#heregoesmylife

i wanted it to be you so bad. i wanted things to fall in place for you and i. i truly feel like we couldve accomplished so much together. everything feels natural with you. ive never experienced that best friend and lover type of love. its as beautiful as people explain it. im glad it was you. im grateful for the time spent and ill keep the memories close to my heart. i wouldve never thought id fall for you as hard as i did. its such an odd thing to say but its true. i could see right through you. i felt something deeper than what you left on the surface. you are complex but thats ok. so am i. we balanced each other out. you and i make me happy thinking about bcus i know we have shitty upbringings and dysfunctional families but i saw a happy ending for the both of us together. it was like we were saving each other in the midst of our chaotic lives. i believed so heavily that this was it. but life right now is saying no for us and it hurts more than ill ever show and tell you. i hope youre doing ok. i miss you.. i feel like apart of me always will. but maybe theres hope for us later on. when were done healing and wandering within our worlds.. maybe we will cross paths again and our happy ending would then begin. i hope you think of me like how i cant stop thinking of you. xoxo

My favorite friend. 😘😺💙

Summer sixteen 💅🏽👌🏽