Shadows&Scars

My biggest mistake was thinking that people care for me as much as I care for them.

the hardest pill i had to swallow this year was learning that no matter how good you could be to somebody, and no matter how much you love them, they can and will turn their backs on you. and there's absolutely nothing you can do but accept it and keep moving forward.

when the tough girl act wears off and i remember how much i hate meaningless connections, i hate getting my hopes up and being let down, i hate overthinking, i don't like overplaying my part, i hate the nonchalant act, i hate lies, and hate inconsistency

funny how you can lose everything and still be expected to show up like nothing’s missing.

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Whenever I miss you, I have to remind myself that you had a choice, and you didn't choose me.