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Monday ok

Tuesday ok but a bit unmotivated

Wednesday better, incident, sad but ok since we talked about it.

Thrusday, ok first then panic attack in the morning, then unable to stop crying, 09.30 forest pause, instantly able to control emotions/tears/thoughts, able to think more positively but not long lasting

Saving this for sad times.

#officalgraduated

#manymanyyearslater

I host this Korean-Swedish study circle that I've been "maintaining" for about 3 going on 4 years. Our members have fluctuated a lot (cause we boring and don't know kpop) throughout this time except for my one and only solid member (this sweet girl I cannot connect with for whatever reason). Recently, this past summer and autumn, we've been getting more serious members (by that I mean people actually there to learn Korean, spouses and exchange students to-be ). As the group grows, it's harder cause I feel like I actively have to lead or else chaos... But I'm ok with that cause that's what I pay for (no, I actually pay for this). Problem is though, with new a m b i t i o u s members, you get those who are.. the kind who introduces themselves as "well my Korean name is".