You are a tourist.

"Company's ok, solitude is bliss There's a party in my head and no one is invited ...And you will never come close to how I feel".

I want nothing in return, just the softest little breathless word.

And drink gun powder soup"

"I'm the underdog, live my life on a lullaby. Keep myself riding on this train"

Seneca

My heart is beating in a different way Been gone such a long time and I feel the same My heart is beating in a different way Been gone such a long time Will you miss me? When there's nothing to see? Tell me, how did this come to be? And now there's no hope for you and me My heart is beating in a different way Been gone such a long time and I feel the same My heart is beating in a different way Been gone such a long time Do you still believe? In you and me? Are we all we could be? Is it meant to be? My heart is beating in a different way Been gone such a long time and I feel the same My heart is beating in a different way Been gone such a long time My heart is beating in a different way Been gone such a long time.

[Death Cab For Cutie - You Are A Tourist]