips even if you squint and try your best to read his lips . You let out a huff of frustration and made your way to them . You wanted to know what they’re talking about.
As if sensing you were approaching them , Doyoung looked behind him and chuckled at the sight of you pouting with your arms crossed before he gave Jaehyun a nod and went back to his car .
Jaehyun got out of his car and approached you . He laughed as you glare and pout at him .
“Let’s have that talk shall we ?”
You got inside your house and immediately your body feels tense and stiff.
“Uhm. Maybe we should sit first” you said without looking at him and hurriedly moved to seat on the couch .
You both sat on the couch with a big space between you and Jaehyun. You sat in awkward silence for what feels like forever so you decided to speak. You want this to over as soon as possible.
“What do you want to know ?” you spoke directly to the point. No more beating around the bush
He did not answer for a moment but you already anticipated his question
“That day . “ he started off carefully “When you came home , I knew you were going to tell me something but I fucked up and you ended up not saying anything . “
You were shocked because of how he knows about you’re pregnancy . He can sense your confusion so he continued on
“After you left , Yeri called me and congratulated me. I was confused at first but she told me that you were pregnant . She thought you have already told me so she called . “
You suddenly can’t think clearly . You thought you kept it well from Jaehyun , but it seems like it was useless .
“You knew about it ? You knew but you were too scared ? You knew about me carrying your child and you never tried to make an effort to be there for me”
“Hyunho” he said “He’s my son isn’t he ?”
“No. I already told you he’s not yours. You were never a father to my son , and you never will be ” you answered sternly . You’re angry and confused . You did not care anymore with whatever comes out of your mouth
He felt hurt and frustrated with your answer but he tried to control his emotions. He wants to know everything . If Hyunho was not his son , then why would Yeri lie and call him ?
“So it’s true then. You and Doyoung are the parents of Hyunho “ you could feel the hurt in his voice
“He’s not Doyoung’s son either. I already told you , Mr Jung. He’s nobody else’s son but mine”
Mr. Jung . He hates it when you call him that.
Please call me Jaehyun. We’re not in the office or at your company”
You stood up “I think we’ve talked enough , Jaehyun. You asked what you to know , now it’s time for you to go”
No. He’s not going this time . Not unless he hears the truth from you . He stands close to you and spoke
“No. I am not leaving this time. I want to know the truth , Y/N. I want to know if I’m Hyunho’s father . I want know everything about my son . I want to know the reason why you’ve kept everything hidden from me .“
Your effort to keep your calm facade was broken the moment those words left his mouth . Tears of anger left your eyes before you could even stop them
“You want to know the truth ? Okay . I’ll tell you the truth , Jae “ you wiped your tears and you continued talking
“I was happy . I was fucking ecstatic to know that I was pregnant . I was pregnant with your child , Jae. I was pregnant with our baby. I was going to tell you that day that we’re finally having a family together . Just like what we always dreamed of . But then I came home to what ? You were too busy having the time of your life with another woman. You were fucking Yeeun while I was carrying the life we made together . It’s fucking crazy how you always told me that you wanted to start a family together but then the moment I found out I was pregnant , you’re fucking the woman you knew I hated the most. You knew she made my life miserable but you still cheated on me with her. What was the reason , Jae ?”
“How could you do that to me ? I loved you with all my heart. Wasn’t that enough ?” Your trembling voice and your words was enough to let the tears flow he’s been holding back .
You were too weak at this point to reject the tight hug he’s giving you.
“I’m really sorry , Y/N. I - I know begging on my knees and apologizing wouldn’t be enough to tell you how sorry I am for letting you go through the mess that I’ve made . “ he took a deep breathe to calm himself down before he speaks again “Our family’s business . It’s going bankrupt and I couldn’t let go of the company my parents built for years . I was so ashamed to tell you about our comapny’s situation because I wanted you to see me as a man who could give you everything . So Yeeun asked me for just one night . Just one night and her family will lend us money so we could start again. I was desperate to save our company so I said yes. I felt disgusted at myself for cheating on the woman I love but I had no other choice . I’m a coward for not fighting for you . I’m a coward for thinking that you’re better off without me . I’m a fucking coward for thinking that you’ll find a better man than being with pathetic and asshole like me. I’m so sorry , Y/N”
He’s sobbing nonstop and he’s hugging you so tight because he’s afraid you’ll ran away from him again.
Now that you’ve heard his explanation , you can’t help but regret the decision you’ve made years ago. If only you listened to him , it wouldn’t have ended this way . You could be happy as family right now if you only gave him the chance to speak.
You swallowed the lump in your throat “I didn’t know what to do back then. I was pregnant with our baby and at the same time , I was heart broken. I didn’t want my baby to grow up without a father but you did to me was unforgivable . I blamed myself for everything that happened . I felt every piece of me fall apart but I had to be strong for our little sunshine . I had to be until I couldn’t take it anymore”
You’re body feels weak so you grabbed on Jaehyun’s shirt to stop yourself from falling to your knees
“I lost our baby , Jae. “ you let out a choked sob “I lost our baby before I even knew it. I couldn’t take the stress anymore and so did our baby. I - I lost our baby before I even got to know them. I never found out what they were going to be.”
Jaehyun felt the strength leave his body and you both fell to your knees with him still holding you close .
“I’m so sorry I let you got through that alone . I’m so sorry , Y/N. I’m such an idiot for ketting you go . “ Jaehyun said with sadness in his voice “But I’m here now , baby . I promise to stay and be with you whatever happens. I promise you ”
He can’t find other words to say than sorry . It wasn’t enough to say it because what to you in the past was a burden that he let you carry alone . He knows he’s got a lot do to make up for the mistakes he did and it doesn’t matter to him how long it would take get you back in you in his life again. He’ll do everything for the only girl he has ever loved.
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Wow that’s a long angsty fic that we got there !! But don’t worry , the next chapter will be full of fluff so you won’t feel sad anymore !!!
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