šššššššš ( šššš ) dir. emerald fennellĀ /Ā feelĀ freeĀ toĀ changeĀ pronounsĀ andĀ subjectsĀ asĀ youĀ seeĀ fitĀ !
ā i wasnāt in love with him. ā
ā i loved him. of course! it was impossible not to. ā
ā everyone loved you. everyone wanted to be around you. ā
ā i protected him. i was honest with him. ā
ā it's just you and me, mate. and the girl with agoraphobia, but she's in her room. ā
ā are you telling me you spent your summer reading the bible? ā
ā oh no no. not, uh, friend. more an admirer. from afar. ā
ā so you're picking apart the style my essay instead of the substance? ā
ā it's not what you argue but how. ā
ā fuck, that's kind. are you serious? ā
ā i don't smoke. ā
ā heās been expelled from almost every school in england for sucking off the teachers. ā
ā there arenāt any pictures of me as a kid. ā
ā you look different. ā
ā harsh! that is so harsh! youāre such a snob! ā
ā only rich people can afford to be this filthy. ā
ā do you think he'll be jealous? ā
ā no, i'm not like you. this is all i have. ā
ā this feels a bit fucking stupid now to be honest. ā
ā honestly? i don't think i'll ever go home again. ā
ā just be yourself! they'll love you! ā
ā everybody just goes to ruin, i suppose. ā
ā but darling you're kind about everyone, you can't be trusted. ā
ā i have a complete and utter horror of ugliness. ā
ā because you're a terrible person? ā
ā daddy always said that i'd end up at the bottom of the thames. ā
ā fucking hell you gave me a fright. ā
ā i wanted to have a look at the moon. it's nearly full. do you know what that means? ā
ā i'm cold blooded. we're all cold blooded, haven't you noticed? ā
ā because youāre so fucking beautiful. ā
ā you're in your see-through nightdress underneath my window. ā
ā i could just eat you. ā
ā lucky for you i'm a vampire. ā
ā bring on the slutty fairies. ā
ā it's just fucking cringe, mate. ā
ā what a little shit-stirrer. ā
ā itās just so disappointing. you're just another one of his toys. ā
ā alright, fuck this. i'm getting a drink. ā
ā are you going to behave from now on? ā
ā i mean, youāre a fucking liar⦠why would you lie? ā
ā ...i just wanted to be your friend. ā
ā you canāt ignore me forever. ā
ā can you fuck off and bother somebody else? ā
ā you really do notice everything don't you? ā
ā you canāt just throw me away. ā
ā i just gave you what you wanted. like everyone else does! ā
ā everyone puts on a show for you. so iām sorry if my performance wasnāt good enough. ā
ā i just need you to understand how much i fucking love you. ā
ā i'm still the same person. ā
ā i don't know what you are. but i do know you make my fucking blood run cold. ā
ā it was the end of everything. ā
ā none of us wants your bloody american feelings! ā
ā your politeness is so grating. do you know that? ā
ā you're always skulking around. weaving your spider web. ā
ā i think you're a moth. quiet. harmless. drawn to shiny things. batting up against the window⦠just desperate to get in. ā
ā you've made your holes in everything. you'll eat us from the inside out. ā
ā you ate him right up. and you licked the fucking plate.ā
ā have you been happy? ā
ā i loved you. by god, i loved you. but sometimes i... hated you.ā










