Chaos is fundamental

Love this show!

My dad suffered from serious mental health issues in the latter part if his life after seperating from his partner of 20 years. My dad was troubled all his life, he had narcissistic trades that he flexed often, he was a chauvinistic man with muddled opinion of what a woman should be to him. But he was also brilliant, I miss those deep and meaningful conversations, exploring crazy ideas and never feeling the need to hide my often weird thought processes as his where so much alike. We discussed philosophy, physics, art, music and life. I miss him so much at times it hurts. Looking back and having been hinted that ADD might be reason for my brains constant buzzing I am sure he suffered from it as well. When his mental health went and he was admitted and medicated, he managed to wean himself off the meds and he produced some amazing art work. I miss him so much it hurts at times, miss being able to just verbalise my head and listen to his. I hope his brain is a rest now.

Tja, das passt

Some beautifully coloured flowers at work, decent coffee and homemade bread in the morning, most amazing poppies in the neighbours, mysterious wisteria at work and a butterfly having a break on my friends arm. Someone is telling us that there is intense beauty, peace and love in between all this shite. How amazing is that 😍 Hope remains 😍❤

Fortunate to experience this

Here he is again, we are lucky x

The stars, ...they follow