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@charlesmars
*in full wolf form, about a story tall, walking the perimeter of the asylum*
*has growled at and snapped at others getting near him or that happen to be in his way*
*has been doing so for almost a day at this point*
@charlesmars
The asylum. We were grabbed by the conclave for John to be Demetris sex slave. I was an accessory.
This is extremely convoluted.
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*in full wolf form, about a story tall, walking the perimeter of the asylum*
*has growled at and snapped at others getting near him or that happen to be in his way*
*has been doing so for almost a day at this point*
@charlesmars
*he starts to lower his hands as he watches him, looking like he is about to be sick woth nerves*
Y-yes...
*a slight sob, overwhelmed suddenly*
W-why?
It... I... just... *breaths hitch* I just wanted you to know you had the option to leave if you wanted it. I know being with me is the last thing you want but... I thought you would want to have a choice again. To be there or not. You can be either anytime you want now. Here with me or there.
I just couldn't stand the idea of you being stuck there.
*a slight sob, trying not to break down*
...So... either im stuck in the worst place imaginable for myself.... or im forced to be with you...
I fucking guess? Youre the one who went back into the barrier after getting out.
*sighs* Im sorry I shouldn't have said that, you didnt know Aaron closed it.
*shakes his head and starts toward him with purpose*
Please dont start yelling again. *lifts his hands slightly*
*grabs his face and kisses him hard*
*a small gasp, his hands on Charles' stomach as he thought this was something else*
*his eyes flutter shut but he doesnt relax to the kiss just yet*
*pulls back, still holding his face*
*suddenly takes a hand and slaps him in the face*
Thats for assuming id be okay with any of this.
*he flinches and closes his eyes to the hit, nodding slightly*
And you still smell. *a huff* But.... Ill admit... I've really missed you lately.
*his lips tremble and he wipes the rain from his own eyes* Thats... thats why I chose a spot that was raining.... to cover the smell.
Didn't work.... now you smell like wet vampire... *a slight chuckle* I must smell like wet dog... *sniffles*
*sniffs too and wipes his eyes furiously but also chuckles* Yeah... you do.
Dammit.... why... why did you let him change you?!
*looks up and raises his eyebrows* Let? Why did I let...?
*a bitter laugh* Do you think it was John?
Who the fuck else were you fucking?
*actually lightly pushes Charles hands off himself and takes one step back shaking his head*
*just watches him, not sure why hes so pissed suddenly*
Who the fuck turned you into a vampire, Richard?
Demetri... the conclave... to baby trap John. They... uh... he had me for a few days as a human.... convinced John to join him then... turned me so he wouldnt change his mind.
You knew not to run around with vampires. They manipulate, force others to join them...Given the chance they would kill the packs around here. They'd kill me!
*looks up at him* Do you think I would kill you? Am I manipulative? Force others to join me? Just innately? No... john was human when I was sleeping with him. Hes a victim of Demetri and Jasper as I am.
...Jasper? Did you just say Jasper?
Yes. Yes, the one who forced himself on John. *his eyes widen, this wasnt his to tell*
Holy shit. He hasn't turned anyone since... *puts a hand on his forehead, looking intensly worried* Richard, he... they... you could die... so easily...
Yeah.... *his voice breaks* Yeah... I fucked everything up and ended up turned into this and sired to Jasper fucking Silence and if the Conclave finds out I didnt actually die they will torture and slaughter John and come for me... Im so fucking sorry. *sobs*
*he just stares at him now in disbelief and shock*
*after a moment like this he seems to shake this off and lifts his arm to point*
There's a cabin that hikers use for emergencies just up this ridge.
*he has a hard time breaking his shock* I... okay.... *hard swallow*
I didnt... I dont... *huffs and starts to walk that way*
*a couple seconds more before he starts to follow him*
I didnt bring you here to... vent to or whatever I just... I dont want you thinking that. Im okay.
We will have to talk about all of this sooner or later.
Im not making you deal with Vampire politics...
Thank god.
Yep... though.... ah nevermind...
Yeah, not interested.
You know you turned me against my will too. Ive forgiven that, you were young. Back there was just the third time youve kind of blamed me for my assault when, yeah, vampires cant be trusted, but you couldnt be either.
*his account skewed by his lust for him at the time* You wanted to be turned, you even were flirting with me. I wasnt going to ignore that.
You cornered me after one of our shifts and I climbed on an exam table to get away from you. I didnt even know you were a wolf yet. You turned in front of me the first time then.
You didnt know I was a wold but your scent was saying how horny I was making you. You wanted me.
*stops where he is and turns to Charles, cupping his cheeks in his hands*
I've forgiven you for this... but Charles... we hadnt even been on a proper date yet. We had lunch at the asylum. We hadnt even left the grounds together yet. I was flirting and a bit turned on. Probably would have put out on that first date, and i wouldnt go back and change it now... but my wolf turning was just as unwanted and terrifying as my vampire one.
I was 32. Human. Just found out about werewolves two months before. Its you I wanted. Always been you. The rest just... happened.
...Regardless... I made sure to take care of you especially when I changed you.
We fidnt talk for a month after... I quit and left the asylum.
After that. Besides... you couldn't stay away forever.
There were two things I chose, to Mate with you and to marry you, once I knew you.
Why did you bring me here?
I couldnt stand the idea that I was free and you werent. I told you that.
But why even care? You were done with me.
Are you going off the laat phone call I made to you? We were reconciling then I did a random 180 and called you and broke it off. Cant think of ANY reason that would be? Nothing that I threw a fit about when I saw you at the asylum a week later?
Or is it because I said I wouldnt see you ever again after the last time we spoke? When I clearly asked for the weapon to off myself?
....
Im not a psychiatrist, but all this vampire stuff has to be you acting out.
Oh my fucking god. How are you so smart and ao stupid!?
I didnt choose to be a vampire. Still hate it.
When I called you originally I was going to ask you to come to me at the asylum then I realized it would be selfish to trap you too so instead I ran you off.
And the last time we spoke I asked you for the gun from the safe to kill myself. Because I hate being this, hate being without you, and hate being trapped.
Yeah, I figured what the gun was for and no, I'll still never give it to you.
And not just being one, you ran off with one. You chose to be with one.
I cheated with him... was forcibly changed. You took me back and I chose you. I was reconciling with you. I didnt want to run off with him. He was never intended to be more than a good time.
Then Trainer fucking trapped me in the asylum. So I pushed you away. *lets go of him and turns to keep walking for the cabin*
I never ran off with him.
*rolls his eyes with that last part before following him again*
I moved in with him because Beau broke our mate bond and you started acting like you hated me. I thought you hated me. *starts down a more defined path, the cabin in sight*
We already talked about that.
So that means I cant do anything to fix pur marriage and you dont want to, from what im gathering.
Thats absolutely not what I said at all.
We just... I feel so helpless. Then again... you probably do too.
I dont know how helplessness equates to me saying I gave up. And im talking about now, not then.
So are we giving up? Is that whats happening?
Christ, Richard. If i wanted to give up I would have chosen the asylum.
*gets to the cabin and steps up to the door, opening it*
Why am I the only one working it out? Youre not giving me anything.
What do you mean not giving you anything?! *stops by the door outside, not yet stepped in* Im giving you my time, im fucking talking to you--I kissed you.
*he closes his eyes* You blamed me for my own assault twice. It upset me. Feels like im being hit from all sides.
*the least monotone hes sounded this whole time minus raising his voice* If thats what this is about, /sorry for being upset at your cheating on me/. *finally moves inside*
*he turns on him and bares his fangs with a snarl*
I fucking cheated so I deserve every bad thing that has happened to me since! Every single thing. You didnt deserve what Beau did to you but I deserved what Demetri did to me.
I dont want to be a murderer just to survive! I dont want to be a vampire! Im a wolf! My skin is wrong! My mate smells wrong!
Im not making excuses for cheating, but nothing we did made us deserving of whats happened to us...
*he looked a little surprised at first but eventually deadpans*
Get inside.
*he does go in and heads to the gorillas to start a fire*
*he moves further inside and finds a chair to sit in, thinking to himself how crazy it is that somehow he's outside the asylum right now.
Im coming back to something you said earlier.
If Demetri send someone or come for me, you go back to the asylum.
You dont think I could fight off a vampire?
Demetri? No. But I can hide. It's the gift his venom gave me.
I thought you said you were sired to Jasper...?
I am. Demetri is trying to indoctrinate John and I into their coven. I left his venom line as soon as I could... he slit John's throat for it but he was saved last second. Demetri has been wanting John to go to his coven this whole time.
And you stay wrapped up in this?
Not by choice! At all! If I want John's favorite, id be dead. Demetri made me. I left him for John. John was made by and sired to Jasper so when I joined him I joined jasper. I didnt want to be with Demetri anymore. Jasper was... not awful. Then Demetri slit John's throat and Bedrich stabbed me. Malik saved us.
.....Hold on, what?! You were attacked and stabbed by who exactly, and Malik, Nurse Malik? Saved you?!
Bedrich stabbed me as many times as he could, yes! And Malik saved us. Yes. Healed our wounds after knocking Demetri and Bedrich out.
I faked my death to get away from Demetri.
And where was this?
*in full wolf form, about a story tall, walking the perimeter of the asylum*
*has growled at and snapped at others getting near him or that happen to be in his way*
*has been doing so for almost a day at this point*
@charlesmars
*he starts to lower his hands as he watches him, looking like he is about to be sick woth nerves*
Y-yes...
*a slight sob, overwhelmed suddenly*
W-why?
It... I... just... *breaths hitch* I just wanted you to know you had the option to leave if you wanted it. I know being with me is the last thing you want but... I thought you would want to have a choice again. To be there or not. You can be either anytime you want now. Here with me or there.
I just couldn't stand the idea of you being stuck there.
*a slight sob, trying not to break down*
...So... either im stuck in the worst place imaginable for myself.... or im forced to be with you...
I fucking guess? Youre the one who went back into the barrier after getting out.
*sighs* Im sorry I shouldn't have said that, you didnt know Aaron closed it.
*shakes his head and starts toward him with purpose*
Please dont start yelling again. *lifts his hands slightly*
*grabs his face and kisses him hard*
*a small gasp, his hands on Charles' stomach as he thought this was something else*
*his eyes flutter shut but he doesnt relax to the kiss just yet*
*pulls back, still holding his face*
*suddenly takes a hand and slaps him in the face*
Thats for assuming id be okay with any of this.
*he flinches and closes his eyes to the hit, nodding slightly*
And you still smell. *a huff* But.... Ill admit... I've really missed you lately.
*his lips tremble and he wipes the rain from his own eyes* Thats... thats why I chose a spot that was raining.... to cover the smell.
Didn't work.... now you smell like wet vampire... *a slight chuckle* I must smell like wet dog... *sniffles*
*sniffs too and wipes his eyes furiously but also chuckles* Yeah... you do.
Dammit.... why... why did you let him change you?!
*looks up and raises his eyebrows* Let? Why did I let...?
*a bitter laugh* Do you think it was John?
Who the fuck else were you fucking?
*actually lightly pushes Charles hands off himself and takes one step back shaking his head*
*just watches him, not sure why hes so pissed suddenly*
Who the fuck turned you into a vampire, Richard?
Demetri... the conclave... to baby trap John. They... uh... he had me for a few days as a human.... convinced John to join him then... turned me so he wouldnt change his mind.
You knew not to run around with vampires. They manipulate, force others to join them...Given the chance they would kill the packs around here. They'd kill me!
*looks up at him* Do you think I would kill you? Am I manipulative? Force others to join me? Just innately? No... john was human when I was sleeping with him. Hes a victim of Demetri and Jasper as I am.
...Jasper? Did you just say Jasper?
Yes. Yes, the one who forced himself on John. *his eyes widen, this wasnt his to tell*
Holy shit. He hasn't turned anyone since... *puts a hand on his forehead, looking intensly worried* Richard, he... they... you could die... so easily...
Yeah.... *his voice breaks* Yeah... I fucked everything up and ended up turned into this and sired to Jasper fucking Silence and if the Conclave finds out I didnt actually die they will torture and slaughter John and come for me... Im so fucking sorry. *sobs*
*he just stares at him now in disbelief and shock*
*after a moment like this he seems to shake this off and lifts his arm to point*
There's a cabin that hikers use for emergencies just up this ridge.
*he has a hard time breaking his shock* I... okay.... *hard swallow*
I didnt... I dont... *huffs and starts to walk that way*
*a couple seconds more before he starts to follow him*
I didnt bring you here to... vent to or whatever I just... I dont want you thinking that. Im okay.
We will have to talk about all of this sooner or later.
Im not making you deal with Vampire politics...
Thank god.
Yep... though.... ah nevermind...
Yeah, not interested.
You know you turned me against my will too. Ive forgiven that, you were young. Back there was just the third time youve kind of blamed me for my assault when, yeah, vampires cant be trusted, but you couldnt be either.
*his account skewed by his lust for him at the time* You wanted to be turned, you even were flirting with me. I wasnt going to ignore that.
You cornered me after one of our shifts and I climbed on an exam table to get away from you. I didnt even know you were a wolf yet. You turned in front of me the first time then.
You didnt know I was a wold but your scent was saying how horny I was making you. You wanted me.
*stops where he is and turns to Charles, cupping his cheeks in his hands*
I've forgiven you for this... but Charles... we hadnt even been on a proper date yet. We had lunch at the asylum. We hadnt even left the grounds together yet. I was flirting and a bit turned on. Probably would have put out on that first date, and i wouldnt go back and change it now... but my wolf turning was just as unwanted and terrifying as my vampire one.
I was 32. Human. Just found out about werewolves two months before. Its you I wanted. Always been you. The rest just... happened.
...Regardless... I made sure to take care of you especially when I changed you.
We fidnt talk for a month after... I quit and left the asylum.
After that. Besides... you couldn't stay away forever.
There were two things I chose, to Mate with you and to marry you, once I knew you.
Why did you bring me here?
I couldnt stand the idea that I was free and you werent. I told you that.
But why even care? You were done with me.
Are you going off the laat phone call I made to you? We were reconciling then I did a random 180 and called you and broke it off. Cant think of ANY reason that would be? Nothing that I threw a fit about when I saw you at the asylum a week later?
Or is it because I said I wouldnt see you ever again after the last time we spoke? When I clearly asked for the weapon to off myself?
....
Im not a psychiatrist, but all this vampire stuff has to be you acting out.
Oh my fucking god. How are you so smart and ao stupid!?
I didnt choose to be a vampire. Still hate it.
When I called you originally I was going to ask you to come to me at the asylum then I realized it would be selfish to trap you too so instead I ran you off.
And the last time we spoke I asked you for the gun from the safe to kill myself. Because I hate being this, hate being without you, and hate being trapped.
Yeah, I figured what the gun was for and no, I'll still never give it to you.
And not just being one, you ran off with one. You chose to be with one.
I cheated with him... was forcibly changed. You took me back and I chose you. I was reconciling with you. I didnt want to run off with him. He was never intended to be more than a good time.
Then Trainer fucking trapped me in the asylum. So I pushed you away. *lets go of him and turns to keep walking for the cabin*
I never ran off with him.
*rolls his eyes with that last part before following him again*
I moved in with him because Beau broke our mate bond and you started acting like you hated me. I thought you hated me. *starts down a more defined path, the cabin in sight*
We already talked about that.
So that means I cant do anything to fix pur marriage and you dont want to, from what im gathering.
Thats absolutely not what I said at all.
We just... I feel so helpless. Then again... you probably do too.
I dont know how helplessness equates to me saying I gave up. And im talking about now, not then.
So are we giving up? Is that whats happening?
Christ, Richard. If i wanted to give up I would have chosen the asylum.
*gets to the cabin and steps up to the door, opening it*
Why am I the only one working it out? Youre not giving me anything.
What do you mean not giving you anything?! *stops by the door outside, not yet stepped in* Im giving you my time, im fucking talking to you--I kissed you.
*he closes his eyes* You blamed me for my own assault twice. It upset me. Feels like im being hit from all sides.
*the least monotone hes sounded this whole time minus raising his voice* If thats what this is about, /sorry for being upset at your cheating on me/. *finally moves inside*
*he turns on him and bares his fangs with a snarl*
I fucking cheated so I deserve every bad thing that has happened to me since! Every single thing. You didnt deserve what Beau did to you but I deserved what Demetri did to me.
I dont want to be a murderer just to survive! I dont want to be a vampire! Im a wolf! My skin is wrong! My mate smells wrong!
Im not making excuses for cheating, but nothing we did made us deserving of whats happened to us...
*he looked a little surprised at first but eventually deadpans*
Get inside.
*he does go in and heads to the gorillas to start a fire*
*he moves further inside and finds a chair to sit in, thinking to himself how crazy it is that somehow he's outside the asylum right now.
Im coming back to something you said earlier.
If Demetri send someone or come for me, you go back to the asylum.
You dont think I could fight off a vampire?
Demetri? No. But I can hide. It's the gift his venom gave me.
I thought you said you were sired to Jasper...?
I am. Demetri is trying to indoctrinate John and I into their coven. I left his venom line as soon as I could... he slit John's throat for it but he was saved last second. Demetri has been wanting John to go to his coven this whole time.
And you stay wrapped up in this?
Not by choice! At all! If I want John's favorite, id be dead. Demetri made me. I left him for John. John was made by and sired to Jasper so when I joined him I joined jasper. I didnt want to be with Demetri anymore. Jasper was... not awful. Then Demetri slit John's throat and Bedrich stabbed me. Malik saved us.
.....Hold on, what?! You were attacked and stabbed by who exactly, and Malik, Nurse Malik? Saved you?!
*in full wolf form, about a story tall, walking the perimeter of the asylum*
*has growled at and snapped at others getting near him or that happen to be in his way*
*has been doing so for almost a day at this point*
@charlesmars
*he starts to lower his hands as he watches him, looking like he is about to be sick woth nerves*
Y-yes...
*a slight sob, overwhelmed suddenly*
W-why?
It... I... just... *breaths hitch* I just wanted you to know you had the option to leave if you wanted it. I know being with me is the last thing you want but... I thought you would want to have a choice again. To be there or not. You can be either anytime you want now. Here with me or there.
I just couldn't stand the idea of you being stuck there.
*a slight sob, trying not to break down*
...So... either im stuck in the worst place imaginable for myself.... or im forced to be with you...
I fucking guess? Youre the one who went back into the barrier after getting out.
*sighs* Im sorry I shouldn't have said that, you didnt know Aaron closed it.
*shakes his head and starts toward him with purpose*
Please dont start yelling again. *lifts his hands slightly*
*grabs his face and kisses him hard*
*a small gasp, his hands on Charles' stomach as he thought this was something else*
*his eyes flutter shut but he doesnt relax to the kiss just yet*
*pulls back, still holding his face*
*suddenly takes a hand and slaps him in the face*
Thats for assuming id be okay with any of this.
*he flinches and closes his eyes to the hit, nodding slightly*
And you still smell. *a huff* But.... Ill admit... I've really missed you lately.
*his lips tremble and he wipes the rain from his own eyes* Thats... thats why I chose a spot that was raining.... to cover the smell.
Didn't work.... now you smell like wet vampire... *a slight chuckle* I must smell like wet dog... *sniffles*
*sniffs too and wipes his eyes furiously but also chuckles* Yeah... you do.
Dammit.... why... why did you let him change you?!
*looks up and raises his eyebrows* Let? Why did I let...?
*a bitter laugh* Do you think it was John?
Who the fuck else were you fucking?
*actually lightly pushes Charles hands off himself and takes one step back shaking his head*
*just watches him, not sure why hes so pissed suddenly*
Who the fuck turned you into a vampire, Richard?
Demetri... the conclave... to baby trap John. They... uh... he had me for a few days as a human.... convinced John to join him then... turned me so he wouldnt change his mind.
You knew not to run around with vampires. They manipulate, force others to join them...Given the chance they would kill the packs around here. They'd kill me!
*looks up at him* Do you think I would kill you? Am I manipulative? Force others to join me? Just innately? No... john was human when I was sleeping with him. Hes a victim of Demetri and Jasper as I am.
...Jasper? Did you just say Jasper?
Yes. Yes, the one who forced himself on John. *his eyes widen, this wasnt his to tell*
Holy shit. He hasn't turned anyone since... *puts a hand on his forehead, looking intensly worried* Richard, he... they... you could die... so easily...
Yeah.... *his voice breaks* Yeah... I fucked everything up and ended up turned into this and sired to Jasper fucking Silence and if the Conclave finds out I didnt actually die they will torture and slaughter John and come for me... Im so fucking sorry. *sobs*
*he just stares at him now in disbelief and shock*
*after a moment like this he seems to shake this off and lifts his arm to point*
There's a cabin that hikers use for emergencies just up this ridge.
*he has a hard time breaking his shock* I... okay.... *hard swallow*
I didnt... I dont... *huffs and starts to walk that way*
*a couple seconds more before he starts to follow him*
I didnt bring you here to... vent to or whatever I just... I dont want you thinking that. Im okay.
We will have to talk about all of this sooner or later.
Im not making you deal with Vampire politics...
Thank god.
Yep... though.... ah nevermind...
Yeah, not interested.
You know you turned me against my will too. Ive forgiven that, you were young. Back there was just the third time youve kind of blamed me for my assault when, yeah, vampires cant be trusted, but you couldnt be either.
*his account skewed by his lust for him at the time* You wanted to be turned, you even were flirting with me. I wasnt going to ignore that.
You cornered me after one of our shifts and I climbed on an exam table to get away from you. I didnt even know you were a wolf yet. You turned in front of me the first time then.
You didnt know I was a wold but your scent was saying how horny I was making you. You wanted me.
*stops where he is and turns to Charles, cupping his cheeks in his hands*
I've forgiven you for this... but Charles... we hadnt even been on a proper date yet. We had lunch at the asylum. We hadnt even left the grounds together yet. I was flirting and a bit turned on. Probably would have put out on that first date, and i wouldnt go back and change it now... but my wolf turning was just as unwanted and terrifying as my vampire one.
I was 32. Human. Just found out about werewolves two months before. Its you I wanted. Always been you. The rest just... happened.
...Regardless... I made sure to take care of you especially when I changed you.
We fidnt talk for a month after... I quit and left the asylum.
After that. Besides... you couldn't stay away forever.
There were two things I chose, to Mate with you and to marry you, once I knew you.
Why did you bring me here?
I couldnt stand the idea that I was free and you werent. I told you that.
But why even care? You were done with me.
Are you going off the laat phone call I made to you? We were reconciling then I did a random 180 and called you and broke it off. Cant think of ANY reason that would be? Nothing that I threw a fit about when I saw you at the asylum a week later?
Or is it because I said I wouldnt see you ever again after the last time we spoke? When I clearly asked for the weapon to off myself?
....
Im not a psychiatrist, but all this vampire stuff has to be you acting out.
Oh my fucking god. How are you so smart and ao stupid!?
I didnt choose to be a vampire. Still hate it.
When I called you originally I was going to ask you to come to me at the asylum then I realized it would be selfish to trap you too so instead I ran you off.
And the last time we spoke I asked you for the gun from the safe to kill myself. Because I hate being this, hate being without you, and hate being trapped.
Yeah, I figured what the gun was for and no, I'll still never give it to you.
And not just being one, you ran off with one. You chose to be with one.
I cheated with him... was forcibly changed. You took me back and I chose you. I was reconciling with you. I didnt want to run off with him. He was never intended to be more than a good time.
Then Trainer fucking trapped me in the asylum. So I pushed you away. *lets go of him and turns to keep walking for the cabin*
I never ran off with him.
*rolls his eyes with that last part before following him again*
I moved in with him because Beau broke our mate bond and you started acting like you hated me. I thought you hated me. *starts down a more defined path, the cabin in sight*
We already talked about that.
So that means I cant do anything to fix pur marriage and you dont want to, from what im gathering.
Thats absolutely not what I said at all.
We just... I feel so helpless. Then again... you probably do too.
I dont know how helplessness equates to me saying I gave up. And im talking about now, not then.
So are we giving up? Is that whats happening?
Christ, Richard. If i wanted to give up I would have chosen the asylum.
*gets to the cabin and steps up to the door, opening it*
Why am I the only one working it out? Youre not giving me anything.
What do you mean not giving you anything?! *stops by the door outside, not yet stepped in* Im giving you my time, im fucking talking to you--I kissed you.
*he closes his eyes* You blamed me for my own assault twice. It upset me. Feels like im being hit from all sides.
*the least monotone hes sounded this whole time minus raising his voice* If thats what this is about, /sorry for being upset at your cheating on me/. *finally moves inside*
*he turns on him and bares his fangs with a snarl*
I fucking cheated so I deserve every bad thing that has happened to me since! Every single thing. You didnt deserve what Beau did to you but I deserved what Demetri did to me.
I dont want to be a murderer just to survive! I dont want to be a vampire! Im a wolf! My skin is wrong! My mate smells wrong!
Im not making excuses for cheating, but nothing we did made us deserving of whats happened to us...
*he looked a little surprised at first but eventually deadpans*
Get inside.
*he does go in and heads to the gorillas to start a fire*
*he moves further inside and finds a chair to sit in, thinking to himself how crazy it is that somehow he's outside the asylum right now.
Im coming back to something you said earlier.
If Demetri send someone or come for me, you go back to the asylum.
You dont think I could fight off a vampire?
Demetri? No. But I can hide. It's the gift his venom gave me.
I thought you said you were sired to Jasper...?
I am. Demetri is trying to indoctrinate John and I into their coven. I left his venom line as soon as I could... he slit John's throat for it but he was saved last second. Demetri has been wanting John to go to his coven this whole time.
And you stay wrapped up in this?
*in full wolf form, about a story tall, walking the perimeter of the asylum*
*has growled at and snapped at others getting near him or that happen to be in his way*
*has been doing so for almost a day at this point*
@charlesmars
*he starts to lower his hands as he watches him, looking like he is about to be sick woth nerves*
Y-yes...
*a slight sob, overwhelmed suddenly*
W-why?
It... I... just... *breaths hitch* I just wanted you to know you had the option to leave if you wanted it. I know being with me is the last thing you want but... I thought you would want to have a choice again. To be there or not. You can be either anytime you want now. Here with me or there.
I just couldn't stand the idea of you being stuck there.
*a slight sob, trying not to break down*
...So... either im stuck in the worst place imaginable for myself.... or im forced to be with you...
I fucking guess? Youre the one who went back into the barrier after getting out.
*sighs* Im sorry I shouldn't have said that, you didnt know Aaron closed it.
*shakes his head and starts toward him with purpose*
Please dont start yelling again. *lifts his hands slightly*
*grabs his face and kisses him hard*
*a small gasp, his hands on Charles' stomach as he thought this was something else*
*his eyes flutter shut but he doesnt relax to the kiss just yet*
*pulls back, still holding his face*
*suddenly takes a hand and slaps him in the face*
Thats for assuming id be okay with any of this.
*he flinches and closes his eyes to the hit, nodding slightly*
And you still smell. *a huff* But.... Ill admit... I've really missed you lately.
*his lips tremble and he wipes the rain from his own eyes* Thats... thats why I chose a spot that was raining.... to cover the smell.
Didn't work.... now you smell like wet vampire... *a slight chuckle* I must smell like wet dog... *sniffles*
*sniffs too and wipes his eyes furiously but also chuckles* Yeah... you do.
Dammit.... why... why did you let him change you?!
*looks up and raises his eyebrows* Let? Why did I let...?
*a bitter laugh* Do you think it was John?
Who the fuck else were you fucking?
*actually lightly pushes Charles hands off himself and takes one step back shaking his head*
*just watches him, not sure why hes so pissed suddenly*
Who the fuck turned you into a vampire, Richard?
Demetri... the conclave... to baby trap John. They... uh... he had me for a few days as a human.... convinced John to join him then... turned me so he wouldnt change his mind.
You knew not to run around with vampires. They manipulate, force others to join them...Given the chance they would kill the packs around here. They'd kill me!
*looks up at him* Do you think I would kill you? Am I manipulative? Force others to join me? Just innately? No... john was human when I was sleeping with him. Hes a victim of Demetri and Jasper as I am.
...Jasper? Did you just say Jasper?
Yes. Yes, the one who forced himself on John. *his eyes widen, this wasnt his to tell*
Holy shit. He hasn't turned anyone since... *puts a hand on his forehead, looking intensly worried* Richard, he... they... you could die... so easily...
Yeah.... *his voice breaks* Yeah... I fucked everything up and ended up turned into this and sired to Jasper fucking Silence and if the Conclave finds out I didnt actually die they will torture and slaughter John and come for me... Im so fucking sorry. *sobs*
*he just stares at him now in disbelief and shock*
*after a moment like this he seems to shake this off and lifts his arm to point*
There's a cabin that hikers use for emergencies just up this ridge.
*he has a hard time breaking his shock* I... okay.... *hard swallow*
I didnt... I dont... *huffs and starts to walk that way*
*a couple seconds more before he starts to follow him*
I didnt bring you here to... vent to or whatever I just... I dont want you thinking that. Im okay.
We will have to talk about all of this sooner or later.
Im not making you deal with Vampire politics...
Thank god.
Yep... though.... ah nevermind...
Yeah, not interested.
You know you turned me against my will too. Ive forgiven that, you were young. Back there was just the third time youve kind of blamed me for my assault when, yeah, vampires cant be trusted, but you couldnt be either.
*his account skewed by his lust for him at the time* You wanted to be turned, you even were flirting with me. I wasnt going to ignore that.
You cornered me after one of our shifts and I climbed on an exam table to get away from you. I didnt even know you were a wolf yet. You turned in front of me the first time then.
You didnt know I was a wold but your scent was saying how horny I was making you. You wanted me.
*stops where he is and turns to Charles, cupping his cheeks in his hands*
I've forgiven you for this... but Charles... we hadnt even been on a proper date yet. We had lunch at the asylum. We hadnt even left the grounds together yet. I was flirting and a bit turned on. Probably would have put out on that first date, and i wouldnt go back and change it now... but my wolf turning was just as unwanted and terrifying as my vampire one.
I was 32. Human. Just found out about werewolves two months before. Its you I wanted. Always been you. The rest just... happened.
...Regardless... I made sure to take care of you especially when I changed you.
We fidnt talk for a month after... I quit and left the asylum.
After that. Besides... you couldn't stay away forever.
There were two things I chose, to Mate with you and to marry you, once I knew you.
Why did you bring me here?
I couldnt stand the idea that I was free and you werent. I told you that.
But why even care? You were done with me.
Are you going off the laat phone call I made to you? We were reconciling then I did a random 180 and called you and broke it off. Cant think of ANY reason that would be? Nothing that I threw a fit about when I saw you at the asylum a week later?
Or is it because I said I wouldnt see you ever again after the last time we spoke? When I clearly asked for the weapon to off myself?
....
Im not a psychiatrist, but all this vampire stuff has to be you acting out.
Oh my fucking god. How are you so smart and ao stupid!?
I didnt choose to be a vampire. Still hate it.
When I called you originally I was going to ask you to come to me at the asylum then I realized it would be selfish to trap you too so instead I ran you off.
And the last time we spoke I asked you for the gun from the safe to kill myself. Because I hate being this, hate being without you, and hate being trapped.
Yeah, I figured what the gun was for and no, I'll still never give it to you.
And not just being one, you ran off with one. You chose to be with one.
I cheated with him... was forcibly changed. You took me back and I chose you. I was reconciling with you. I didnt want to run off with him. He was never intended to be more than a good time.
Then Trainer fucking trapped me in the asylum. So I pushed you away. *lets go of him and turns to keep walking for the cabin*
I never ran off with him.
*rolls his eyes with that last part before following him again*
I moved in with him because Beau broke our mate bond and you started acting like you hated me. I thought you hated me. *starts down a more defined path, the cabin in sight*
We already talked about that.
So that means I cant do anything to fix pur marriage and you dont want to, from what im gathering.
Thats absolutely not what I said at all.
We just... I feel so helpless. Then again... you probably do too.
I dont know how helplessness equates to me saying I gave up. And im talking about now, not then.
So are we giving up? Is that whats happening?
Christ, Richard. If i wanted to give up I would have chosen the asylum.
*gets to the cabin and steps up to the door, opening it*
Why am I the only one working it out? Youre not giving me anything.
What do you mean not giving you anything?! *stops by the door outside, not yet stepped in* Im giving you my time, im fucking talking to you--I kissed you.
*he closes his eyes* You blamed me for my own assault twice. It upset me. Feels like im being hit from all sides.
*the least monotone hes sounded this whole time minus raising his voice* If thats what this is about, /sorry for being upset at your cheating on me/. *finally moves inside*
*he turns on him and bares his fangs with a snarl*
I fucking cheated so I deserve every bad thing that has happened to me since! Every single thing. You didnt deserve what Beau did to you but I deserved what Demetri did to me.
I dont want to be a murderer just to survive! I dont want to be a vampire! Im a wolf! My skin is wrong! My mate smells wrong!
Im not making excuses for cheating, but nothing we did made us deserving of whats happened to us...
*he looked a little surprised at first but eventually deadpans*
Get inside.
*he does go in and heads to the gorillas to start a fire*
*he moves further inside and finds a chair to sit in, thinking to himself how crazy it is that somehow he's outside the asylum right now.
Im coming back to something you said earlier.
If Demetri send someone or come for me, you go back to the asylum.
You dont think I could fight off a vampire?
Demetri? No. But I can hide. It's the gift his venom gave me.
I thought you said you were sired to Jasper...?
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*in full wolf form, about a story tall, walking the perimeter of the asylum*
*has growled at and snapped at others getting near him or that happen to be in his way*
*has been doing so for almost a day at this point*
@charlesmars
*he starts to lower his hands as he watches him, looking like he is about to be sick woth nerves*
Y-yes...
*a slight sob, overwhelmed suddenly*
W-why?
It... I... just... *breaths hitch* I just wanted you to know you had the option to leave if you wanted it. I know being with me is the last thing you want but... I thought you would want to have a choice again. To be there or not. You can be either anytime you want now. Here with me or there.
I just couldn't stand the idea of you being stuck there.
*a slight sob, trying not to break down*
...So... either im stuck in the worst place imaginable for myself.... or im forced to be with you...
I fucking guess? Youre the one who went back into the barrier after getting out.
*sighs* Im sorry I shouldn't have said that, you didnt know Aaron closed it.
*shakes his head and starts toward him with purpose*
Please dont start yelling again. *lifts his hands slightly*
*grabs his face and kisses him hard*
*a small gasp, his hands on Charles' stomach as he thought this was something else*
*his eyes flutter shut but he doesnt relax to the kiss just yet*
*pulls back, still holding his face*
*suddenly takes a hand and slaps him in the face*
Thats for assuming id be okay with any of this.
*he flinches and closes his eyes to the hit, nodding slightly*
And you still smell. *a huff* But.... Ill admit... I've really missed you lately.
*his lips tremble and he wipes the rain from his own eyes* Thats... thats why I chose a spot that was raining.... to cover the smell.
Didn't work.... now you smell like wet vampire... *a slight chuckle* I must smell like wet dog... *sniffles*
*sniffs too and wipes his eyes furiously but also chuckles* Yeah... you do.
Dammit.... why... why did you let him change you?!
*looks up and raises his eyebrows* Let? Why did I let...?
*a bitter laugh* Do you think it was John?
Who the fuck else were you fucking?
*actually lightly pushes Charles hands off himself and takes one step back shaking his head*
*just watches him, not sure why hes so pissed suddenly*
Who the fuck turned you into a vampire, Richard?
Demetri... the conclave... to baby trap John. They... uh... he had me for a few days as a human.... convinced John to join him then... turned me so he wouldnt change his mind.
You knew not to run around with vampires. They manipulate, force others to join them...Given the chance they would kill the packs around here. They'd kill me!
*looks up at him* Do you think I would kill you? Am I manipulative? Force others to join me? Just innately? No... john was human when I was sleeping with him. Hes a victim of Demetri and Jasper as I am.
...Jasper? Did you just say Jasper?
Yes. Yes, the one who forced himself on John. *his eyes widen, this wasnt his to tell*
Holy shit. He hasn't turned anyone since... *puts a hand on his forehead, looking intensly worried* Richard, he... they... you could die... so easily...
Yeah.... *his voice breaks* Yeah... I fucked everything up and ended up turned into this and sired to Jasper fucking Silence and if the Conclave finds out I didnt actually die they will torture and slaughter John and come for me... Im so fucking sorry. *sobs*
*he just stares at him now in disbelief and shock*
*after a moment like this he seems to shake this off and lifts his arm to point*
There's a cabin that hikers use for emergencies just up this ridge.
*he has a hard time breaking his shock* I... okay.... *hard swallow*
I didnt... I dont... *huffs and starts to walk that way*
*a couple seconds more before he starts to follow him*
I didnt bring you here to... vent to or whatever I just... I dont want you thinking that. Im okay.
We will have to talk about all of this sooner or later.
Im not making you deal with Vampire politics...
Thank god.
Yep... though.... ah nevermind...
Yeah, not interested.
You know you turned me against my will too. Ive forgiven that, you were young. Back there was just the third time youve kind of blamed me for my assault when, yeah, vampires cant be trusted, but you couldnt be either.
*his account skewed by his lust for him at the time* You wanted to be turned, you even were flirting with me. I wasnt going to ignore that.
You cornered me after one of our shifts and I climbed on an exam table to get away from you. I didnt even know you were a wolf yet. You turned in front of me the first time then.
You didnt know I was a wold but your scent was saying how horny I was making you. You wanted me.
*stops where he is and turns to Charles, cupping his cheeks in his hands*
I've forgiven you for this... but Charles... we hadnt even been on a proper date yet. We had lunch at the asylum. We hadnt even left the grounds together yet. I was flirting and a bit turned on. Probably would have put out on that first date, and i wouldnt go back and change it now... but my wolf turning was just as unwanted and terrifying as my vampire one.
I was 32. Human. Just found out about werewolves two months before. Its you I wanted. Always been you. The rest just... happened.
...Regardless... I made sure to take care of you especially when I changed you.
We fidnt talk for a month after... I quit and left the asylum.
After that. Besides... you couldn't stay away forever.
There were two things I chose, to Mate with you and to marry you, once I knew you.
Why did you bring me here?
I couldnt stand the idea that I was free and you werent. I told you that.
But why even care? You were done with me.
Are you going off the laat phone call I made to you? We were reconciling then I did a random 180 and called you and broke it off. Cant think of ANY reason that would be? Nothing that I threw a fit about when I saw you at the asylum a week later?
Or is it because I said I wouldnt see you ever again after the last time we spoke? When I clearly asked for the weapon to off myself?
....
Im not a psychiatrist, but all this vampire stuff has to be you acting out.
Oh my fucking god. How are you so smart and ao stupid!?
I didnt choose to be a vampire. Still hate it.
When I called you originally I was going to ask you to come to me at the asylum then I realized it would be selfish to trap you too so instead I ran you off.
And the last time we spoke I asked you for the gun from the safe to kill myself. Because I hate being this, hate being without you, and hate being trapped.
Yeah, I figured what the gun was for and no, I'll still never give it to you.
And not just being one, you ran off with one. You chose to be with one.
I cheated with him... was forcibly changed. You took me back and I chose you. I was reconciling with you. I didnt want to run off with him. He was never intended to be more than a good time.
Then Trainer fucking trapped me in the asylum. So I pushed you away. *lets go of him and turns to keep walking for the cabin*
I never ran off with him.
*rolls his eyes with that last part before following him again*
I moved in with him because Beau broke our mate bond and you started acting like you hated me. I thought you hated me. *starts down a more defined path, the cabin in sight*
We already talked about that.
So that means I cant do anything to fix pur marriage and you dont want to, from what im gathering.
Thats absolutely not what I said at all.
We just... I feel so helpless. Then again... you probably do too.
I dont know how helplessness equates to me saying I gave up. And im talking about now, not then.
So are we giving up? Is that whats happening?
Christ, Richard. If i wanted to give up I would have chosen the asylum.
*gets to the cabin and steps up to the door, opening it*
Why am I the only one working it out? Youre not giving me anything.
What do you mean not giving you anything?! *stops by the door outside, not yet stepped in* Im giving you my time, im fucking talking to you--I kissed you.
*he closes his eyes* You blamed me for my own assault twice. It upset me. Feels like im being hit from all sides.
*the least monotone hes sounded this whole time minus raising his voice* If thats what this is about, /sorry for being upset at your cheating on me/. *finally moves inside*
*he turns on him and bares his fangs with a snarl*
I fucking cheated so I deserve every bad thing that has happened to me since! Every single thing. You didnt deserve what Beau did to you but I deserved what Demetri did to me.
I dont want to be a murderer just to survive! I dont want to be a vampire! Im a wolf! My skin is wrong! My mate smells wrong!
Im not making excuses for cheating, but nothing we did made us deserving of whats happened to us...
*he looked a little surprised at first but eventually deadpans*
Get inside.
*he does go in and heads to the gorillas to start a fire*
*he moves further inside and finds a chair to sit in, thinking to himself how crazy it is that somehow he's outside the asylum right now.
Im coming back to something you said earlier.
If Demetri send someone or come for me, you go back to the asylum.
You dont think I could fight off a vampire?
*in full wolf form, about a story tall, walking the perimeter of the asylum*
*has growled at and snapped at others getting near him or that happen to be in his way*
*has been doing so for almost a day at this point*
@charlesmars
*he starts to lower his hands as he watches him, looking like he is about to be sick woth nerves*
Y-yes...
*a slight sob, overwhelmed suddenly*
W-why?
It... I... just... *breaths hitch* I just wanted you to know you had the option to leave if you wanted it. I know being with me is the last thing you want but... I thought you would want to have a choice again. To be there or not. You can be either anytime you want now. Here with me or there.
I just couldn't stand the idea of you being stuck there.
*a slight sob, trying not to break down*
...So... either im stuck in the worst place imaginable for myself.... or im forced to be with you...
I fucking guess? Youre the one who went back into the barrier after getting out.
*sighs* Im sorry I shouldn't have said that, you didnt know Aaron closed it.
*shakes his head and starts toward him with purpose*
Please dont start yelling again. *lifts his hands slightly*
*grabs his face and kisses him hard*
*a small gasp, his hands on Charles' stomach as he thought this was something else*
*his eyes flutter shut but he doesnt relax to the kiss just yet*
*pulls back, still holding his face*
*suddenly takes a hand and slaps him in the face*
Thats for assuming id be okay with any of this.
*he flinches and closes his eyes to the hit, nodding slightly*
And you still smell. *a huff* But.... Ill admit... I've really missed you lately.
*his lips tremble and he wipes the rain from his own eyes* Thats... thats why I chose a spot that was raining.... to cover the smell.
Didn't work.... now you smell like wet vampire... *a slight chuckle* I must smell like wet dog... *sniffles*
*sniffs too and wipes his eyes furiously but also chuckles* Yeah... you do.
Dammit.... why... why did you let him change you?!
*looks up and raises his eyebrows* Let? Why did I let...?
*a bitter laugh* Do you think it was John?
Who the fuck else were you fucking?
*actually lightly pushes Charles hands off himself and takes one step back shaking his head*
*just watches him, not sure why hes so pissed suddenly*
Who the fuck turned you into a vampire, Richard?
Demetri... the conclave... to baby trap John. They... uh... he had me for a few days as a human.... convinced John to join him then... turned me so he wouldnt change his mind.
You knew not to run around with vampires. They manipulate, force others to join them...Given the chance they would kill the packs around here. They'd kill me!
*looks up at him* Do you think I would kill you? Am I manipulative? Force others to join me? Just innately? No... john was human when I was sleeping with him. Hes a victim of Demetri and Jasper as I am.
...Jasper? Did you just say Jasper?
Yes. Yes, the one who forced himself on John. *his eyes widen, this wasnt his to tell*
Holy shit. He hasn't turned anyone since... *puts a hand on his forehead, looking intensly worried* Richard, he... they... you could die... so easily...
Yeah.... *his voice breaks* Yeah... I fucked everything up and ended up turned into this and sired to Jasper fucking Silence and if the Conclave finds out I didnt actually die they will torture and slaughter John and come for me... Im so fucking sorry. *sobs*
*he just stares at him now in disbelief and shock*
*after a moment like this he seems to shake this off and lifts his arm to point*
There's a cabin that hikers use for emergencies just up this ridge.
*he has a hard time breaking his shock* I... okay.... *hard swallow*
I didnt... I dont... *huffs and starts to walk that way*
*a couple seconds more before he starts to follow him*
I didnt bring you here to... vent to or whatever I just... I dont want you thinking that. Im okay.
We will have to talk about all of this sooner or later.
Im not making you deal with Vampire politics...
Thank god.
Yep... though.... ah nevermind...
Yeah, not interested.
You know you turned me against my will too. Ive forgiven that, you were young. Back there was just the third time youve kind of blamed me for my assault when, yeah, vampires cant be trusted, but you couldnt be either.
*his account skewed by his lust for him at the time* You wanted to be turned, you even were flirting with me. I wasnt going to ignore that.
You cornered me after one of our shifts and I climbed on an exam table to get away from you. I didnt even know you were a wolf yet. You turned in front of me the first time then.
You didnt know I was a wold but your scent was saying how horny I was making you. You wanted me.
*stops where he is and turns to Charles, cupping his cheeks in his hands*
I've forgiven you for this... but Charles... we hadnt even been on a proper date yet. We had lunch at the asylum. We hadnt even left the grounds together yet. I was flirting and a bit turned on. Probably would have put out on that first date, and i wouldnt go back and change it now... but my wolf turning was just as unwanted and terrifying as my vampire one.
I was 32. Human. Just found out about werewolves two months before. Its you I wanted. Always been you. The rest just... happened.
...Regardless... I made sure to take care of you especially when I changed you.
We fidnt talk for a month after... I quit and left the asylum.
After that. Besides... you couldn't stay away forever.
There were two things I chose, to Mate with you and to marry you, once I knew you.
Why did you bring me here?
I couldnt stand the idea that I was free and you werent. I told you that.
But why even care? You were done with me.
Are you going off the laat phone call I made to you? We were reconciling then I did a random 180 and called you and broke it off. Cant think of ANY reason that would be? Nothing that I threw a fit about when I saw you at the asylum a week later?
Or is it because I said I wouldnt see you ever again after the last time we spoke? When I clearly asked for the weapon to off myself?
....
Im not a psychiatrist, but all this vampire stuff has to be you acting out.
Oh my fucking god. How are you so smart and ao stupid!?
I didnt choose to be a vampire. Still hate it.
When I called you originally I was going to ask you to come to me at the asylum then I realized it would be selfish to trap you too so instead I ran you off.
And the last time we spoke I asked you for the gun from the safe to kill myself. Because I hate being this, hate being without you, and hate being trapped.
Yeah, I figured what the gun was for and no, I'll still never give it to you.
And not just being one, you ran off with one. You chose to be with one.
I cheated with him... was forcibly changed. You took me back and I chose you. I was reconciling with you. I didnt want to run off with him. He was never intended to be more than a good time.
Then Trainer fucking trapped me in the asylum. So I pushed you away. *lets go of him and turns to keep walking for the cabin*
I never ran off with him.
*rolls his eyes with that last part before following him again*
I moved in with him because Beau broke our mate bond and you started acting like you hated me. I thought you hated me. *starts down a more defined path, the cabin in sight*
We already talked about that.
So that means I cant do anything to fix pur marriage and you dont want to, from what im gathering.
Thats absolutely not what I said at all.
We just... I feel so helpless. Then again... you probably do too.
I dont know how helplessness equates to me saying I gave up. And im talking about now, not then.
So are we giving up? Is that whats happening?
Christ, Richard. If i wanted to give up I would have chosen the asylum.
*gets to the cabin and steps up to the door, opening it*
Why am I the only one working it out? Youre not giving me anything.
What do you mean not giving you anything?! *stops by the door outside, not yet stepped in* Im giving you my time, im fucking talking to you--I kissed you.
*he closes his eyes* You blamed me for my own assault twice. It upset me. Feels like im being hit from all sides.
*the least monotone hes sounded this whole time minus raising his voice* If thats what this is about, /sorry for being upset at your cheating on me/. *finally moves inside*
*he turns on him and bares his fangs with a snarl*
I fucking cheated so I deserve every bad thing that has happened to me since! Every single thing. You didnt deserve what Beau did to you but I deserved what Demetri did to me.
I dont want to be a murderer just to survive! I dont want to be a vampire! Im a wolf! My skin is wrong! My mate smells wrong!
Im not making excuses for cheating, but nothing we did made us deserving of whats happened to us...
*he looked a little surprised at first but eventually deadpans*
Get inside.
*he does go in and heads to the gorillas to start a fire*
*he moves further inside and finds a chair to sit in, thinking to himself how crazy it is that somehow he's outside the asylum right now.
*in full wolf form, about a story tall, walking the perimeter of the asylum*
*has growled at and snapped at others getting near him or that happen to be in his way*
*has been doing so for almost a day at this point*
@charlesmars
*he starts to lower his hands as he watches him, looking like he is about to be sick woth nerves*
Y-yes...
*a slight sob, overwhelmed suddenly*
W-why?
It... I... just... *breaths hitch* I just wanted you to know you had the option to leave if you wanted it. I know being with me is the last thing you want but... I thought you would want to have a choice again. To be there or not. You can be either anytime you want now. Here with me or there.
I just couldn't stand the idea of you being stuck there.
*a slight sob, trying not to break down*
...So... either im stuck in the worst place imaginable for myself.... or im forced to be with you...
I fucking guess? Youre the one who went back into the barrier after getting out.
*sighs* Im sorry I shouldn't have said that, you didnt know Aaron closed it.
*shakes his head and starts toward him with purpose*
Please dont start yelling again. *lifts his hands slightly*
*grabs his face and kisses him hard*
*a small gasp, his hands on Charles' stomach as he thought this was something else*
*his eyes flutter shut but he doesnt relax to the kiss just yet*
*pulls back, still holding his face*
*suddenly takes a hand and slaps him in the face*
Thats for assuming id be okay with any of this.
*he flinches and closes his eyes to the hit, nodding slightly*
And you still smell. *a huff* But.... Ill admit... I've really missed you lately.
*his lips tremble and he wipes the rain from his own eyes* Thats... thats why I chose a spot that was raining.... to cover the smell.
Didn't work.... now you smell like wet vampire... *a slight chuckle* I must smell like wet dog... *sniffles*
*sniffs too and wipes his eyes furiously but also chuckles* Yeah... you do.
Dammit.... why... why did you let him change you?!
*looks up and raises his eyebrows* Let? Why did I let...?
*a bitter laugh* Do you think it was John?
Who the fuck else were you fucking?
*actually lightly pushes Charles hands off himself and takes one step back shaking his head*
*just watches him, not sure why hes so pissed suddenly*
Who the fuck turned you into a vampire, Richard?
Demetri... the conclave... to baby trap John. They... uh... he had me for a few days as a human.... convinced John to join him then... turned me so he wouldnt change his mind.
You knew not to run around with vampires. They manipulate, force others to join them...Given the chance they would kill the packs around here. They'd kill me!
*looks up at him* Do you think I would kill you? Am I manipulative? Force others to join me? Just innately? No... john was human when I was sleeping with him. Hes a victim of Demetri and Jasper as I am.
...Jasper? Did you just say Jasper?
Yes. Yes, the one who forced himself on John. *his eyes widen, this wasnt his to tell*
Holy shit. He hasn't turned anyone since... *puts a hand on his forehead, looking intensly worried* Richard, he... they... you could die... so easily...
Yeah.... *his voice breaks* Yeah... I fucked everything up and ended up turned into this and sired to Jasper fucking Silence and if the Conclave finds out I didnt actually die they will torture and slaughter John and come for me... Im so fucking sorry. *sobs*
*he just stares at him now in disbelief and shock*
*after a moment like this he seems to shake this off and lifts his arm to point*
There's a cabin that hikers use for emergencies just up this ridge.
*he has a hard time breaking his shock* I... okay.... *hard swallow*
I didnt... I dont... *huffs and starts to walk that way*
*a couple seconds more before he starts to follow him*
I didnt bring you here to... vent to or whatever I just... I dont want you thinking that. Im okay.
We will have to talk about all of this sooner or later.
Im not making you deal with Vampire politics...
Thank god.
Yep... though.... ah nevermind...
Yeah, not interested.
You know you turned me against my will too. Ive forgiven that, you were young. Back there was just the third time youve kind of blamed me for my assault when, yeah, vampires cant be trusted, but you couldnt be either.
*his account skewed by his lust for him at the time* You wanted to be turned, you even were flirting with me. I wasnt going to ignore that.
You cornered me after one of our shifts and I climbed on an exam table to get away from you. I didnt even know you were a wolf yet. You turned in front of me the first time then.
You didnt know I was a wold but your scent was saying how horny I was making you. You wanted me.
*stops where he is and turns to Charles, cupping his cheeks in his hands*
I've forgiven you for this... but Charles... we hadnt even been on a proper date yet. We had lunch at the asylum. We hadnt even left the grounds together yet. I was flirting and a bit turned on. Probably would have put out on that first date, and i wouldnt go back and change it now... but my wolf turning was just as unwanted and terrifying as my vampire one.
I was 32. Human. Just found out about werewolves two months before. Its you I wanted. Always been you. The rest just... happened.
...Regardless... I made sure to take care of you especially when I changed you.
We fidnt talk for a month after... I quit and left the asylum.
After that. Besides... you couldn't stay away forever.
There were two things I chose, to Mate with you and to marry you, once I knew you.
Why did you bring me here?
I couldnt stand the idea that I was free and you werent. I told you that.
But why even care? You were done with me.
Are you going off the laat phone call I made to you? We were reconciling then I did a random 180 and called you and broke it off. Cant think of ANY reason that would be? Nothing that I threw a fit about when I saw you at the asylum a week later?
Or is it because I said I wouldnt see you ever again after the last time we spoke? When I clearly asked for the weapon to off myself?
....
Im not a psychiatrist, but all this vampire stuff has to be you acting out.
Oh my fucking god. How are you so smart and ao stupid!?
I didnt choose to be a vampire. Still hate it.
When I called you originally I was going to ask you to come to me at the asylum then I realized it would be selfish to trap you too so instead I ran you off.
And the last time we spoke I asked you for the gun from the safe to kill myself. Because I hate being this, hate being without you, and hate being trapped.
Yeah, I figured what the gun was for and no, I'll still never give it to you.
And not just being one, you ran off with one. You chose to be with one.
I cheated with him... was forcibly changed. You took me back and I chose you. I was reconciling with you. I didnt want to run off with him. He was never intended to be more than a good time.
Then Trainer fucking trapped me in the asylum. So I pushed you away. *lets go of him and turns to keep walking for the cabin*
I never ran off with him.
*rolls his eyes with that last part before following him again*
I moved in with him because Beau broke our mate bond and you started acting like you hated me. I thought you hated me. *starts down a more defined path, the cabin in sight*
We already talked about that.
So that means I cant do anything to fix pur marriage and you dont want to, from what im gathering.
Thats absolutely not what I said at all.
We just... I feel so helpless. Then again... you probably do too.
I dont know how helplessness equates to me saying I gave up. And im talking about now, not then.
So are we giving up? Is that whats happening?
Christ, Richard. If i wanted to give up I would have chosen the asylum.
*gets to the cabin and steps up to the door, opening it*
Why am I the only one working it out? Youre not giving me anything.
What do you mean not giving you anything?! *stops by the door outside, not yet stepped in* Im giving you my time, im fucking talking to you--I kissed you.
*he closes his eyes* You blamed me for my own assault twice. It upset me. Feels like im being hit from all sides.
*the least monotone hes sounded this whole time minus raising his voice* If thats what this is about, /sorry for being upset at your cheating on me/. *finally moves inside*
*he turns on him and bares his fangs with a snarl*
I fucking cheated so I deserve every bad thing that has happened to me since! Every single thing. You didnt deserve what Beau did to you but I deserved what Demetri did to me.
I dont want to be a murderer just to survive! I dont want to be a vampire! Im a wolf! My skin is wrong! My mate smells wrong!
Im not making excuses for cheating, but nothing we did made us deserving of whats happened to us...
*he looked a little surprised at first but eventually deadpans*
Get inside.
*in full wolf form, about a story tall, walking the perimeter of the asylum*
*has growled at and snapped at others getting near him or that happen to be in his way*
*has been doing so for almost a day at this point*
@charlesmars
*he starts to lower his hands as he watches him, looking like he is about to be sick woth nerves*
Y-yes...
*a slight sob, overwhelmed suddenly*
W-why?
It... I... just... *breaths hitch* I just wanted you to know you had the option to leave if you wanted it. I know being with me is the last thing you want but... I thought you would want to have a choice again. To be there or not. You can be either anytime you want now. Here with me or there.
I just couldn't stand the idea of you being stuck there.
*a slight sob, trying not to break down*
...So... either im stuck in the worst place imaginable for myself.... or im forced to be with you...
I fucking guess? Youre the one who went back into the barrier after getting out.
*sighs* Im sorry I shouldn't have said that, you didnt know Aaron closed it.
*shakes his head and starts toward him with purpose*
Please dont start yelling again. *lifts his hands slightly*
*grabs his face and kisses him hard*
*a small gasp, his hands on Charles' stomach as he thought this was something else*
*his eyes flutter shut but he doesnt relax to the kiss just yet*
*pulls back, still holding his face*
*suddenly takes a hand and slaps him in the face*
Thats for assuming id be okay with any of this.
*he flinches and closes his eyes to the hit, nodding slightly*
And you still smell. *a huff* But.... Ill admit... I've really missed you lately.
*his lips tremble and he wipes the rain from his own eyes* Thats... thats why I chose a spot that was raining.... to cover the smell.
Didn't work.... now you smell like wet vampire... *a slight chuckle* I must smell like wet dog... *sniffles*
*sniffs too and wipes his eyes furiously but also chuckles* Yeah... you do.
Dammit.... why... why did you let him change you?!
*looks up and raises his eyebrows* Let? Why did I let...?
*a bitter laugh* Do you think it was John?
Who the fuck else were you fucking?
*actually lightly pushes Charles hands off himself and takes one step back shaking his head*
*just watches him, not sure why hes so pissed suddenly*
Who the fuck turned you into a vampire, Richard?
Demetri... the conclave... to baby trap John. They... uh... he had me for a few days as a human.... convinced John to join him then... turned me so he wouldnt change his mind.
You knew not to run around with vampires. They manipulate, force others to join them...Given the chance they would kill the packs around here. They'd kill me!
*looks up at him* Do you think I would kill you? Am I manipulative? Force others to join me? Just innately? No... john was human when I was sleeping with him. Hes a victim of Demetri and Jasper as I am.
...Jasper? Did you just say Jasper?
Yes. Yes, the one who forced himself on John. *his eyes widen, this wasnt his to tell*
Holy shit. He hasn't turned anyone since... *puts a hand on his forehead, looking intensly worried* Richard, he... they... you could die... so easily...
Yeah.... *his voice breaks* Yeah... I fucked everything up and ended up turned into this and sired to Jasper fucking Silence and if the Conclave finds out I didnt actually die they will torture and slaughter John and come for me... Im so fucking sorry. *sobs*
*he just stares at him now in disbelief and shock*
*after a moment like this he seems to shake this off and lifts his arm to point*
There's a cabin that hikers use for emergencies just up this ridge.
*he has a hard time breaking his shock* I... okay.... *hard swallow*
I didnt... I dont... *huffs and starts to walk that way*
*a couple seconds more before he starts to follow him*
I didnt bring you here to... vent to or whatever I just... I dont want you thinking that. Im okay.
We will have to talk about all of this sooner or later.
Im not making you deal with Vampire politics...
Thank god.
Yep... though.... ah nevermind...
Yeah, not interested.
You know you turned me against my will too. Ive forgiven that, you were young. Back there was just the third time youve kind of blamed me for my assault when, yeah, vampires cant be trusted, but you couldnt be either.
*his account skewed by his lust for him at the time* You wanted to be turned, you even were flirting with me. I wasnt going to ignore that.
You cornered me after one of our shifts and I climbed on an exam table to get away from you. I didnt even know you were a wolf yet. You turned in front of me the first time then.
You didnt know I was a wold but your scent was saying how horny I was making you. You wanted me.
*stops where he is and turns to Charles, cupping his cheeks in his hands*
I've forgiven you for this... but Charles... we hadnt even been on a proper date yet. We had lunch at the asylum. We hadnt even left the grounds together yet. I was flirting and a bit turned on. Probably would have put out on that first date, and i wouldnt go back and change it now... but my wolf turning was just as unwanted and terrifying as my vampire one.
I was 32. Human. Just found out about werewolves two months before. Its you I wanted. Always been you. The rest just... happened.
...Regardless... I made sure to take care of you especially when I changed you.
We fidnt talk for a month after... I quit and left the asylum.
After that. Besides... you couldn't stay away forever.
There were two things I chose, to Mate with you and to marry you, once I knew you.
Why did you bring me here?
I couldnt stand the idea that I was free and you werent. I told you that.
But why even care? You were done with me.
Are you going off the laat phone call I made to you? We were reconciling then I did a random 180 and called you and broke it off. Cant think of ANY reason that would be? Nothing that I threw a fit about when I saw you at the asylum a week later?
Or is it because I said I wouldnt see you ever again after the last time we spoke? When I clearly asked for the weapon to off myself?
....
Im not a psychiatrist, but all this vampire stuff has to be you acting out.
Oh my fucking god. How are you so smart and ao stupid!?
I didnt choose to be a vampire. Still hate it.
When I called you originally I was going to ask you to come to me at the asylum then I realized it would be selfish to trap you too so instead I ran you off.
And the last time we spoke I asked you for the gun from the safe to kill myself. Because I hate being this, hate being without you, and hate being trapped.
Yeah, I figured what the gun was for and no, I'll still never give it to you.
And not just being one, you ran off with one. You chose to be with one.
I cheated with him... was forcibly changed. You took me back and I chose you. I was reconciling with you. I didnt want to run off with him. He was never intended to be more than a good time.
Then Trainer fucking trapped me in the asylum. So I pushed you away. *lets go of him and turns to keep walking for the cabin*
I never ran off with him.
*rolls his eyes with that last part before following him again*
I moved in with him because Beau broke our mate bond and you started acting like you hated me. I thought you hated me. *starts down a more defined path, the cabin in sight*
We already talked about that.
So that means I cant do anything to fix pur marriage and you dont want to, from what im gathering.
Thats absolutely not what I said at all.
We just... I feel so helpless. Then again... you probably do too.
I dont know how helplessness equates to me saying I gave up. And im talking about now, not then.
So are we giving up? Is that whats happening?
Christ, Richard. If i wanted to give up I would have chosen the asylum.
*gets to the cabin and steps up to the door, opening it*
Why am I the only one working it out? Youre not giving me anything.
What do you mean not giving you anything?! *stops by the door outside, not yet stepped in* Im giving you my time, im fucking talking to you--I kissed you.
*he closes his eyes* You blamed me for my own assault twice. It upset me. Feels like im being hit from all sides.
*the least monotone hes sounded this whole time minus raising his voice* If thats what this is about, /sorry for being upset at your cheating on me/. *finally moves inside*
*in full wolf form, about a story tall, walking the perimeter of the asylum*
*has growled at and snapped at others getting near him or that happen to be in his way*
*has been doing so for almost a day at this point*
@charlesmars
*he starts to lower his hands as he watches him, looking like he is about to be sick woth nerves*
Y-yes...
*a slight sob, overwhelmed suddenly*
W-why?
It... I... just... *breaths hitch* I just wanted you to know you had the option to leave if you wanted it. I know being with me is the last thing you want but... I thought you would want to have a choice again. To be there or not. You can be either anytime you want now. Here with me or there.
I just couldn't stand the idea of you being stuck there.
*a slight sob, trying not to break down*
...So... either im stuck in the worst place imaginable for myself.... or im forced to be with you...
I fucking guess? Youre the one who went back into the barrier after getting out.
*sighs* Im sorry I shouldn't have said that, you didnt know Aaron closed it.
*shakes his head and starts toward him with purpose*
Please dont start yelling again. *lifts his hands slightly*
*grabs his face and kisses him hard*
*a small gasp, his hands on Charles' stomach as he thought this was something else*
*his eyes flutter shut but he doesnt relax to the kiss just yet*
*pulls back, still holding his face*
*suddenly takes a hand and slaps him in the face*
Thats for assuming id be okay with any of this.
*he flinches and closes his eyes to the hit, nodding slightly*
And you still smell. *a huff* But.... Ill admit... I've really missed you lately.
*his lips tremble and he wipes the rain from his own eyes* Thats... thats why I chose a spot that was raining.... to cover the smell.
Didn't work.... now you smell like wet vampire... *a slight chuckle* I must smell like wet dog... *sniffles*
*sniffs too and wipes his eyes furiously but also chuckles* Yeah... you do.
Dammit.... why... why did you let him change you?!
*looks up and raises his eyebrows* Let? Why did I let...?
*a bitter laugh* Do you think it was John?
Who the fuck else were you fucking?
*actually lightly pushes Charles hands off himself and takes one step back shaking his head*
*just watches him, not sure why hes so pissed suddenly*
Who the fuck turned you into a vampire, Richard?
Demetri... the conclave... to baby trap John. They... uh... he had me for a few days as a human.... convinced John to join him then... turned me so he wouldnt change his mind.
You knew not to run around with vampires. They manipulate, force others to join them...Given the chance they would kill the packs around here. They'd kill me!
*looks up at him* Do you think I would kill you? Am I manipulative? Force others to join me? Just innately? No... john was human when I was sleeping with him. Hes a victim of Demetri and Jasper as I am.
...Jasper? Did you just say Jasper?
Yes. Yes, the one who forced himself on John. *his eyes widen, this wasnt his to tell*
Holy shit. He hasn't turned anyone since... *puts a hand on his forehead, looking intensly worried* Richard, he... they... you could die... so easily...
Yeah.... *his voice breaks* Yeah... I fucked everything up and ended up turned into this and sired to Jasper fucking Silence and if the Conclave finds out I didnt actually die they will torture and slaughter John and come for me... Im so fucking sorry. *sobs*
*he just stares at him now in disbelief and shock*
*after a moment like this he seems to shake this off and lifts his arm to point*
There's a cabin that hikers use for emergencies just up this ridge.
*he has a hard time breaking his shock* I... okay.... *hard swallow*
I didnt... I dont... *huffs and starts to walk that way*
*a couple seconds more before he starts to follow him*
I didnt bring you here to... vent to or whatever I just... I dont want you thinking that. Im okay.
We will have to talk about all of this sooner or later.
Im not making you deal with Vampire politics...
Thank god.
Yep... though.... ah nevermind...
Yeah, not interested.
You know you turned me against my will too. Ive forgiven that, you were young. Back there was just the third time youve kind of blamed me for my assault when, yeah, vampires cant be trusted, but you couldnt be either.
*his account skewed by his lust for him at the time* You wanted to be turned, you even were flirting with me. I wasnt going to ignore that.
You cornered me after one of our shifts and I climbed on an exam table to get away from you. I didnt even know you were a wolf yet. You turned in front of me the first time then.
You didnt know I was a wold but your scent was saying how horny I was making you. You wanted me.
*stops where he is and turns to Charles, cupping his cheeks in his hands*
I've forgiven you for this... but Charles... we hadnt even been on a proper date yet. We had lunch at the asylum. We hadnt even left the grounds together yet. I was flirting and a bit turned on. Probably would have put out on that first date, and i wouldnt go back and change it now... but my wolf turning was just as unwanted and terrifying as my vampire one.
I was 32. Human. Just found out about werewolves two months before. Its you I wanted. Always been you. The rest just... happened.
...Regardless... I made sure to take care of you especially when I changed you.
We fidnt talk for a month after... I quit and left the asylum.
After that. Besides... you couldn't stay away forever.
There were two things I chose, to Mate with you and to marry you, once I knew you.
Why did you bring me here?
I couldnt stand the idea that I was free and you werent. I told you that.
But why even care? You were done with me.
Are you going off the laat phone call I made to you? We were reconciling then I did a random 180 and called you and broke it off. Cant think of ANY reason that would be? Nothing that I threw a fit about when I saw you at the asylum a week later?
Or is it because I said I wouldnt see you ever again after the last time we spoke? When I clearly asked for the weapon to off myself?
....
Im not a psychiatrist, but all this vampire stuff has to be you acting out.
Oh my fucking god. How are you so smart and ao stupid!?
I didnt choose to be a vampire. Still hate it.
When I called you originally I was going to ask you to come to me at the asylum then I realized it would be selfish to trap you too so instead I ran you off.
And the last time we spoke I asked you for the gun from the safe to kill myself. Because I hate being this, hate being without you, and hate being trapped.
Yeah, I figured what the gun was for and no, I'll still never give it to you.
And not just being one, you ran off with one. You chose to be with one.
I cheated with him... was forcibly changed. You took me back and I chose you. I was reconciling with you. I didnt want to run off with him. He was never intended to be more than a good time.
Then Trainer fucking trapped me in the asylum. So I pushed you away. *lets go of him and turns to keep walking for the cabin*
I never ran off with him.
*rolls his eyes with that last part before following him again*
I moved in with him because Beau broke our mate bond and you started acting like you hated me. I thought you hated me. *starts down a more defined path, the cabin in sight*
We already talked about that.
So that means I cant do anything to fix pur marriage and you dont want to, from what im gathering.
Thats absolutely not what I said at all.
We just... I feel so helpless. Then again... you probably do too.
I dont know how helplessness equates to me saying I gave up. And im talking about now, not then.
So are we giving up? Is that whats happening?
Christ, Richard. If i wanted to give up I would have chosen the asylum.
*gets to the cabin and steps up to the door, opening it*
Why am I the only one working it out? Youre not giving me anything.
What do you mean not giving you anything?! *stops by the door outside, not yet stepped in* Im giving you my time, im fucking talking to you--I kissed you.
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*in full wolf form, about a story tall, walking the perimeter of the asylum*
*has growled at and snapped at others getting near him or that happen to be in his way*
*has been doing so for almost a day at this point*
@charlesmars
*he starts to lower his hands as he watches him, looking like he is about to be sick woth nerves*
Y-yes...
*a slight sob, overwhelmed suddenly*
W-why?
It... I... just... *breaths hitch* I just wanted you to know you had the option to leave if you wanted it. I know being with me is the last thing you want but... I thought you would want to have a choice again. To be there or not. You can be either anytime you want now. Here with me or there.
I just couldn't stand the idea of you being stuck there.
*a slight sob, trying not to break down*
...So... either im stuck in the worst place imaginable for myself.... or im forced to be with you...
I fucking guess? Youre the one who went back into the barrier after getting out.
*sighs* Im sorry I shouldn't have said that, you didnt know Aaron closed it.
*shakes his head and starts toward him with purpose*
Please dont start yelling again. *lifts his hands slightly*
*grabs his face and kisses him hard*
*a small gasp, his hands on Charles' stomach as he thought this was something else*
*his eyes flutter shut but he doesnt relax to the kiss just yet*
*pulls back, still holding his face*
*suddenly takes a hand and slaps him in the face*
Thats for assuming id be okay with any of this.
*he flinches and closes his eyes to the hit, nodding slightly*
And you still smell. *a huff* But.... Ill admit... I've really missed you lately.
*his lips tremble and he wipes the rain from his own eyes* Thats... thats why I chose a spot that was raining.... to cover the smell.
Didn't work.... now you smell like wet vampire... *a slight chuckle* I must smell like wet dog... *sniffles*
*sniffs too and wipes his eyes furiously but also chuckles* Yeah... you do.
Dammit.... why... why did you let him change you?!
*looks up and raises his eyebrows* Let? Why did I let...?
*a bitter laugh* Do you think it was John?
Who the fuck else were you fucking?
*actually lightly pushes Charles hands off himself and takes one step back shaking his head*
*just watches him, not sure why hes so pissed suddenly*
Who the fuck turned you into a vampire, Richard?
Demetri... the conclave... to baby trap John. They... uh... he had me for a few days as a human.... convinced John to join him then... turned me so he wouldnt change his mind.
You knew not to run around with vampires. They manipulate, force others to join them...Given the chance they would kill the packs around here. They'd kill me!
*looks up at him* Do you think I would kill you? Am I manipulative? Force others to join me? Just innately? No... john was human when I was sleeping with him. Hes a victim of Demetri and Jasper as I am.
...Jasper? Did you just say Jasper?
Yes. Yes, the one who forced himself on John. *his eyes widen, this wasnt his to tell*
Holy shit. He hasn't turned anyone since... *puts a hand on his forehead, looking intensly worried* Richard, he... they... you could die... so easily...
Yeah.... *his voice breaks* Yeah... I fucked everything up and ended up turned into this and sired to Jasper fucking Silence and if the Conclave finds out I didnt actually die they will torture and slaughter John and come for me... Im so fucking sorry. *sobs*
*he just stares at him now in disbelief and shock*
*after a moment like this he seems to shake this off and lifts his arm to point*
There's a cabin that hikers use for emergencies just up this ridge.
*he has a hard time breaking his shock* I... okay.... *hard swallow*
I didnt... I dont... *huffs and starts to walk that way*
*a couple seconds more before he starts to follow him*
I didnt bring you here to... vent to or whatever I just... I dont want you thinking that. Im okay.
We will have to talk about all of this sooner or later.
Im not making you deal with Vampire politics...
Thank god.
Yep... though.... ah nevermind...
Yeah, not interested.
You know you turned me against my will too. Ive forgiven that, you were young. Back there was just the third time youve kind of blamed me for my assault when, yeah, vampires cant be trusted, but you couldnt be either.
*his account skewed by his lust for him at the time* You wanted to be turned, you even were flirting with me. I wasnt going to ignore that.
You cornered me after one of our shifts and I climbed on an exam table to get away from you. I didnt even know you were a wolf yet. You turned in front of me the first time then.
You didnt know I was a wold but your scent was saying how horny I was making you. You wanted me.
*stops where he is and turns to Charles, cupping his cheeks in his hands*
I've forgiven you for this... but Charles... we hadnt even been on a proper date yet. We had lunch at the asylum. We hadnt even left the grounds together yet. I was flirting and a bit turned on. Probably would have put out on that first date, and i wouldnt go back and change it now... but my wolf turning was just as unwanted and terrifying as my vampire one.
I was 32. Human. Just found out about werewolves two months before. Its you I wanted. Always been you. The rest just... happened.
...Regardless... I made sure to take care of you especially when I changed you.
We fidnt talk for a month after... I quit and left the asylum.
After that. Besides... you couldn't stay away forever.
There were two things I chose, to Mate with you and to marry you, once I knew you.
Why did you bring me here?
I couldnt stand the idea that I was free and you werent. I told you that.
But why even care? You were done with me.
Are you going off the laat phone call I made to you? We were reconciling then I did a random 180 and called you and broke it off. Cant think of ANY reason that would be? Nothing that I threw a fit about when I saw you at the asylum a week later?
Or is it because I said I wouldnt see you ever again after the last time we spoke? When I clearly asked for the weapon to off myself?
....
Im not a psychiatrist, but all this vampire stuff has to be you acting out.
Oh my fucking god. How are you so smart and ao stupid!?
I didnt choose to be a vampire. Still hate it.
When I called you originally I was going to ask you to come to me at the asylum then I realized it would be selfish to trap you too so instead I ran you off.
And the last time we spoke I asked you for the gun from the safe to kill myself. Because I hate being this, hate being without you, and hate being trapped.
Yeah, I figured what the gun was for and no, I'll still never give it to you.
And not just being one, you ran off with one. You chose to be with one.
I cheated with him... was forcibly changed. You took me back and I chose you. I was reconciling with you. I didnt want to run off with him. He was never intended to be more than a good time.
Then Trainer fucking trapped me in the asylum. So I pushed you away. *lets go of him and turns to keep walking for the cabin*
I never ran off with him.
*rolls his eyes with that last part before following him again*
I moved in with him because Beau broke our mate bond and you started acting like you hated me. I thought you hated me. *starts down a more defined path, the cabin in sight*
We already talked about that.
So that means I cant do anything to fix pur marriage and you dont want to, from what im gathering.
Thats absolutely not what I said at all.
We just... I feel so helpless. Then again... you probably do too.
I dont know how helplessness equates to me saying I gave up. And im talking about now, not then.
So are we giving up? Is that whats happening?
Christ, Richard. If i wanted to give up I would have chosen the asylum.
*in full wolf form, about a story tall, walking the perimeter of the asylum*
*has growled at and snapped at others getting near him or that happen to be in his way*
*has been doing so for almost a day at this point*
@charlesmars
*he starts to lower his hands as he watches him, looking like he is about to be sick woth nerves*
Y-yes...
*a slight sob, overwhelmed suddenly*
W-why?
It... I... just... *breaths hitch* I just wanted you to know you had the option to leave if you wanted it. I know being with me is the last thing you want but... I thought you would want to have a choice again. To be there or not. You can be either anytime you want now. Here with me or there.
I just couldn't stand the idea of you being stuck there.
*a slight sob, trying not to break down*
...So... either im stuck in the worst place imaginable for myself.... or im forced to be with you...
I fucking guess? Youre the one who went back into the barrier after getting out.
*sighs* Im sorry I shouldn't have said that, you didnt know Aaron closed it.
*shakes his head and starts toward him with purpose*
Please dont start yelling again. *lifts his hands slightly*
*grabs his face and kisses him hard*
*a small gasp, his hands on Charles' stomach as he thought this was something else*
*his eyes flutter shut but he doesnt relax to the kiss just yet*
*pulls back, still holding his face*
*suddenly takes a hand and slaps him in the face*
Thats for assuming id be okay with any of this.
*he flinches and closes his eyes to the hit, nodding slightly*
And you still smell. *a huff* But.... Ill admit... I've really missed you lately.
*his lips tremble and he wipes the rain from his own eyes* Thats... thats why I chose a spot that was raining.... to cover the smell.
Didn't work.... now you smell like wet vampire... *a slight chuckle* I must smell like wet dog... *sniffles*
*sniffs too and wipes his eyes furiously but also chuckles* Yeah... you do.
Dammit.... why... why did you let him change you?!
*looks up and raises his eyebrows* Let? Why did I let...?
*a bitter laugh* Do you think it was John?
Who the fuck else were you fucking?
*actually lightly pushes Charles hands off himself and takes one step back shaking his head*
*just watches him, not sure why hes so pissed suddenly*
Who the fuck turned you into a vampire, Richard?
Demetri... the conclave... to baby trap John. They... uh... he had me for a few days as a human.... convinced John to join him then... turned me so he wouldnt change his mind.
You knew not to run around with vampires. They manipulate, force others to join them...Given the chance they would kill the packs around here. They'd kill me!
*looks up at him* Do you think I would kill you? Am I manipulative? Force others to join me? Just innately? No... john was human when I was sleeping with him. Hes a victim of Demetri and Jasper as I am.
...Jasper? Did you just say Jasper?
Yes. Yes, the one who forced himself on John. *his eyes widen, this wasnt his to tell*
Holy shit. He hasn't turned anyone since... *puts a hand on his forehead, looking intensly worried* Richard, he... they... you could die... so easily...
Yeah.... *his voice breaks* Yeah... I fucked everything up and ended up turned into this and sired to Jasper fucking Silence and if the Conclave finds out I didnt actually die they will torture and slaughter John and come for me... Im so fucking sorry. *sobs*
*he just stares at him now in disbelief and shock*
*after a moment like this he seems to shake this off and lifts his arm to point*
There's a cabin that hikers use for emergencies just up this ridge.
*he has a hard time breaking his shock* I... okay.... *hard swallow*
I didnt... I dont... *huffs and starts to walk that way*
*a couple seconds more before he starts to follow him*
I didnt bring you here to... vent to or whatever I just... I dont want you thinking that. Im okay.
We will have to talk about all of this sooner or later.
Im not making you deal with Vampire politics...
Thank god.
Yep... though.... ah nevermind...
Yeah, not interested.
You know you turned me against my will too. Ive forgiven that, you were young. Back there was just the third time youve kind of blamed me for my assault when, yeah, vampires cant be trusted, but you couldnt be either.
*his account skewed by his lust for him at the time* You wanted to be turned, you even were flirting with me. I wasnt going to ignore that.
You cornered me after one of our shifts and I climbed on an exam table to get away from you. I didnt even know you were a wolf yet. You turned in front of me the first time then.
You didnt know I was a wold but your scent was saying how horny I was making you. You wanted me.
*stops where he is and turns to Charles, cupping his cheeks in his hands*
I've forgiven you for this... but Charles... we hadnt even been on a proper date yet. We had lunch at the asylum. We hadnt even left the grounds together yet. I was flirting and a bit turned on. Probably would have put out on that first date, and i wouldnt go back and change it now... but my wolf turning was just as unwanted and terrifying as my vampire one.
I was 32. Human. Just found out about werewolves two months before. Its you I wanted. Always been you. The rest just... happened.
...Regardless... I made sure to take care of you especially when I changed you.
We fidnt talk for a month after... I quit and left the asylum.
After that. Besides... you couldn't stay away forever.
There were two things I chose, to Mate with you and to marry you, once I knew you.
Why did you bring me here?
I couldnt stand the idea that I was free and you werent. I told you that.
But why even care? You were done with me.
Are you going off the laat phone call I made to you? We were reconciling then I did a random 180 and called you and broke it off. Cant think of ANY reason that would be? Nothing that I threw a fit about when I saw you at the asylum a week later?
Or is it because I said I wouldnt see you ever again after the last time we spoke? When I clearly asked for the weapon to off myself?
....
Im not a psychiatrist, but all this vampire stuff has to be you acting out.
Oh my fucking god. How are you so smart and ao stupid!?
I didnt choose to be a vampire. Still hate it.
When I called you originally I was going to ask you to come to me at the asylum then I realized it would be selfish to trap you too so instead I ran you off.
And the last time we spoke I asked you for the gun from the safe to kill myself. Because I hate being this, hate being without you, and hate being trapped.
Yeah, I figured what the gun was for and no, I'll still never give it to you.
And not just being one, you ran off with one. You chose to be with one.
I cheated with him... was forcibly changed. You took me back and I chose you. I was reconciling with you. I didnt want to run off with him. He was never intended to be more than a good time.
Then Trainer fucking trapped me in the asylum. So I pushed you away. *lets go of him and turns to keep walking for the cabin*
I never ran off with him.
*rolls his eyes with that last part before following him again*
I moved in with him because Beau broke our mate bond and you started acting like you hated me. I thought you hated me. *starts down a more defined path, the cabin in sight*
We already talked about that.
So that means I cant do anything to fix pur marriage and you dont want to, from what im gathering.
Thats absolutely not what I said at all.
We just... I feel so helpless. Then again... you probably do too.
I dont know how helplessness equates to me saying I gave up. And im talking about now, not then.
*in full wolf form, about a story tall, walking the perimeter of the asylum*
*has growled at and snapped at others getting near him or that happen to be in his way*
*has been doing so for almost a day at this point*
@charlesmars
*he starts to lower his hands as he watches him, looking like he is about to be sick woth nerves*
Y-yes...
*a slight sob, overwhelmed suddenly*
W-why?
It... I... just... *breaths hitch* I just wanted you to know you had the option to leave if you wanted it. I know being with me is the last thing you want but... I thought you would want to have a choice again. To be there or not. You can be either anytime you want now. Here with me or there.
I just couldn't stand the idea of you being stuck there.
*a slight sob, trying not to break down*
...So... either im stuck in the worst place imaginable for myself.... or im forced to be with you...
I fucking guess? Youre the one who went back into the barrier after getting out.
*sighs* Im sorry I shouldn't have said that, you didnt know Aaron closed it.
*shakes his head and starts toward him with purpose*
Please dont start yelling again. *lifts his hands slightly*
*grabs his face and kisses him hard*
*a small gasp, his hands on Charles' stomach as he thought this was something else*
*his eyes flutter shut but he doesnt relax to the kiss just yet*
*pulls back, still holding his face*
*suddenly takes a hand and slaps him in the face*
Thats for assuming id be okay with any of this.
*he flinches and closes his eyes to the hit, nodding slightly*
And you still smell. *a huff* But.... Ill admit... I've really missed you lately.
*his lips tremble and he wipes the rain from his own eyes* Thats... thats why I chose a spot that was raining.... to cover the smell.
Didn't work.... now you smell like wet vampire... *a slight chuckle* I must smell like wet dog... *sniffles*
*sniffs too and wipes his eyes furiously but also chuckles* Yeah... you do.
Dammit.... why... why did you let him change you?!
*looks up and raises his eyebrows* Let? Why did I let...?
*a bitter laugh* Do you think it was John?
Who the fuck else were you fucking?
*actually lightly pushes Charles hands off himself and takes one step back shaking his head*
*just watches him, not sure why hes so pissed suddenly*
Who the fuck turned you into a vampire, Richard?
Demetri... the conclave... to baby trap John. They... uh... he had me for a few days as a human.... convinced John to join him then... turned me so he wouldnt change his mind.
You knew not to run around with vampires. They manipulate, force others to join them...Given the chance they would kill the packs around here. They'd kill me!
*looks up at him* Do you think I would kill you? Am I manipulative? Force others to join me? Just innately? No... john was human when I was sleeping with him. Hes a victim of Demetri and Jasper as I am.
...Jasper? Did you just say Jasper?
Yes. Yes, the one who forced himself on John. *his eyes widen, this wasnt his to tell*
Holy shit. He hasn't turned anyone since... *puts a hand on his forehead, looking intensly worried* Richard, he... they... you could die... so easily...
Yeah.... *his voice breaks* Yeah... I fucked everything up and ended up turned into this and sired to Jasper fucking Silence and if the Conclave finds out I didnt actually die they will torture and slaughter John and come for me... Im so fucking sorry. *sobs*
*he just stares at him now in disbelief and shock*
*after a moment like this he seems to shake this off and lifts his arm to point*
There's a cabin that hikers use for emergencies just up this ridge.
*he has a hard time breaking his shock* I... okay.... *hard swallow*
I didnt... I dont... *huffs and starts to walk that way*
*a couple seconds more before he starts to follow him*
I didnt bring you here to... vent to or whatever I just... I dont want you thinking that. Im okay.
We will have to talk about all of this sooner or later.
Im not making you deal with Vampire politics...
Thank god.
Yep... though.... ah nevermind...
Yeah, not interested.
You know you turned me against my will too. Ive forgiven that, you were young. Back there was just the third time youve kind of blamed me for my assault when, yeah, vampires cant be trusted, but you couldnt be either.
*his account skewed by his lust for him at the time* You wanted to be turned, you even were flirting with me. I wasnt going to ignore that.
You cornered me after one of our shifts and I climbed on an exam table to get away from you. I didnt even know you were a wolf yet. You turned in front of me the first time then.
You didnt know I was a wold but your scent was saying how horny I was making you. You wanted me.
*stops where he is and turns to Charles, cupping his cheeks in his hands*
I've forgiven you for this... but Charles... we hadnt even been on a proper date yet. We had lunch at the asylum. We hadnt even left the grounds together yet. I was flirting and a bit turned on. Probably would have put out on that first date, and i wouldnt go back and change it now... but my wolf turning was just as unwanted and terrifying as my vampire one.
I was 32. Human. Just found out about werewolves two months before. Its you I wanted. Always been you. The rest just... happened.
...Regardless... I made sure to take care of you especially when I changed you.
We fidnt talk for a month after... I quit and left the asylum.
After that. Besides... you couldn't stay away forever.
There were two things I chose, to Mate with you and to marry you, once I knew you.
Why did you bring me here?
I couldnt stand the idea that I was free and you werent. I told you that.
But why even care? You were done with me.
Are you going off the laat phone call I made to you? We were reconciling then I did a random 180 and called you and broke it off. Cant think of ANY reason that would be? Nothing that I threw a fit about when I saw you at the asylum a week later?
Or is it because I said I wouldnt see you ever again after the last time we spoke? When I clearly asked for the weapon to off myself?
....
Im not a psychiatrist, but all this vampire stuff has to be you acting out.
Oh my fucking god. How are you so smart and ao stupid!?
I didnt choose to be a vampire. Still hate it.
When I called you originally I was going to ask you to come to me at the asylum then I realized it would be selfish to trap you too so instead I ran you off.
And the last time we spoke I asked you for the gun from the safe to kill myself. Because I hate being this, hate being without you, and hate being trapped.
Yeah, I figured what the gun was for and no, I'll still never give it to you.
And not just being one, you ran off with one. You chose to be with one.
I cheated with him... was forcibly changed. You took me back and I chose you. I was reconciling with you. I didnt want to run off with him. He was never intended to be more than a good time.
Then Trainer fucking trapped me in the asylum. So I pushed you away. *lets go of him and turns to keep walking for the cabin*
I never ran off with him.
*rolls his eyes with that last part before following him again*
I moved in with him because Beau broke our mate bond and you started acting like you hated me. I thought you hated me. *starts down a more defined path, the cabin in sight*
We already talked about that.
So that means I cant do anything to fix pur marriage and you dont want to, from what im gathering.
Thats absolutely not what I said at all.
*in full wolf form, about a story tall, walking the perimeter of the asylum*
*has growled at and snapped at others getting near him or that happen to be in his way*
*has been doing so for almost a day at this point*
@charlesmars
*he starts to lower his hands as he watches him, looking like he is about to be sick woth nerves*
Y-yes...
*a slight sob, overwhelmed suddenly*
W-why?
It... I... just... *breaths hitch* I just wanted you to know you had the option to leave if you wanted it. I know being with me is the last thing you want but... I thought you would want to have a choice again. To be there or not. You can be either anytime you want now. Here with me or there.
I just couldn't stand the idea of you being stuck there.
*a slight sob, trying not to break down*
...So... either im stuck in the worst place imaginable for myself.... or im forced to be with you...
I fucking guess? Youre the one who went back into the barrier after getting out.
*sighs* Im sorry I shouldn't have said that, you didnt know Aaron closed it.
*shakes his head and starts toward him with purpose*
Please dont start yelling again. *lifts his hands slightly*
*grabs his face and kisses him hard*
*a small gasp, his hands on Charles' stomach as he thought this was something else*
*his eyes flutter shut but he doesnt relax to the kiss just yet*
*pulls back, still holding his face*
*suddenly takes a hand and slaps him in the face*
Thats for assuming id be okay with any of this.
*he flinches and closes his eyes to the hit, nodding slightly*
And you still smell. *a huff* But.... Ill admit... I've really missed you lately.
*his lips tremble and he wipes the rain from his own eyes* Thats... thats why I chose a spot that was raining.... to cover the smell.
Didn't work.... now you smell like wet vampire... *a slight chuckle* I must smell like wet dog... *sniffles*
*sniffs too and wipes his eyes furiously but also chuckles* Yeah... you do.
Dammit.... why... why did you let him change you?!
*looks up and raises his eyebrows* Let? Why did I let...?
*a bitter laugh* Do you think it was John?
Who the fuck else were you fucking?
*actually lightly pushes Charles hands off himself and takes one step back shaking his head*
*just watches him, not sure why hes so pissed suddenly*
Who the fuck turned you into a vampire, Richard?
Demetri... the conclave... to baby trap John. They... uh... he had me for a few days as a human.... convinced John to join him then... turned me so he wouldnt change his mind.
You knew not to run around with vampires. They manipulate, force others to join them...Given the chance they would kill the packs around here. They'd kill me!
*looks up at him* Do you think I would kill you? Am I manipulative? Force others to join me? Just innately? No... john was human when I was sleeping with him. Hes a victim of Demetri and Jasper as I am.
...Jasper? Did you just say Jasper?
Yes. Yes, the one who forced himself on John. *his eyes widen, this wasnt his to tell*
Holy shit. He hasn't turned anyone since... *puts a hand on his forehead, looking intensly worried* Richard, he... they... you could die... so easily...
Yeah.... *his voice breaks* Yeah... I fucked everything up and ended up turned into this and sired to Jasper fucking Silence and if the Conclave finds out I didnt actually die they will torture and slaughter John and come for me... Im so fucking sorry. *sobs*
*he just stares at him now in disbelief and shock*
*after a moment like this he seems to shake this off and lifts his arm to point*
There's a cabin that hikers use for emergencies just up this ridge.
*he has a hard time breaking his shock* I... okay.... *hard swallow*
I didnt... I dont... *huffs and starts to walk that way*
*a couple seconds more before he starts to follow him*
I didnt bring you here to... vent to or whatever I just... I dont want you thinking that. Im okay.
We will have to talk about all of this sooner or later.
Im not making you deal with Vampire politics...
Thank god.
Yep... though.... ah nevermind...
Yeah, not interested.
You know you turned me against my will too. Ive forgiven that, you were young. Back there was just the third time youve kind of blamed me for my assault when, yeah, vampires cant be trusted, but you couldnt be either.
*his account skewed by his lust for him at the time* You wanted to be turned, you even were flirting with me. I wasnt going to ignore that.
You cornered me after one of our shifts and I climbed on an exam table to get away from you. I didnt even know you were a wolf yet. You turned in front of me the first time then.
You didnt know I was a wold but your scent was saying how horny I was making you. You wanted me.
*stops where he is and turns to Charles, cupping his cheeks in his hands*
I've forgiven you for this... but Charles... we hadnt even been on a proper date yet. We had lunch at the asylum. We hadnt even left the grounds together yet. I was flirting and a bit turned on. Probably would have put out on that first date, and i wouldnt go back and change it now... but my wolf turning was just as unwanted and terrifying as my vampire one.
I was 32. Human. Just found out about werewolves two months before. Its you I wanted. Always been you. The rest just... happened.
...Regardless... I made sure to take care of you especially when I changed you.
We fidnt talk for a month after... I quit and left the asylum.
After that. Besides... you couldn't stay away forever.
There were two things I chose, to Mate with you and to marry you, once I knew you.
Why did you bring me here?
I couldnt stand the idea that I was free and you werent. I told you that.
But why even care? You were done with me.
Are you going off the laat phone call I made to you? We were reconciling then I did a random 180 and called you and broke it off. Cant think of ANY reason that would be? Nothing that I threw a fit about when I saw you at the asylum a week later?
Or is it because I said I wouldnt see you ever again after the last time we spoke? When I clearly asked for the weapon to off myself?
....
Im not a psychiatrist, but all this vampire stuff has to be you acting out.
Oh my fucking god. How are you so smart and ao stupid!?
I didnt choose to be a vampire. Still hate it.
When I called you originally I was going to ask you to come to me at the asylum then I realized it would be selfish to trap you too so instead I ran you off.
And the last time we spoke I asked you for the gun from the safe to kill myself. Because I hate being this, hate being without you, and hate being trapped.
Yeah, I figured what the gun was for and no, I'll still never give it to you.
And not just being one, you ran off with one. You chose to be with one.
I cheated with him... was forcibly changed. You took me back and I chose you. I was reconciling with you. I didnt want to run off with him. He was never intended to be more than a good time.
Then Trainer fucking trapped me in the asylum. So I pushed you away. *lets go of him and turns to keep walking for the cabin*
I never ran off with him.
*rolls his eyes with that last part before following him again*
I moved in with him because Beau broke our mate bond and you started acting like you hated me. I thought you hated me. *starts down a more defined path, the cabin in sight*
We already talked about that.
*in full wolf form, about a story tall, walking the perimeter of the asylum*
*has growled at and snapped at others getting near him or that happen to be in his way*
*has been doing so for almost a day at this point*
@charlesmars
*he starts to lower his hands as he watches him, looking like he is about to be sick woth nerves*
Y-yes...
*a slight sob, overwhelmed suddenly*
W-why?
It... I... just... *breaths hitch* I just wanted you to know you had the option to leave if you wanted it. I know being with me is the last thing you want but... I thought you would want to have a choice again. To be there or not. You can be either anytime you want now. Here with me or there.
I just couldn't stand the idea of you being stuck there.
*a slight sob, trying not to break down*
...So... either im stuck in the worst place imaginable for myself.... or im forced to be with you...
I fucking guess? Youre the one who went back into the barrier after getting out.
*sighs* Im sorry I shouldn't have said that, you didnt know Aaron closed it.
*shakes his head and starts toward him with purpose*
Please dont start yelling again. *lifts his hands slightly*
*grabs his face and kisses him hard*
*a small gasp, his hands on Charles' stomach as he thought this was something else*
*his eyes flutter shut but he doesnt relax to the kiss just yet*
*pulls back, still holding his face*
*suddenly takes a hand and slaps him in the face*
Thats for assuming id be okay with any of this.
*he flinches and closes his eyes to the hit, nodding slightly*
And you still smell. *a huff* But.... Ill admit... I've really missed you lately.
*his lips tremble and he wipes the rain from his own eyes* Thats... thats why I chose a spot that was raining.... to cover the smell.
Didn't work.... now you smell like wet vampire... *a slight chuckle* I must smell like wet dog... *sniffles*
*sniffs too and wipes his eyes furiously but also chuckles* Yeah... you do.
Dammit.... why... why did you let him change you?!
*looks up and raises his eyebrows* Let? Why did I let...?
*a bitter laugh* Do you think it was John?
Who the fuck else were you fucking?
*actually lightly pushes Charles hands off himself and takes one step back shaking his head*
*just watches him, not sure why hes so pissed suddenly*
Who the fuck turned you into a vampire, Richard?
Demetri... the conclave... to baby trap John. They... uh... he had me for a few days as a human.... convinced John to join him then... turned me so he wouldnt change his mind.
You knew not to run around with vampires. They manipulate, force others to join them...Given the chance they would kill the packs around here. They'd kill me!
*looks up at him* Do you think I would kill you? Am I manipulative? Force others to join me? Just innately? No... john was human when I was sleeping with him. Hes a victim of Demetri and Jasper as I am.
...Jasper? Did you just say Jasper?
Yes. Yes, the one who forced himself on John. *his eyes widen, this wasnt his to tell*
Holy shit. He hasn't turned anyone since... *puts a hand on his forehead, looking intensly worried* Richard, he... they... you could die... so easily...
Yeah.... *his voice breaks* Yeah... I fucked everything up and ended up turned into this and sired to Jasper fucking Silence and if the Conclave finds out I didnt actually die they will torture and slaughter John and come for me... Im so fucking sorry. *sobs*
*he just stares at him now in disbelief and shock*
*after a moment like this he seems to shake this off and lifts his arm to point*
There's a cabin that hikers use for emergencies just up this ridge.
*he has a hard time breaking his shock* I... okay.... *hard swallow*
I didnt... I dont... *huffs and starts to walk that way*
*a couple seconds more before he starts to follow him*
I didnt bring you here to... vent to or whatever I just... I dont want you thinking that. Im okay.
We will have to talk about all of this sooner or later.
Im not making you deal with Vampire politics...
Thank god.
Yep... though.... ah nevermind...
Yeah, not interested.
You know you turned me against my will too. Ive forgiven that, you were young. Back there was just the third time youve kind of blamed me for my assault when, yeah, vampires cant be trusted, but you couldnt be either.
*his account skewed by his lust for him at the time* You wanted to be turned, you even were flirting with me. I wasnt going to ignore that.
You cornered me after one of our shifts and I climbed on an exam table to get away from you. I didnt even know you were a wolf yet. You turned in front of me the first time then.
You didnt know I was a wold but your scent was saying how horny I was making you. You wanted me.
*stops where he is and turns to Charles, cupping his cheeks in his hands*
I've forgiven you for this... but Charles... we hadnt even been on a proper date yet. We had lunch at the asylum. We hadnt even left the grounds together yet. I was flirting and a bit turned on. Probably would have put out on that first date, and i wouldnt go back and change it now... but my wolf turning was just as unwanted and terrifying as my vampire one.
I was 32. Human. Just found out about werewolves two months before. Its you I wanted. Always been you. The rest just... happened.
...Regardless... I made sure to take care of you especially when I changed you.
We fidnt talk for a month after... I quit and left the asylum.
After that. Besides... you couldn't stay away forever.
There were two things I chose, to Mate with you and to marry you, once I knew you.
Why did you bring me here?
I couldnt stand the idea that I was free and you werent. I told you that.
But why even care? You were done with me.
Are you going off the laat phone call I made to you? We were reconciling then I did a random 180 and called you and broke it off. Cant think of ANY reason that would be? Nothing that I threw a fit about when I saw you at the asylum a week later?
Or is it because I said I wouldnt see you ever again after the last time we spoke? When I clearly asked for the weapon to off myself?
....
Im not a psychiatrist, but all this vampire stuff has to be you acting out.
Oh my fucking god. How are you so smart and ao stupid!?
I didnt choose to be a vampire. Still hate it.
When I called you originally I was going to ask you to come to me at the asylum then I realized it would be selfish to trap you too so instead I ran you off.
And the last time we spoke I asked you for the gun from the safe to kill myself. Because I hate being this, hate being without you, and hate being trapped.
Yeah, I figured what the gun was for and no, I'll still never give it to you.
And not just being one, you ran off with one. You chose to be with one.
I cheated with him... was forcibly changed. You took me back and I chose you. I was reconciling with you. I didnt want to run off with him. He was never intended to be more than a good time.
Then Trainer fucking trapped me in the asylum. So I pushed you away. *lets go of him and turns to keep walking for the cabin*
I never ran off with him.
*rolls his eyes with that last part before following him again*
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*in full wolf form, about a story tall, walking the perimeter of the asylum*
*has growled at and snapped at others getting near him or that happen to be in his way*
*has been doing so for almost a day at this point*
@charlesmars
*he starts to lower his hands as he watches him, looking like he is about to be sick woth nerves*
Y-yes...
*a slight sob, overwhelmed suddenly*
W-why?
It... I... just... *breaths hitch* I just wanted you to know you had the option to leave if you wanted it. I know being with me is the last thing you want but... I thought you would want to have a choice again. To be there or not. You can be either anytime you want now. Here with me or there.
I just couldn't stand the idea of you being stuck there.
*a slight sob, trying not to break down*
...So... either im stuck in the worst place imaginable for myself.... or im forced to be with you...
I fucking guess? Youre the one who went back into the barrier after getting out.
*sighs* Im sorry I shouldn't have said that, you didnt know Aaron closed it.
*shakes his head and starts toward him with purpose*
Please dont start yelling again. *lifts his hands slightly*
*grabs his face and kisses him hard*
*a small gasp, his hands on Charles' stomach as he thought this was something else*
*his eyes flutter shut but he doesnt relax to the kiss just yet*
*pulls back, still holding his face*
*suddenly takes a hand and slaps him in the face*
Thats for assuming id be okay with any of this.
*he flinches and closes his eyes to the hit, nodding slightly*
And you still smell. *a huff* But.... Ill admit... I've really missed you lately.
*his lips tremble and he wipes the rain from his own eyes* Thats... thats why I chose a spot that was raining.... to cover the smell.
Didn't work.... now you smell like wet vampire... *a slight chuckle* I must smell like wet dog... *sniffles*
*sniffs too and wipes his eyes furiously but also chuckles* Yeah... you do.
Dammit.... why... why did you let him change you?!
*looks up and raises his eyebrows* Let? Why did I let...?
*a bitter laugh* Do you think it was John?
Who the fuck else were you fucking?
*actually lightly pushes Charles hands off himself and takes one step back shaking his head*
*just watches him, not sure why hes so pissed suddenly*
Who the fuck turned you into a vampire, Richard?
Demetri... the conclave... to baby trap John. They... uh... he had me for a few days as a human.... convinced John to join him then... turned me so he wouldnt change his mind.
You knew not to run around with vampires. They manipulate, force others to join them...Given the chance they would kill the packs around here. They'd kill me!
*looks up at him* Do you think I would kill you? Am I manipulative? Force others to join me? Just innately? No... john was human when I was sleeping with him. Hes a victim of Demetri and Jasper as I am.
...Jasper? Did you just say Jasper?
Yes. Yes, the one who forced himself on John. *his eyes widen, this wasnt his to tell*
Holy shit. He hasn't turned anyone since... *puts a hand on his forehead, looking intensly worried* Richard, he... they... you could die... so easily...
Yeah.... *his voice breaks* Yeah... I fucked everything up and ended up turned into this and sired to Jasper fucking Silence and if the Conclave finds out I didnt actually die they will torture and slaughter John and come for me... Im so fucking sorry. *sobs*
*he just stares at him now in disbelief and shock*
*after a moment like this he seems to shake this off and lifts his arm to point*
There's a cabin that hikers use for emergencies just up this ridge.
*he has a hard time breaking his shock* I... okay.... *hard swallow*
I didnt... I dont... *huffs and starts to walk that way*
*a couple seconds more before he starts to follow him*
I didnt bring you here to... vent to or whatever I just... I dont want you thinking that. Im okay.
We will have to talk about all of this sooner or later.
Im not making you deal with Vampire politics...
Thank god.
Yep... though.... ah nevermind...
Yeah, not interested.
You know you turned me against my will too. Ive forgiven that, you were young. Back there was just the third time youve kind of blamed me for my assault when, yeah, vampires cant be trusted, but you couldnt be either.
*his account skewed by his lust for him at the time* You wanted to be turned, you even were flirting with me. I wasnt going to ignore that.
You cornered me after one of our shifts and I climbed on an exam table to get away from you. I didnt even know you were a wolf yet. You turned in front of me the first time then.
You didnt know I was a wold but your scent was saying how horny I was making you. You wanted me.
*stops where he is and turns to Charles, cupping his cheeks in his hands*
I've forgiven you for this... but Charles... we hadnt even been on a proper date yet. We had lunch at the asylum. We hadnt even left the grounds together yet. I was flirting and a bit turned on. Probably would have put out on that first date, and i wouldnt go back and change it now... but my wolf turning was just as unwanted and terrifying as my vampire one.
I was 32. Human. Just found out about werewolves two months before. Its you I wanted. Always been you. The rest just... happened.
...Regardless... I made sure to take care of you especially when I changed you.
We fidnt talk for a month after... I quit and left the asylum.
After that. Besides... you couldn't stay away forever.
There were two things I chose, to Mate with you and to marry you, once I knew you.
Why did you bring me here?
I couldnt stand the idea that I was free and you werent. I told you that.
But why even care? You were done with me.
Are you going off the laat phone call I made to you? We were reconciling then I did a random 180 and called you and broke it off. Cant think of ANY reason that would be? Nothing that I threw a fit about when I saw you at the asylum a week later?
Or is it because I said I wouldnt see you ever again after the last time we spoke? When I clearly asked for the weapon to off myself?
....
Im not a psychiatrist, but all this vampire stuff has to be you acting out.
Oh my fucking god. How are you so smart and ao stupid!?
I didnt choose to be a vampire. Still hate it.
When I called you originally I was going to ask you to come to me at the asylum then I realized it would be selfish to trap you too so instead I ran you off.
And the last time we spoke I asked you for the gun from the safe to kill myself. Because I hate being this, hate being without you, and hate being trapped.
Yeah, I figured what the gun was for and no, I'll still never give it to you.
And not just being one, you ran off with one. You chose to be with one.
*in full wolf form, about a story tall, walking the perimeter of the asylum*
*has growled at and snapped at others getting near him or that happen to be in his way*
*has been doing so for almost a day at this point*
@charlesmars
*he starts to lower his hands as he watches him, looking like he is about to be sick woth nerves*
Y-yes...
*a slight sob, overwhelmed suddenly*
W-why?
It... I... just... *breaths hitch* I just wanted you to know you had the option to leave if you wanted it. I know being with me is the last thing you want but... I thought you would want to have a choice again. To be there or not. You can be either anytime you want now. Here with me or there.
I just couldn't stand the idea of you being stuck there.
*a slight sob, trying not to break down*
...So... either im stuck in the worst place imaginable for myself.... or im forced to be with you...
I fucking guess? Youre the one who went back into the barrier after getting out.
*sighs* Im sorry I shouldn't have said that, you didnt know Aaron closed it.
*shakes his head and starts toward him with purpose*
Please dont start yelling again. *lifts his hands slightly*
*grabs his face and kisses him hard*
*a small gasp, his hands on Charles' stomach as he thought this was something else*
*his eyes flutter shut but he doesnt relax to the kiss just yet*
*pulls back, still holding his face*
*suddenly takes a hand and slaps him in the face*
Thats for assuming id be okay with any of this.
*he flinches and closes his eyes to the hit, nodding slightly*
And you still smell. *a huff* But.... Ill admit... I've really missed you lately.
*his lips tremble and he wipes the rain from his own eyes* Thats... thats why I chose a spot that was raining.... to cover the smell.
Didn't work.... now you smell like wet vampire... *a slight chuckle* I must smell like wet dog... *sniffles*
*sniffs too and wipes his eyes furiously but also chuckles* Yeah... you do.
Dammit.... why... why did you let him change you?!
*looks up and raises his eyebrows* Let? Why did I let...?
*a bitter laugh* Do you think it was John?
Who the fuck else were you fucking?
*actually lightly pushes Charles hands off himself and takes one step back shaking his head*
*just watches him, not sure why hes so pissed suddenly*
Who the fuck turned you into a vampire, Richard?
Demetri... the conclave... to baby trap John. They... uh... he had me for a few days as a human.... convinced John to join him then... turned me so he wouldnt change his mind.
You knew not to run around with vampires. They manipulate, force others to join them...Given the chance they would kill the packs around here. They'd kill me!
*looks up at him* Do you think I would kill you? Am I manipulative? Force others to join me? Just innately? No... john was human when I was sleeping with him. Hes a victim of Demetri and Jasper as I am.
...Jasper? Did you just say Jasper?
Yes. Yes, the one who forced himself on John. *his eyes widen, this wasnt his to tell*
Holy shit. He hasn't turned anyone since... *puts a hand on his forehead, looking intensly worried* Richard, he... they... you could die... so easily...
Yeah.... *his voice breaks* Yeah... I fucked everything up and ended up turned into this and sired to Jasper fucking Silence and if the Conclave finds out I didnt actually die they will torture and slaughter John and come for me... Im so fucking sorry. *sobs*
*he just stares at him now in disbelief and shock*
*after a moment like this he seems to shake this off and lifts his arm to point*
There's a cabin that hikers use for emergencies just up this ridge.
*he has a hard time breaking his shock* I... okay.... *hard swallow*
I didnt... I dont... *huffs and starts to walk that way*
*a couple seconds more before he starts to follow him*
I didnt bring you here to... vent to or whatever I just... I dont want you thinking that. Im okay.
We will have to talk about all of this sooner or later.
Im not making you deal with Vampire politics...
Thank god.
Yep... though.... ah nevermind...
Yeah, not interested.
You know you turned me against my will too. Ive forgiven that, you were young. Back there was just the third time youve kind of blamed me for my assault when, yeah, vampires cant be trusted, but you couldnt be either.
*his account skewed by his lust for him at the time* You wanted to be turned, you even were flirting with me. I wasnt going to ignore that.
You cornered me after one of our shifts and I climbed on an exam table to get away from you. I didnt even know you were a wolf yet. You turned in front of me the first time then.
You didnt know I was a wold but your scent was saying how horny I was making you. You wanted me.
*stops where he is and turns to Charles, cupping his cheeks in his hands*
I've forgiven you for this... but Charles... we hadnt even been on a proper date yet. We had lunch at the asylum. We hadnt even left the grounds together yet. I was flirting and a bit turned on. Probably would have put out on that first date, and i wouldnt go back and change it now... but my wolf turning was just as unwanted and terrifying as my vampire one.
I was 32. Human. Just found out about werewolves two months before. Its you I wanted. Always been you. The rest just... happened.
...Regardless... I made sure to take care of you especially when I changed you.
We fidnt talk for a month after... I quit and left the asylum.
After that. Besides... you couldn't stay away forever.
There were two things I chose, to Mate with you and to marry you, once I knew you.
Why did you bring me here?
I couldnt stand the idea that I was free and you werent. I told you that.
But why even care? You were done with me.
Are you going off the laat phone call I made to you? We were reconciling then I did a random 180 and called you and broke it off. Cant think of ANY reason that would be? Nothing that I threw a fit about when I saw you at the asylum a week later?
Or is it because I said I wouldnt see you ever again after the last time we spoke? When I clearly asked for the weapon to off myself?
....
Im not a psychiatrist, but all this vampire stuff has to be you acting out.
