Glinda Sees Herself as Wicked
so if youâre familiar with the song âNo One Mourns the Wickedâ then you know that at one point Glinda says:
âAnd goodness knows, the wickedâs lives are lonely. Goodness knows, the wicked die alone. It just shows, when youâre wicked, youâre left only⌠on your own.â
we know that sheâs referring to elphaba, or to the munchkinlanders, the wicked witch of the west. but what if sheâs actually referring to herself.
âIt just shows, when youâre wicked, youâre left only⌠on your ownâ
moments before she had to make a public appearence, moments before she had to celebrate the death of the wicked witch of the west, she witnessed the death of her best friend, elphie. elphaba was on her own, as the wicked witch she had to find ways to hide, ways to survive.
but glindaâs not talking about her. sheâs talking about herself. she never once thought of elphaba as wicked. stubborn, yes. a little crazy, yes. but wicked? never. she saw her as strong, as someone who lived and stuck with a code; her code. in glindaâs eyes, elphabaâs decision to abandon her one chance at true acceptance was foolish and confusing; imagine a character, whoâs been heavily involved in what it means to âfit inâ or to feel loved, watch another character whoâs struggled with those things their entire life, only to abandon the idea of them at the most crucial moment. it goes against everything theyâve learned.
but for elphaba, she didnât care what would happen to her reputation (or maybe she did, but she didnât let anyone know), just so long as she could fight for what she believed in. glinda, on the other hand, feels at a loss, maybe even betrayed. sheâs been in this situation before of making people feel good and accepted; take her friends shenshen and pfannee, she practically created them. when this doesnât work with elphaba, when elphaba abandons the idea of acceptance and love for something greater, it throws glinda for a loop. in âDefying Gravityâ the two women canât seem to understand the otherâs goal. theyâre perspectives are so different, and they canât help but get angry at one another.
but glinda, even at this point, never viewed elphaba as wicked. she was confused and hurt by how elphaba, essentially, abandoned her; but she never, ever saw her best friend as some sort of evil wizard.
âIt just shows, when youâre wicked, youâre left only⌠on youâre ownâ
she sees herself as wicked. she feels⌠indescribable guilt for how she helped to put the distance between them, and how she âhelpedâ to get her best friend killed. sheâs been left on her own to overlook the citizens of oz; itâs been something sheâs dreamed of, as the social butterfly she is. but thereâs something missing, something she never expected: elphaba.