#24

Tony looked over at Chaz and bit his lip. Chaz was there when he went through his horrible break up period and it wasn’t pretty. He wanted to swear off dating all together and if that’s what was happening again he was going to swear off dating and sex all together but he really hoped not. “I’m going to think positive. Because I have a strong feeling everything will work out but it’s just those nasty thoughts that come creeping up in the middle of the night.”he said. Tony grabbed Chaz’s hand and squeezed it. “Your guy will come around too. I know it. I agree we should.”

Tony nodded. He knew that Chaz would be honest with him and give him his honest opinion. It’s why he admired most about his best friend/brother. “Thank you. I guess it’s just my brain trying to sabotage me and over think and maybe from my horrible breakup that I’m having PTSD but you know the guy I went on a date with. We haven’t talked in months and I’m sure it’s because he’s on a tour or busy rehearsing for a play or concert but those negative thoughts are rising to the front.”

Tony sat on his couch with his head in his hands. “In the living room.”he called out. When he saw Chaz he smiled small. “Do you think I’m dateable? I know you have your boyfriend Chaz and you’re happy but I just need your honest opinion and I know you’ll give it to me”.

Text: see you soon.

Text: Chaz

@chazrua

Text: Big bro

Text: I’m overthinking things again and getting inside of my own mind and head

Text: can you snap me out of it?

Text: I need my big brother

Text: Hey little bro.

Text: Yes, one hundred percent I can snap you out of it. 

Text: You know the door is always open for you

Text: can’t wait to see you bro

txt: Can’t wait to see you

text: Hey big bro

text: You bet I am. Always down to hang out with you

txt: wanna hang out?

“That I do. We’re a bunch of homebodies that like to stay close to our family, friends and pets too.”Tony smiled. He took a breath and nodded. “I hope so. I mean I heard about this guy before and he loves to pummel his opponents into the mats so I hope I’m quick enough on my feet to keep that from happening. Definitely will need you help. You’re my sparring partner.”

Tony hugged Chaz back and patted over his back and kept him in the hug for a bit longer before pulling away. “Dude you don’t have to be sorry at all. You gotta make appearances and if you didn’t then everyone would be wondering where you were.”he said. “The hardest I’ve ever trained before let me tell you. I brought in someone to give me some pointers and he’s kicking my ass. This fighter is above my weight grade.”

“it’s what!? Fuck….I…I must have fallen asleep…” He muttered rubbing the back of his neck. “Umm what? What did you have to tell me?” Jax asked a bit scared. “Oh these are beautiful,” he blushed as he took the flowers , the flowers were truely beautiful. Jax felt his heart skip a beat…“you…you love me?”

Tony was finishing putting things away making his place look somewhat presentable when he heard the front door open. He knew who it was and he got a huge smile on his face. “Big bro!! I’ve missed you.”Tony hugged Chaz back and patted his back

Text: Can’t wait to see you too.

Jax rolled out of bed, yawning when he heard knocking on his door. He had been up for two straight nights working on songs and looking for a new job. He quickly threw on his sleeping pants and rushed to the door. He was shocked to see Chaz there but smiled at him. “hey,what do I owe the pleasure of seeing you so early?”

text: door is open for you

text: missed you bro

txt: awesome. can’t wait to see you.

Text: glad to hear that

Text: you can always come and see me, Chaz. I always got time for you

Text: thank you bro

txt: I’m on my way

text: Hey Chazzy

text: Its all good bro. I’ve been busy as well. Been training for another match.

text: Everything slow down with your schedule now?

text: I’ve been good.

txt: My schedule has slowed down a bit.

txt: Maybe I can come see you.