M.

it's so cold, i wanna cry, nothing's makinf sense anymirw, i hope i die

god i miss him, all i want to do is say good morning bby and ask him how he is doing

i wanted to hold his hands, they're so pretty

i wanted to be his baby, id have done anything for him, idc if it sounds like a hyperbole

it hurts but i kinda hope there doesn't come a day when i dont miss him like this, why would i want to stop loving him, he's so pretty, i wish i could tell him that all the time, i love him a lot.

i wish i knew how to fix this

does he really not miss me at all

rona aa rha hai

why did he leave me i miss him a lot

i am so tired of people wanting me to do what they want, i wish everyone would just leave me alone, i hope i sleep, never to wake up again, im so tired, please, leave me alone

i don't even know which version of me was more pathetic, one one 2-3 years ago who posted all that on tumblr or the one right now who's madly in love w that guy and crying and panicking and missing him fuck skjwkodkwjdjsw WHY DID HE HAD TO DO NE LIKE THAT

the way i only come here when a guy knowingly or unknowingly breaks the shit out of heart says a lot

it's the first day in 10 months when I didn't message you, you didn't either, u said you'll try for 2-3 days if we ever stopped talking but u didn't even try, meh, i miss you, a lot, i wish u understood, i love you so much, you are my baby, my forever baby :( i hope ur doing well, i hate not being able to text you, i can, but it hurts a lot, i wish i was more strong, i wish u were more understanding, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you so much, i want you to miss me too

kms

i saw a snap and instantly thought to myself did i really fell in love w this guy?😭

damn this shit sucks

it really hurts