Hello, loves

I wonder what it’s like to be in a relationship with someone who isn’t a complete asshole to you and genuinely loves you the way you deserve ex. a romantic ass night for an anniversary or some shit idk.

Sometimes (pretty much all the time) I feel like my bf isn’t proud to be with me bc he never posts me on social media. I know that sounds so fucking stupid, but he used to post me not all the time but a lot before. Now that he takes photos of these wanna be “models” (HAHAHA) he doesn’t care to ever post me tbh that makes me feel hella self conscious bc it’s like hello I’m here don’t you want people to know YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND

I miss the talking/honeymoon phase like so much, it makes me sad sometimes tbh lmao

I swear all these girls that Craig does photo shoots with are so freaking pretty, skinny, don't really even have to try. Then there's me, a sack of potatoes lmao I hate it

When you feel like a big fat ugly turd and your boyfriend basically tells you to get over it then ignores you for the rest of the night like yes thank you so much that helps a lot thank you I am cured from ever feeling fat ugly and insecure ever again that helped so much 🙂