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Itâs quiet apart from the whirring monitors and the click of a lock behind her. Itâs quiet apart from the blood rushing to her head and her breath rattling in her chest and the press of a button underneath the desk when Lena moves her left hand back, so familiar with the placement that she doesnât even need to look.Â
Kara doesnât know what she looks like in this moment. She doesnât know if itâs the fear or desperation or disbelief that plays across her face first. She doesnât know anything past the voice in her head thatâs still in denial and battling with the knowledge that she should have considered this.
Lena takes one step forward, then another, crowding into her space. A delicate hand comes to rest on her cheek and Kara looks into her eyes, piercing and emerald green. And she listens closely when she tuts, when her lips curl into a devilish smirk and she says, âCome now, darling, did you truly never see this coming?â
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Andrea stared at the coin in her hand, trying to fight back the overwhelming nausea that kept calling for her to throw up a third time that night. Russell was⌠kind. Sweet. He didnât deserve to be put at risk just for dating someone like her.
A murderer.
Andrea brushed back her hair, trying to push the thoughts from her mind. She could still hear it, the sharp pop of the governorâs neck as she twisted it. She could feel his last breath as it exited his body. Tom Harper was dead, and his blood was on her hands.
After years of believing that she had left Leviathan behind⌠they had called upon her. And now she knew that she would never escape. Perhaps they would not summon her often, but she knew she would never know peace again.
Breaking up with Russell was the easy part. Living with herself⌠was another thing entirely.
Alex pushes back on Karaâs shoulders, stopping her from trying to sit up and get out of bed for at least the sixth time in less than two hours. âSheâs got a lot on her plate and I think she needs some time to come to terms with everything.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âShe sat by your side for five days straight, Kara. She spent most of that time doing nothing but worrying about you and hasnât taken the time to properly process what happened with and to Lex. Her brother just died and that will impact her life massively.â
Kara closes her eyes, trying to get the image of Lexâs corpse out of her mind. âYeah. Thatâs a lot. Is she mad at me?â
Alex looks down at her sisterâs panic-stricken face. âNo, no, of course not. She understands, and she actually told Kelly that sheâs grateful it wasnât her that did it, even if she hates that you now have to carry that burden.â
âSo sheâll be back?â
âIâm sure she will be,â Alex confirms. âIâll text her soon and see if she has an approximate time, but hopefully sheâs decided to get some proper sleep in her own bed. Sheâs been pushing herself to the limit to be with you while you were unconscious. I think itâs probably all just caught up with her now.â
Kara nods slowly. âI get it. I still wish she was here, but she should look after herself.â
âItâs ok to want that, Kara. Thereâs no shame in wanting things. Itâs only when you push someone elseâs feelings aside for your own that youâre being selfish. Hell, sometimes we deserve to be selfish. As much as I want to push you to do that right now, Lena needs some time. She really does.â
âOkâŚjust,â Kara pauses momentarily, trying to find a nice way to word her next sentence. âCan you keep everyone away from me for a while?â
âEveryone or Mon-El?â Alex raises her eyebrow at her little sister.
âBoth. I donât want to deal with Mon-El right now and I donât want to be interrogated by Winn either. I just want to rest for a while and try to wrap my head around everything.â
Alex squeezes her hand softly. âOk, I can do that. Iâll tell everyone youâve gone back to sleep. You should actually do that.â
Shaking her head, Kara snuggles into her pillow. âI donât know if I can do that. Iâm pretty achy and my mind is just everywhere. âI might read for a while. Can I borrow your tablet?â
Alex grabs it and swipes away all her open windows before handing it over. âIâll leave you to it because youâre obviously not ready to talk yet and Iâd be wasting my breath trying to get you to. Shout me if you feel weird. Weâre pretty sure the kryptonite is all out of your system, but youâre not fully healed yet. Itâs important you do.â
âI will, I promise.â
âGood. Now, Iâm going to go and entertain everyone so they stay out of your hair. You owe me one.â
âI think I owe you more than one.â Kara smiles at her softly. âThanks for taking such good care of me.â
âAlways,â Alex promises, backing out of the med bay.
âOh, and Alex?â
âYes, Kara?â Alex sighs fondly.
Kara clutches the tablet to her chest as she peers over at her sister, her hair falling in her eyes and blocking her vision somewhat. âAre Sam and Jack coming?â
Alex shrugs. âI donât know, why?â
âLena should have her friends here to support her. Especially now. I know Sam works at Luthor Corp, so thereâs probably a huge mess for her to clean up now Lex is gone, but surely at least Jack can come?â
âIâll give them a call.â
âThank you.â
âNow rest.â
âOk,â Kara replies softly as Alex finally retreats out of the room.
With her sister gone, Kara leans back, not even turning on the tablet in her grasp, too preoccupied thinking about the mess Lena has to deal with now. Between Lexâs death, the destruction of the city, the deaths of all the civilians and dealing with Luthor Corp, Lenaâs plate is so full itâs overflowing. She just hopes Lena will let her be there for her through it all.
-
Lena pulls the duvet around herself more firmly, then takes a moment to flick her damp hair out of her face. The shower was nice, but trying to reach over her shoulder to coat her healing wounds with anti-septic cream afterwards wasnât. Itâs done now though, even if it did wear her out. She really wants to be back at Karaâs side, but now that she knows sheâs awake, she doesnât feel as panicked. Thereâs not the same pit in her stomach or the little voice in her head telling her that Kara might not wake up. She just feels lighter. Lighter but tired.
She knew as soon as she made it back home that she would end up in bed for a while before going back to the Tower. She just needs a breather. It doesnât help that she knows that when she does go back, she has to fight against Karaâs ex, who apparently hates her. The revelation that Kara once bitched about her family is neither here nor there. She couldnât care less really. After all, who hasnât bitched about her family at this point? What bothers her is that Karaâs ex decided it was alright to try and start a fight over Karaâs bed right after she just woke up from a five-day coma. That she canât overlook.
Personally, sheâs got nothing against the guy. He can say or think whatever he wants about her. What he canât do is make Karaâs life harder or make her uncomfortable in any way. Who even comes to visit their ex after a near-death experience anyway? Someone who wants to worm their way back into her life, thatâs who. Like hell is Lena going to sit back and let that happen. They might not have had the chance to make it official yet, but sheâs pretty damn sure theyâre at least seventy percent of the way there.
Allowing her eyes to droop closed without resisting the urge to sleep for the first time in days is a kind of bliss Lena canât describe. Itâs been long awaited just as much as she dreaded it. She doesnât get to enjoy it for long though because she barely lasts five minutes before sheâs off into the dream world.
Her mistake comes with not silencing her phone before going to bed. She should know by now that if Sam and Jack can make her life worse in any way, theyâll do it.
âWhat do you want?â A groggy Lena answers her phone, pissed that sheâs barely slept at all and sheâs already been awoken.
âThatâs not very nice.â
âWhatâs not very nice is being awake for almost five days straight with only crappy naps between. I just got to sleep. Iâll call you back when I wake up again. Good night.â
âOh no, the fuck you donât.â Sam harshens her voice. âAs much as I hate that youâve barely slept, this is important.â
Lena huffs and rolls onto her back, kicking her legs against her mattress like a stroppy teen. âBut SamâŚâ She whines.
âNo, this has to do with Luthor Corp. Lexâs death certificate has been filed now. That means that legally, the company is now yours. You just have to come and sign on the dotted line. Youâll have to come to Metropolis though.â
âAnd you couldnât have waited a little longer for me to sleep before asking me to come to another city in the midst of nobody being able to get anywhere due to the fact that National Cityâs airport literally got flattened by the weird-ass leg of Lexâs spider ship?â
Sam clicks her tongue and sighs down the line at her. âLena, I appreciate that youâre not having a good time right now, especially knowing your brother is dead. I know you cared for him even after everything. Iâm sorry for that. Iâve bought you as much time as I could with Luthor Corp, but thereâs already talks of your mother trying to find a way to get her hands on the company.â
âLet her have it, Sam. I donât want it.â
âI know you donât, but you canât let your mother have that power. Sheâs just as bad as Lex was, and look at what he did.â
Sam can practically hear Lenaâs brain whirring down the phone.
âI just donât know if I can do it, Sam?â
âNot even just for as long as it would take for you to find someone you trust to run it?â
âI trust you.â
âI canât run it, you know that. I have Ruby.â
Lena sits up with a frown, propping her pillow up behind her haphazardly. âI know. I justâŚI donât know how to run a company. I can build things, I can fix things, I can give a mean right hook. I donât know how to run a company.â
Lena can hear the shuffle through the line as Sam shrugs. âThatâs why youâll have help. I know youâve got a damn good team on your side back in National City, but youâve also got a pretty good one here too. Iâm with you, Jack is with you, and youâve got a whole team of literal superheroes with you. You can change the world for the better now, Lena. Donât waste your shot.â
Thereâs a brief silence on the line.
âOk, fine. Iâll figure out how to get to Metropolis as soon as possible.â
âIâd say just use Super-air. I can say first-hand that she offers a first-class experience.â
Lena clears her throat. âIâll ask Jâonn. SheâsâŚâ
âHow bad?â
âPretty bad. She only just woke up.â
âIâm sorry.â
âMe too.â Lena sniffs quietly. âIâll text you when Iâm leaving.â
âGood. I love you.â
âLove you too, Sammy.â
-
Lena rubs her eyes, still awfully tired but feeling at least a little better compared to when she went to sleep.
Grabbing her phone, she sees that she managed to get almost six hours of rest, and thatâs much more than she was expecting, so she is happy with that. She just has to get through her list of things to do thatâs a mile long.
She squints at her notifications and sees that she has a handful of texts to answer, most of them from the Superfriends just checking in with a couple from Jack too, telling her that if she doesnât let him know when sheâs in town so they can get drunk together, heâll throw a hissy fit.
Alexâs text sits right on top, so she figures she can answer her and sheâll let the others know. Jack takes days to answer texts so he canât say anything about a bit of tardiness in responding. She can handle him later.
She drags herself out of bed, stretching out her stiff back and dripping her jaw to let out a yawn that makes her jaw crack. âOk, so I just have to make sure Kara is alright, potentially fight her ex and take over an entire company before coming up with a way to help rebuild the city. Thatâs only four things. Thatâs not too bad.â Staring at her reflection in her bathroom mirror, she sighs. âWho am I kidding? This is going to be hell.â
Lena rolls her shoulders, trying to get rid of some of the stiffness there, and then she nods at herself in the mirror. Sheâs got work to do and moping wonât help anyone.
She gets dressed as quickly as possible before brushing her teeth and washing her face. The quicker she can get to the Tower, the faster she can get things rolling, and the quicker itâll all be over.
As quick as she wants to get there and sort everything though, she still has a lot on her mind and she needs to take a moment to take everything in. Walking to the Tower, she stares at the damage left on the city. Damage that definitely wasnât there when she moved here. Damage that she is partly responsible for. If she hadnât moved here then none of this would have happened. If she hadnât moved here, her brother would be alive. If she hadnât moved here, Kara wouldnât be hurt.
âLena, Iâm so glad youâre here.â Nia bumps into her as she walks out of the front door to Jâonnâs P.I. firm. âEveryone is upstairs. Weâve spent the past hour or so figuring out the best way to help with the clean-up of the city. I think your big brain could do us some major favours in figuring out the best place to start.â
âSure.â Lena nods. âWhere are you going?â
âJust grabbing coffee and breakfast. You want me to grab you some too?â
Lena forces a smile onto her face. âIf you donât mind.â
âNot at all, I wonât be long.â
âTake your time.â
Nia grimaces. âI absolutely wonât do that. Alex gave me a very colourful threat because sheâs caffeine-deprived and hangry. Itâs better for everyone if I hurry.â
Lena chuckles and the fake smile turns genuine, just for a second. âThatâs probably for the best then. See you soon.â
âBye.â Nia waves, the door clicking shut softly behind her.
Lenaâs shoulders sag as she wanders across the room and watches the elevator appear before her, glancing behind her for a moment before she steps inside.
Peering through the elevator doors, she realizes itâs in full view of the front window. She should really tell Jâonn to do something about that. Anyone could walk past at the wrong moment and see something none of them want some randomer to see.
She sinks against the back wall as the doors close, letting her eyes fall shut as the gentle motion reminds her of the sleep she missed out on. Now, she kind of wishes sheâd tried to get a couple more hours of rest before coming in, but she figures thereâs no rest for the sister of the wicked.
Alex and Kelly are sitting in the main area as she steps out into the space. âHey.â
âHey, how are you?â Kelly asks, nothing but kindness and sincerity written across her face.
âIâve been better. I managed to get a few hours of sleep so Iâll count that as a win.â
Alex frowns at her, her arms folding. âWhy am I sensing a but?â
âBecause there is one.â She shrugs. âWith Lex dead, Luthor Corp is now mine, as we already knew. What I didnât realize was how little time I have to get over to Metropolis to handle it all.â
Kellyâs eyebrows lift in shock. âYou have to go to Metropolis?â
âUnfortunately.â Lena sighs, pinching the bridge of her nose, stressed at the very thought. âIâll have to see if Jâonn is willing to fly me over. Sam called and told me thereâs already talk of my mother trying to take the company. The only way I can stop that is by going over and making the switch official. My mother might not be quite as bad as Lex, but I can assure you that the apple doesnât fall far from the tree. Sheâs trouble and shouldnât be in control of a multi-million dollar company.â
Alex uses her foot to nudge out the seat beside her. âCome on.â
Lena does as sheâs told, plopping down gracelessly. âSam is doing everything she can to buy me time; thatâs pretty much all sheâs been doing for the past few days. Luckily, sheâs CFO, or else Iâd have had to try and find a way to Metropolis even sooner.â
âIs there anything we can do?â
She shakes her head softly. âI doubt it. JustâŚtake my mind off it, just for a few more hours. I saw Nia downstairs, and she said youâre trying to figure out how to handle the destruction. Let me see your plan. I can help with that.â
âAre you sure thatâs a good idea? Trading bureaucratic destruction for city-wide physical destruction doesnât seem healthy.â Alex challenges.
âAnd running around the city in masks fighting bad guys with alien technology is the healthiest thing a person can do, right?â
âTouchĂŠ.â
âCan you guys go ten minutes without arguing?â Kara staggers into the room, one arm wrapped protectively around her middle and the other using the doorframe to help her balance.
Alex shoots up to her feet immediately, rushing to her side, Lena not far behind. âYouâre not meant to be up yet. Youâre still healing.â
âBut Alexââ
âNo buts, you need more rest and more sunlight. You might be out of the woods kryptonite-wise, but you still have some pretty gnarly wounds that need to heal. Look at you, you can barely stand without wincing.â
Kara pouts at her, hoping to win her sister over, but all she gets is a hard stare in response. Thatâs not going to get her anywhere. She changes tactics, pouting over at Lena, hoping to garner her sympathy and protection. âI just want to come and sit with you guys.â
Lena shakes her head. âWe wonât be long. Why donât you head back to the med bay and weâll come and join you soon?â
âIf youâre going to be done soon, I might as well just hang out with you guys until youâre done.â Kara bats away the two sets of hands attempting to steady her and usher her back towards the med bay.
Shaking her head, Lena sighs. âCome on. Weâll be ten minutes tops, and weâre just doing boring planning anyway. We just want you to heal as quickly as possible.â
âI know.â Kara swallows harshly and lowers her voice, talking through gritted teeth. âI just donât think I can heal very well when my ex is busy talking shit about all of our choices right outside the med bay where I have to listen to him bitching.â
Alex rolls her eyes. âOf course he is. Kara, what did you ever see in him?â
âA partner whose nose I wouldnât accidentally break.â
âIâm sorry, what?â Lenaâs eyes widen.
âIt doesnât matter.â Alex waves her off nonchalantly. âIâll handle it, Kara. Iâll walk you back to bed and then you wonât have to worry about him, ok?â
Karaâs shoulders drop and she catches Lenaâs hand. âWill you come sit with me when youâre done?â
âOf course I will. I wonât be long.â
Karaâs pout disappears, her face brightening like sheâs just stepped outside on a sunny day. âGood, see you soon.â
âSee you.â Lena waves her off, worry building in her chest when she notices just how unsteady she is on her feet as Alex guides her away.
-
âJust keep your mouth shut, Mon-El. Now isnât the time for you to come waltzing in acting like you know everything because youâve been in the future for a whole five minutes.â
âI just happen to have read the history books, and I know that Luthors just happen to be on the wrong side of history.â Mon-Elâs indignant tone cuts through the air and into the med bay, making sure that Kara wonât get any rest today.
âIâve literally never seen you read a book before.â Winnâs confused voice at least brings a smile to Karaâs face. Sheâs missed the guy, even if he can be a little annoying and is terrible at keeping her secrets.
Mon-Elâs offended gasp rids her of that momentary joy. âI once read Romeo and Juliet. Just ask Kara. Thereâs your proof, and so what if I havenât read any history books? I still know that the Luthors arenât good people. Why are you people acting so dense?â
A loud slap rings through the air, the sound making Kara wince. That was definitely an Alex slap, and Alex slaps are spicy, to say the least.
âWhat was that for?â
âFor one, I know youâve read that book, and you defiled it by writing nonsense all over the pages, and secondly, weâre not the ones acting dense. Youâre the one being prejudiced against someone you donât even know. Youâd think the prince of Daxam would know that your family doesnât define your beliefs or your morals. That is unless youâve gone back to your slave-owning ways?â
Kara can just picture him shaking his head cartoonishly and backing away from Alex, trying to escape her harsh words. âOf course not! I would never do that.â
âBut you did. Does that mean youâre still a bad person? Does that mean that because of who you are, youâll forever be a bad person?â
âNo! Iâm good! I saved the world.â
âSo has Lena, but youâre too busy calling her out for actions that arenât hers that you canât see that youâre only hurting the people around you. Kara is still healing. She got very badly hurt by Lex and Lena is the one that saved her. Lena protected her. Lena is the reason sheâs still alive. Youâre just the person stressing her out so badly that she keeps leaving the med bay just to get away from you and your incessant whining. Pull yourself together before I send you back to the future by whatever means necessary.â
If Kara were a betting woman, sheâd put money down saying that Mon-El is quivering in a corner looking like a kicked puppy right now. Sheâs not entirely sure what she saw in him before. Sure, he was kind of like having an excitable border collie around. Cute at times but so energetic and chaotic, he leaves nothing but damage in his wake. Unfortunately, what she saw was his potential to serve the herd. The herd being the people of Earth.
âLet me go apologize to her.â She hears him say, sadness coating his words.
âShe does deserve an apology, but youâve kept her up long enough with your bullshit. Move into another room away from here where youâre bothering her and let her rest. She needs to sleep and recover, not listen to you acting like you know best for everyone around you.â
âButââ
âNo buts, get your ass up and get out of here. I donât care where you go, but youâre not going anywhere near either Kara or Lena unless you have my permission. Understand?â
A silence follows that makes Kara nervous, anxiety bubbling in her chest.
Alex clears her throat. âUnderstand?â
âI got it.â
âGood.â
Footsteps echo as the three of them filter out of the room and further away from her until she canât hear them at all. She kind of wishes that her powers werenât still gone. Clearly, the kryptonite caused a lot of damage if she solar flared, but sheâs kind of grateful. Thereâs no impending crisis right now, which means she has to be on edge without them. She can just enjoy the moment without overthinking it too much. Thatâs something she doesnât get to have often, and she intends on basking in the glow of not having the pressure of the world sitting heavy on her shoulders.
She lets her eyes slip closed, but just as she starts drifting off with the warmth of the sunlamps keeping her nice and toasty, she hears footsteps return and with those footsteps comes dread. She knows those footsteps.
âKara?â
She keeps her eyes closed, praying heâll get the hint and leave her alone.
âPsst, Kara.â He tries again.
Still, she makes a conscious effort to keep her face relaxed to not give away the fact that sheâs awake.
Then her shoulder is grasped and sheâs being shaken hard enough to make her gasp out in pain, her eyes finally popping open.
âAh, fuck!â She grabs at her wounds, now thoroughly pissed and in pain. âWhat the hell is wrong with you?â
âI just need to talk to you.â
âLike fuck you do.â Lenaâs sharp voice comes from the doorway. âI donât know what was running through your obviously pea-sized brain, probably nothing of substance, but youâve got some wires crossed. You just hurt her and woke her up for no good reason when I know that Alex just kicked you out of this part of the Tower.â
âWith all due respect, this is between Kara and me.â
âKara and I.â
âWhat?â
âItâs Kara and I, not Kara and me. If youâre going to start talking shit, at least be grammatically correct about it.â
Mon-Elâs fists clench, and he turns fully towards her, standing directly between Kara and Lena. âYou think youâre so clever, donât you? Youâre just like him, and youâre only going to hurt her.â
Lenaâs eyebrow raises, her face nothing short of icy. âLike you just did?â
âYou didnât see what happened. Sheâs not hurt because of me.â
âSo she just yelped in pain from what? Just lying there?â
âMust have done.â
Lena shakes her head as she lets out a short laugh. This guy is a piece of work. She takes a step back and turns her head towards the door. âAlex!â She shouts at the top of her voice.
Just like that, Mon-El turns white. He might be a lot stronger than the average human, but if thereâs one person heâs scared of, itâs Alex, and he just went behind her back to do exactly what heâd been told not to do.
Lena can hear Alexâs hurried footsteps getting louder and louder as she approaches, drawing closer rapidly as Mon-El gets visibly more anxious with each step, his hands gripped into tight fists. At the same time, his eyes dart around the room in an attempt to find a way to escape.
Alex storms into the room, not knowing whatâs waiting for her but intuitive enough to know that whatever it is, itâs not good.
She spots Mon-El facing off with Lena and knows right then and there that this isnât going to be a pretty fight. âWho wants to tell me what in the actual fuck is going on?â
Lena clenches her jaw, remaining silent. She wants to see what kind of shit this complete and utter asshole is about to spout.
Mon-El does something Lena wasnât expecting. He squares up to Alex, his shoulder back, his spine straightening and his fists held firm at his sides as he glares down at the redhead. âSheâs dangerous and Karaâs not safe around her. I was doing what I had to in order to keep her safe. She canât be here if youâre allowing someone like that to be around her. Look at what her brother just did; she could kill her at any moment, and the only one to blame would be you because you let it happen.â
Alex doesnât hesitate to react. Using her Hand of the soldier, she summons up a boxing glove lined with lead and hits him squarely in the face, knocking him back and right onto his ass.
He cries out in anguish when blood starts to pour from his nose, not broken, unfortunately. âWhat the fuck, Alex?â
âStay the hell away from us, Mon-El. I told you to stay away, and yet here you are, coming back where youâre not welcome to accuse someone you donât know of something theyâre incapable of doing. Youâre a mess. Youâre dangerous. Get the fuck out.â
âYouâre not going to ask her what happened?â He throws his hands in the air. âYou donât want to ask her what she did? You seem to like attacking me, but you havenât even got the full story.â
Alex sighs, dematerializes the boxing glove and folds her arms before turning to Lena. âIs there more to the story, Lena?â
The Coluan comes scuttling in quickly. âHow can I help?â
âGet this piece of shit out of the Tower now before I kill him.â
Thereâs the barest hint of a nod before Brainy pulls Mon-El off the floor and ushers him to the door.
The Daxamite doesnât go easily though, pushing back against Brainyâs hands to turn back. âI was getting her out of here because youâre not keeping her safe.â
âI suggest you leave very quickly because I estimate that the next weapon Alex materializes wonât be a boxing glove.â
Mon-El snarls before huffing his way out the door, barely turning his head to spit out one last line as he leaves. âYouâre going to regret this when she turns out to be exactly like her brother, just you wait.â
Lena shakes her head at the man, infuriated by his saviour complex and need to villainize her when he doesnât know a single thing about her other than her last name.
Her gaze meets the side of Alexâs face and sheâs shocked by the amount of pure rage she sees there before she remembers that she just told her that he hurt Kara. Kara, who she needs to check on. She turns quickly, rushing to Karaâs side, panicking as she finds the woman on her side, her back to the door. Sheâs curled in on herself, her hands thrown over her ears protectively and her knees to her chest.
âKara?â Lena round the bed, crouching next to her so her eyes are in line with Karaâs closed ones. Theyâre shut so tightly little lines are spreading across her face from the force.
She reaches out carefully, her fingertips just barely brushing against the cowering womanâs wrist. The tiniest bit of pressure causes her to rear back and pretty much fling herself off the bed, landing on the floor in a pile of useless limbs.
âKara!â Lena cries out, rushing to get to her side. Her eyes instantly rake over Karaâs body in search of injuries. âAre you ok?â
Karaâs hands remain over her ears, but now her eyes are wide open, looking like they might pop right out of her skull at any moment.
âKara, youâre ok. I promise you, youâre ok.â Lena creeps closer, afraid to touch her in case she reacts badly again.
Alex sprints into the room, and it takes Lena a second to realize that she must have made sure that Mon-El really left this time, or else she would have been in here with them a lot sooner.
âAlex, I donât know whatâs happening. She was on the bed, but when I touched her wrist she threw herself off the other side to get away from me. I donât know what to do.â
Alex holds her hands out in front of Kara, moving slowly so she can clearly see her intentions. Her hands slowly descend to land on Karaâs forearms, and Lena watches with rapt attention.
Alexâs eyes flicker between Karaâs and Lenaâs for a second before she addresses Lena whilst looking deeply into Karaâs eyes. âSheâs alright, Lena. Sheâs going to be just fine. Sheâs just panicking and overwhelmed.â
Kara stares back at Alex, unblinking and seemingly frozen. Lena canât help but find it a little odd. Her breathing appears normal, if not a little deeper than usual, but sheâs not gasping for breath, not struggling against whatever is happening. Sheâs just embracing it and riding her way through it.
âWhatâs happening, Alex?â Lena whispers.
âSheâs fine,â Alex responds in a hushed voice, carefully prying her hands down and away from her ears. âSheâs just fine.â
âAlex?â Kara whimpers.
âIâm here,â Alex reassures, taking that as her cue to pull her sister into a hug. âBoth me and Lena are here and weâre not going anywhere. I promise.â
Lena nods despite the fact that Kara canât see her face. âWeâre not leaving, Kara.â
Tentatively, she reaches out to press her hand to the centre of Karaâs back and lets out a heavy breath of relief when she doesnât shy away.
They sit like that for several long minutes. Alex holds her tightly while Lena strokes her hand up and down the centre of her back in a slow, purposeful rhythm, completely predictable. Then, Kara leans back, sniffling a little and wiping her eyes before tears can fall. âThanks.â
âAre you ok?â Lena murmurs.
Kara nods shakily. âYeah, sorry. It justâŚI wasâŚI donât know.â
âYou donât have to know,â Alex says, standing up and pulling Kara with her, urging her to get back on the bed. âLie down. Iâm going to have to check you over.â
âIâm good.â
âIâm sure you are, but Iâm not going to stop worrying until Iâve seen it for myself, so just humour me, alright?â
âOk.â Kara doesnât put up a fight, and itâs clear that she isnât in the right state of mind to be able to for some time yet. âThatâs ok. Lena, will you stay with me?â
Lena moves to her side, taking her hand. âYeah, Iâm here.â
Kara hums. âCan you stay with me tonight? I donât want to stay here alone, and I donât think Alex will let me out of here yet.â
Lena had to stop herself from agreeing, guilt already building up in her chest, heavy and uncomfortable. âI canât, Iâm sorry.â
A heavy silence fills the room.
âOh.â
âIâm sorry, Sam called and she canât put off everything going on with Luthor Corp any longer. I have to go or else the company could fall into my motherâs hands, and sheâs just as bad as my brother.â
Kara blinks slowly before tightening her grip on Lenaâs hand. âYou have to go then. Iâll be fine, donât worry. Just call me?â
Lenaâs eyebrows pinch together in worry. âIâm sorry, Kara. If I could stay, I would. I donât even want to go. If I could just leave it and not have anything to do with Luthor Corp or anything to do with the Luthor name at all, I would. I really would.â
âI know.â Kara forces a smile, one that both Alex and Lena can see through.
âIâll look after her and stay with her.â Alex squeezes Lenaâs arm, seeing the conflicting emotions hiding behind emerald eyes. âYou do what you have to do and then come back to us, alright?â
Lena hums her agreeance and raises Karaâs hand up, kissing the back of it softly. âI promise Iâll be as quick as I can. This is my home now. National City is my home and I donât really want to leave.â
Kara holds their joined hands on her belly, her free hand holding onto Lenaâs wrist, preventing her from leaving, and Lenaâs not about to pull away. Sam can wait a while longer.
Inevitably, sheâll have to go, but sheâs happy to stay for as long as she can in the meantime.
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âYou have my dick.â
The womanâs brows fly up to her hairline. âP-pardon me?â
Admittedly, those were definitely not the words she was thinking of saying, but well, desperate times.
âDicks, actually,â she corrects, remembering she actually bought two dildos.
âDicks?â
âThe packages. You signed for them. But theyâre not yours. Stealing other peopleâs mail is a federal crime. I can have you arrested. Give me back my dicks.â
OR
lena and kara are neighbors and someone's mail gets delivered to the wrong apartment. Rated M for sexual content.
This one's dedicated to @endersbegin who was a) behind the inspiration and b) who helped me polish up this bad boy c) this was the shenanigans i spoke of earlier
As it turns out, sharing privileged information about vampires is a dangerous affair.
None of them could have expected this, not when theyâre in Lenaâs apartment, one of the safest places on the planet, and none of them know how someone has managed to get to them.
As soon as Sam had opened her mouth to start answering some of Karaâs questions after she had woken up, something hit them. Lena, Sam and Kara keel over, their hands clutching their ears in an attempt to block out the agonizing noise attacking them.
Kara drops to her knees, the least experienced with her advanced hearing, thus unable to try and cut off the incessant high-pitched ringing that is assaulting her from seemingly every angle.
Soon enough, the noise turns to words, or rather, one word.
âHush.â
The way one single word can make a vampireâs already cold blood turn to ice is horrifying, terrifying, and everything in between.
Lena and Samâs eyes lock onto each other as the noise stops, freeing them from the prison of pain theyâve found themselves unexpectantly trapped in. For the most part, Kara is just trying to catch her breath, stunned by what just happened and barely holding herself together as the fear catches up with her, her brain processing that she was just in a considerable amount of pain, and now sheâs not.
âWhat the fuck?â Sam had just about curled over out of the chair she was sitting in when it happened, and now, she leans back, making a conscious effort to rid herself of the tension that wound up around every muscle in her body.
Seeing Sam compose herself and ease the strain out of her stiff shoulders, neck and spine, Lena follows suit. With the tightness there, she almost wonders if she got rigor mortis a few centuries too late.
âWe need to move somewhere else, somewhere safer.â Lena pants out, barely catching her breath.
âLike where?â
âIâm not going to say, clearly, weâre being listened to,â Lena says, not bothering to lower her voice. It wonât do any of them any good.
Kara is still on her knees, her eyes firmly fixed on the carpet, her mind reeling. Her panic, anxiety and fear are scuttling around under her skin like a thousand tiny bugs burrowed away inside her. It makes her itch but she canât seem to make herself move; she doesnât have the energy after that.
Alex rushes to her side. She and Ruby were giving the three of them some space by sitting in the kitchen while the vampires and hybrid have their discussion, but upon hearing the pained gasps and grunts, they gave up on their stations in favour of making a beeline for their loved ones.
Dropping down before her sister, Alexâs hands brace along Karaâs jaw, cradling her head in her soft, worried embrace. âKara? Kara, are you ok?â
Kara nods weakly against her palms, very obviously not ok.
âWe canât go anywhere yet, itâs too light out. What do we do?â Sam asks, her eyes darting between Lena and Ruby. âIf itâs not safe here, I donât want Ruby here. Maybe you can get Frank or Jess to come and get her so we can send her somewhere sheâll be better protected.â
âSam, nothing is going to happen to her. We all know that a hundred vampires could break in here right now and nothing could come remotely close to hurting her because we would rip them to shreds if we had to. Besides, for us to be heard, that means another vampire knows where we are, and they must be strong. However, no vampire can walk in the light of day unscathed.â
Sam shakes her head before pointing at Kara, raising an eyebrow at Lena.
âNo, a hybrid wouldnât have enough power to hear us from the ground, and thereâs no way theyâre inside the building; the security is too tight. I built this place, and I have safeguards in place to prevent outside ears from listening in. I have no idea how they got around it, but I need to figure out how they did it so I can stop it from happening again.
Alex manages to shuffle Kara up and get her on the couch. Itâs clear sheâs not doing well, and while sheâs doing her best to remain stony-faced, unshed tears are making her eyes glisten and her clenched jaw gives away just how disturbed she is by what just happened.
Her breathing is ragged; Lena can hear it clear as day, and her hands are clenched into fists atop her knees. Lena reaches out to unclasp it, hoping to relax her somewhat, but she tears herself away, stretching her back out until it clicks and shrinking in on herself.
âKara?â Alex tries again, and seeing the way Kara winces at the sound of her sisterâs voice, Lena realizes whatâs happening.
âSheâs overwhelmed. I fear the audio attack weâve just faced may have momentarily tipped her over the edge. There are headphones on the nightstand in my room. Theyâre noise cancelling and should help her regain her senses once again, would you mind fetching them for her?â
Lena barely gets her question out before Alex is on her way to get them. Sheâs grateful to be given a task, something to do to make her feel useful because, quite frankly, she hasnât got a fucking clue what just happened. All she knows is that theyâre being listened to and that means she has to be careful with what sheâs saying. Given that she doesnât know what is classified as dangerous, sheâs opting to say as little as possible.
She grabs the headphones and rushes back to the living room to fit them over Karaâs head, ignoring the blondeâs hands as she reaches out to take them from her. Once theyâre firmly in place, she tucks a few stray curls out of her face and sits beside her, her brow furrowed in worry.
âI donât have a clue what is going on but I need answers as to what just happened and I need to know that youâve got a plan.â She stares into Lenaâs eyes for a brief moment before moving over to lock eyes on the chestnut brown ones of the other vampire, who has her daughter tucked beneath her arm protectively, the younger girlâs head resting against her arm.
âYouâll have to let me figure that one out for myself before I can answer that, Alex.â Lena huffs, annoyed that sheâs out of the loop. If thereâs one thing she hates more than being threatened by a mysterious voice that is paired with the audio equivalent of being stabbed in the ears repeatedly, itâs not knowing something. Lena has to figure this out.
-
Lenaâs senses are going crazy as she ushers everyone into the back of Frankâs car, and she has no doubt that Sam is just as on edge as she is.
They have been waiting all day for the chance to leave, waiting for the sun to go down just enough for them to get out of the apartment and get to L-Corp. At least there, theyâll know theyâre safe. The only problem with that is their relative certainty that the person who sent them that message is a vampire too, a strong one at that. That means they could show up at any time, and all they can do is cross their fingers and hope they can get to L-Corp without meeting them.
âFrank, donât dawdle. Take the fastest route and be on guard. If you see anything suspicious, you must let us know.â
âOf course, Ms Luthor.â Frank drones, his foot hitting the gas pedal before theyâve even had a chance to put their seatbelts on.
A horn sounds from behind them as they cut off some poor soul whoâs probably on their way home from work. Kara flinches at the sound, and Lena pulls her into her side more firmly before making sure the cups of the headphones are over her ears properly. âKeep them on. Youâll be on edge for a while so itâs best to leave them on until we at least get where weâre going.â
Kara presses herself into Lenaâs side more firmly, taking comfort in the tight grip she has around her shoulders. Itâs steadying and makes her feel like nothing can touch her. Her right hand reaches over to grab Alexâs, who looks just about ready to jump into Samâs lap with how wide her eyes are, constantly searching for the threat they canât see. The only reason she hasnât already done it is because Ruby is huddled so tightly to Sam already, Karaâs certain.
Frank makes the judgment call not to take the fastest route but the most populated, figuring that if someone or something is after them, then itâs best he uses the public as their safety blanket. No vampire wants to be exposed to the world, and no vampire is going to risk attacking them on Main Street, heâs pretty sure of that. Not unless the vampire is dumb or overly cocky anyway.
Lena takes note of Frankâs choice but doesnât say anything. She understands why he did it, but she would still prefer it if he followed her instructions. Fighting over it now isnât going to help anyone though. Itâs already tough keeping everything moving smoothly when theyâre all on edge. If she makes a fuss about it, that will scare everyone even more.
Closing her eyes, Lena listens out for any sound that could be coming from someone who wants to hurt them, her ears working overtime to try and find footsteps that arenât matched by a heartbeat or the telltale sound of some supervillain cackling malevolently in some dark, abandoned building.
Frank pulls up around the side of L-Corp, bringing them to the same side door that Kara was first brought through by him long ago when Lena had him bring her to her. This time, nobody needs to get threatened by a gun to go inside, although Kara wishes she had one stuffed in the waistband of her pants so she could whip it out like sheâs in an action movie and get her revenge on Frank.
They all scuttle through the door, their heads swivelling as they duck inside, trying their best to spot anyone down the alley.
The door clangs shut behind them, but none of them lose any tension from their shoulders. None of them release the breath theyâre holding. Something doesnât feel right.
âEveryone get down to the lab,â Lena demands, her ears straining to find anyone who isnât meant to be here and coming up empty. Diving for her phone, she calls up the new head of security, someone she hired after Vasquez was murdered. Sheâs not sure if she likes her just yet but doesnât get any negative feelings from her. âMs Lane, I want a full head count and a list of everyone in the building please. Anyone who isnât security is to be taken to the second-floor conference room. Once Iâve reviewed the list and checked on the staff, Iâll decide on further steps.â
âOf course, Ms Luthor. Is there anything youâd like me to prepare for?â
âJust be ready. We might have to move fast.â
âYes, maâam.â
Lena shuts the lab door behind them firmly before heading straight for the safe room. âI know itâs not your favourite place in the world, but please just go in here for now. Iâm not sure whatâs happening, but Iâll be able to handle it better knowing youâre safe.â She swings the door open and gestures inside.
Ruby is the first to pass through the door after a not-so-gentle nudge from her mom and Alex is right behind her, quickly followed by Frank.
âYou too,â Lena says softly, squeezing Karaâs hand. âYouâll be more protected from an audio attack in there, and Iâll feel better knowing thereâs someone powerful in there to protect Ruby. I know Sam will too.â
âI will,â Sam confirms.
âIs Jess still here?â Kara asks, backing into the room. âAre you going to bring her down here?â
Lenaâs eyes widen. âOh shit. Sam, can you go and get her? I imagine sheâs either already been rounded into the conference room or at her desk.â
Sam takes a second to enter the safe room, duck down to press a kiss to her daughterâs forehead, and then whisper a gentle reassurance to her before she darts off up the stairs, much quicker than the humans in the room were expecting, all of them left shell shocked by the causal display of power.
Kara moves into the room and waits just inside the door. âShe should be back in just a moment, right? No point in shutting the door until Jess is here.â
Lena nods but looks around nervously. âI guess so, but itâd still make me feel better.â
âWe all saw how quickly Sam just ran off, sheâll be back in no time.â
âTheyâll be longer than you think. The day Jess lets anyone make her move that quick is the day a janitor is mopping up her puke from every step in the stairwell. Itâll be like a breadcrumb trail, except itâs just the regurgitated sub she had for lunch.â
Kara pinches the bridge of her nose between her fingers, wincing as she tries not to picture that. âYep, thanks for that.â
âYouâre welcome,â Lena smiles playfully, although it doesnât feel completely genuine, the unease in her eyes overtaking the brief moment of joy.
âItâll be ok.â Kara tries reassuring her but knows her thunderous heart is giving her away. She almost died the last time they were in a situation like this. Now someone else is threatening them, and sheâs got to somehow not freak out.
Sam comes barging down the stairs at full speed, practically throwing Jess into the saferoom before barging Lena into there too before she slams the door shut behind them, locking them all in.
âWhat are you doing?â Lena exclaims.
âShut up.â Sam commands, barely glancing back at the group, which now includes a very green-looking Jess. âTheyâre here.â
âWhat?â Lena whispers, almost inaudibly.
Not a moment later, a long, deep scratch can be heard from the other side of the door, trailing across it with a noise that makes them all raise their shoulders up in an attempt to protect their ears.
Alex notices Ruby quivering against the back wall and tucks her arm around the girl, noting how she immediately clutches her arms around her waist and buries her head into her chest.
Jess takes the other side of Ruby, joining in on the impromptu hug, a familiar figure for her to draw comfort from.
Frank just huddles in the corner, his necklace pulled out from under his shirt, the little cross held tightly between his clenched hands as he mouths the words to a prayer that wonât protect him.
âI hear you.â A dark voice sing-songs from outside. âI can hear your fear.â
Lena turns to everyone, a finger pressed to her lips to warn everyone to be quiet.
âIf you think this adorable little room will protect you, youâre wrong. I know who youâre hiding in there. I know what youâre hiding in there. A beat. âHybrid.â
Karaâs eyes are so wide sheâs confident they might just roll right out of her head. Her hands clutch at the headphones, and to stop herself from accidentally breaking them, she shoves them back onto her head, regretting ever taking them off when they got down here.
Lena holds her hands out to her, holding her palms out flat to reassure her that everything is fine. Sheâs not going to let anyone hurt her.
âGive me the creature and Iâll leave. Nobody has to get hurt here.â
A snarl rips itself free from Lenaâs throat, her protective side coming out in spades as she thinks about what someone could possibly do to Kara. Obviously, whatever she is planning isnât good. Nobody who has good intentions with someone calls them a âcreature.â
âAh, so someone in there has a pair of balls. I like that, and Iâd recognize that sound anywhere. You made that sound back when we first met too. So feisty, Ms Luthor.â A sinister laugh travels through the door, muffled by the metal but no less terrifying. âOr should I say, Lenetta Kieran? I bet you donât even remember; you low-levels never do.â
Lenaâs lip curls dangerously. She knows that was her name. Her first name. Itâs changed many times across the centuries, often whenever she moved from city to city, or even across the minimal number of countries sheâs been to, but thatâs one sheâll never forget.
Only one person she met during that time was a vampire too. One person who definitely shouldnât be here. Someone that she was sure died so long ago. Someone who paid the ultimate price for their crimes but apparently managed to duck beneath Deathâs scythe.
âYou know me, donât you, Lena?â The voice taunts, and all of a sudden, Lena is back in her chambers in England. Sheâs human again, her last moments of being a normal person. The final moment before her life is robbed of her.
Lenaâs hand moves without her consent, reaching forward to open the door.
Sam grabs her wrist, fighting against her, shocked by the amount of strength Lena is using to reach forward. âDonât you fucking dare.â
âOpen the door for me, Lena. You know you want to.â
Kara wraps her arms around Lena from behind, trapping her arms at her side as much as she can, knowing full well that this isnât a fight she can win. Lena has to resist for them to win this battle.
Sam clings to her wrist, a flame burning deep inside her. She wonât let her do this, not when Rubyâs safety depends on it.
âDonât make me stop you, Lena.â
âLena, open the door.â
Lena feels as though something has nestled deep into her brain, changing the wiring and drawing her closer to the person on the other side of the door, pulling her like theyâre magnets attracting. She has the desire to resist it but also feels like her wants are not her own. A part of her wants nothing more than to open the door while her logical brain screams at her that itâs a trap.
âLena, donât,â Kara mutters in her ear, her arms pressing deep into her stomach as she pulls back on her. Her warmth is steadying against her back and helps guide Lena through the fog.
âI wonât,â Lena says, her tone lacking its usual bite. âYou might as well go, you canât hurt us in here and weâre not handing anyone over to you.â
A cackling laugh travels through the thick metal of the door. âInteresting. Youâre stronger than I imagined you to be. Nowhere near strong enough, but youâve got a little bit of bite to your bark. I like that.â
âJust go!â
âI canât do that. Give me the hybrid and I wonât harm the humans youâre hiding. Thatâs the deal. I can smell them. I can smell you all. You have threeâŚno, four. There are four humans in there, two vampires and the hybrid. One in seven isnât a bad loss. Hand it over.â
Kara bites her lip and winces as nails once again scratch against the door, causing an obvious amount of damage. The door wonât hold forever. Lena made this one of the safest places on the planet, yet here they are, sitting piglets as the big bad wolf slowly taunts them as she blows their house down. âMaybe I should justââ
âAbsolutely not.â Lena cuts her off, turning around in her arms and taking her muscled arms in her hands, holding her tightly as though sheâs about to open the door after begging her not to do it just moments before. âYouâre not doing that. Weâre fine, weâre safe in here.â
âNot forever.â The voice singsongs. âHow long do you think itâll take for me to get through this door? A few minutes? An hour? A day? I can wait you out. I have nothing but time.â
âAre you a vampire?â Lena asks, unsure if she actually wants to know the answer, but in a much better state of mind than she was before, clearly the woman has stopped controlling her for now.
âYou could say that.â
âThank you.â
âFor what?â
âTelling me.â Lena smiles through the darkness, pulling out her phone and tapping the screen with her fingers faster than the flap of a hummingbird's wings. She then shoves it back in her pocket and presses Karaâs headphones against her ears more firmly. âSam, Kara, this is going to hurt. Iâm so sorry.â
The loudest, most ear-piercing ringing booms through the entire building, ten times worse than the audio attack they suffered at the hands of the mysterious woman and strong enough that it knocks not only the vampires to the floor but also causes the humans to cover their ears. Itâs not enough to hurt them, but itâs not comfortable.
They hear a piercing scream on the other side of the door, demonic sounding undertones to it reaching forth and battering the lab. They hear the faint smashing sound as beakers and test tubes shatter from the mixture of the scream and Lenaâs defence system.
It pauses, and all goes silent.
They relax against the floor, loosening their stiff limbs from their foetal positions. Lena swallows harshly. âItâll just keep going. The system will take short breaks every so often. Itâs random too. It gives anyone affected a chance to leave. Iâll leave it on for as long as necessary. We can endure longer than you. Weâre more protected in here than you are out there. We have the upper hand. Get out while you can.â
âNo!â
The noise starts up again, and Kara cries out in anguish, the least able to deal with it out of all of them. Lena knows that, at least she does when sheâs not also being assaulted by the noise. She just hopes that the woman doesnât call their bluff. If she does, they really are screwed.
They tighten back up into their foetal positions, their hands covering their ears, and their eyes slam shut.
Another scream from outside the door.
Silence.
âWe can do this all day if we have to. Weâre not opening the door.â Lena pants. âGive it up.â
Silence.
âYou canât win.â
Silence.
âWhy do you want her so badly that you are willing to endure this pain?â
âIâm not. Iâll be back, donât worry. Iâll find you again, not that it will be difficult; your nameâs on the building.â
The door slams.
Silence.
The screeching starts up again, and as much as Lena wants to text security and have them shut off the noise, she canât make herself move at all through the assault. They have to wait for the next break in the noise.
It does come eventually, but it feels like it takes an eternity. As soon as it stops, Lena dives for her phone and submits the order. Itâs over for now. If sheâs really gone, that is.
They all unravel from their positions, slowly sitting up.
âIs everyone alright?â Sam asks, her eyes pinned on her daughter. âRuby?â
âIâm ok, mom. Is she gone?â
Sam turns her ear to the door, listening for the woman.
Silence.
âSheâs gone.â
âAre you sure?â Alex asks, her eyebrows furrowed and fear written across every inch of her face.
Lena wraps her arms around Karaâs shaking body. âWeâre certain. I think you should stay here while Sam and I go out there and secure the building properly. Weâll come and get you once weâre sure thatâs done.â
Nobody puts up a fight. Nobody wants to leave their little sanctuary, fear still coursing through their veins and taking over them.
-
Kara is still shaking over an hour later and it has everyone worried about her. Sheâs sure itâs just adrenaline, but Lena and Alex have forced her to lie down on a gurneyâa new one. Lillian really did a number on the last one when she escaped from being bound to it.
âIâm ok.â
âIâm sure you are, but youâve been through a lot today, and you were practically tortured by not only her but also my defence system. We believe we only got one over on her today because a person like that doesnât think that people below them can have similar ideas to them. I installed the frequency emitters after the Lillian thing. I wanted to be sure that I have something to rid the building of vampires should the need arise.â
âSmart.â Kara shifts, moving to take the headphones off.
Lena gently bats her hands away, keeping them in place and instead connecting them up to her phone and offering it to her so she can play some music instead. âFind something relaxing, maybe try to rest for a while. Even if you canât sleep, you should just try to relax your body and close your eyes.â
âWhat about you?â
âI have work to do.â
âYou should at least take half an hour to yourself, maybe sit down and try meditating or something. You canât think if your head is everywhere at once.â
Lena leans down and presses her lips to Karaâs forehead softly. âIâll be fine. Iâll rest once my work is done.â
Kara sighs. She already knows sheâs not winning this one right now, so she turns her head until she spots Jess. âHey! Can you make sure she rests soon, Jess?â
âYou got it.â Jess gives her a thumbs up, pausing her sweeping to do so before going right back to cleaning up the broken glass.
âThanks,â Kara calls out as she settles back down, turning on some soft music and trying not to think about how there are six people milling about the room around her.
Lena shakes her head at her softly, amused but also slightly annoyed by her actions. This woman is something else. Even after suffering through something that is definitely traumatic, sheâs still trying to make sure sheâs looked after too. If she could blush, she would be beet red.
âSheâs not so bad,â Frank admits from his place on a random stool near to where Lena is standing.
âSheâs not bad at all, and Iâm just happy she didnât try to have you kicked out of the room before she settled down.â
Frank hums softly. âShe doesnât like me very much.â
âThatâs the understatement of the century.â
âI stand by what I did.â
âI know you do, but you cannot deny that what you did traumatized her deeply, just as my actions did the same to her. Our relationship has flourished since then, but it has not come without its trials and tribulations, of which Iâm certain are not completely finished.â
Frank nods slowly. âI know what I did. I know what harm I caused. I know itâs not rational that I dislike her for not wanting to help you that day; she had every right and reason to refuse, but I care about you. Iâve been your driver for years, and youâre like family to me.â
Lena looks down, forcing herself to hide the tiny smile the old man just forced onto her face. âYouâre like my family too. I justâŚcan you try and get along with her? Sheâs lost a lot because of me and having you guys at odds just adds unease into her life that she shouldnât have to deal with.â
âAs you wish.â Frank nods. âIâll be nice to her.â
âThank you, thatâs all I ask.â Lena squeezes his arm gently. âNow, why donât you go and get Jess to find you somewhere to lie down too? You can call your family and let them know youâll be home late and try to relax. At your age, you have to take it easy after something like what happened today.â
âCheeky madam. Iâll be fine, but I suppose I should let Mandy know.â Frank grins at her before standing up and shuffling over to Jess, who eases the broom down before leading him upstairs so he can rest and call his wife.
She moves to her station where she was working on the synthetic blood, eager to see if any of her experiments she was working on have garnered any results, but her cold, unbeating heart shatters as she takes in the sight of it all strewn across the station and ground broken, her notes ripped to shreds. Whoever that woman was, she doesnât want her to be working on this, and if she could tell what the experiment was just from her notes and the experiments, then sheâs smart. Smarter than Lena would like her to be.
âShit.â
âWhatâs wrong?â Sam and Alex both wander over to come and look over her shoulder.
âOh crap,â Alex mutters. âIs that the artificial blood experiments?â
âYep, I guess this means Iâve got to start all them over again. Fuck. At least I remember what was in the notes, so I donât have to start completely from scratch.â
Sam squeezes her shoulder reassuringly. âIâm sorry, Lena.â
âMe too, but itâs not the end of the world.â She ducks her head. âIâd rather it just be this than any of you.â
Sam nods. âMe too. Need a hand cleaning up?â
âNo, Iâm good. Why donât you and Ruby go and hang out in my office? Ruby can nap there if she wants to. Iâve got this covered.â
âTranslation: you want us to scarper so you can try and make sense of everything that happened.â
Lena rolls her eyes. âYes, that. Now scram.â
âYouâve got it.â Sam turns on her heel and eases Ruby up from where sheâs sitting to take her upstairs and away from here.
âOh, and Sam?â
âYeah?â
âThereâs another safe room in my office; use it if you have to.â
Sam nods at her one last time with a reassuring smile before the mother-daughter duo leave the lab, leaving only Lena, Alex and Kara.
Alex finds a box of gloves nearby, washes her hands and snaps a pair on before helping Lena clear up the mess left all over the place.
âYou donât have to.â
Alex shrugs, not stopping for even a second. âI know, I want to. You protected us today and this is what I can do to thank you. I donât know what that woman wants with my sister, but I know youâre not going to let her do anything either, not to Kara.â
Lenaâs lips quirk up. âThatâs true. I wonât let anyone hurt Kara. However, I do have to figure out who that woman is. She had a hold on me that Iâve never felt before, and I need to know exactly how and why she was able to do it.â
âThat sounds smart.â
âIt means I wonât be able to work on my artificial blood project though. I canât do both, but I need to.â Lena sighs. âIf I donât work on the blood, the supply will run low again. Â I canât risk becoming as starving as I was when I met Kara. If I work on that and put the research into this woman on the backburner then Iâm opening us up to an attack. What do I do?â
âYouâre a billionaire, right?â
Lena frowns, pausing to look over at Alex in confusion. âYes, why?â
âJust pay someone to do it.â She shrugs. âYou have a load of scientists in this building during the day. Just get a few to work on the blood.â
âBut I canât let anyone know Iâm a vampire. Thatâs the problem.â Lena shakes her head.
âDo you really think only vampires need blood?â Alex laughs, amused. âThe hospital is always in need of donations. Believe me, I would know.â
Lenaâs eyes grow wide. âOh, shit. I forgot youâre a doctor. How are you having so much time off?â
âTheyâve been trying to get me to take my vacation time for years. So has Kara for that matter.â
âSounds like something Kara would do,â Lena admits.
âYeah, but as much as I like resting. I love the feeling of helping people and saving lives. Sometimes, I like to work with patients, and sometimes I do lab testing. I love it.â
Just like that, a metaphorical lightbulb shines brightly over Lenaâs head. âLab work, you say?â
âLab testing. Itâs different.â
âBut youâre familiar with bloodwork?â
âNo. Nope. Not going to happen. No.â Alex shakes her head. âI like my work at the hospital.â
âAnd you can still do that, I will just have you come here and also be part of the team working on this.â
Alex sighs. âHow big would the team be?â
âTwo?â
Alexâs eyebrows raise so high they almost merge with her hairline. âAre you nuts? Only two people?â
âMe and you.â
âDefinitely not. The hospital needs the extra help with the testing, so I wonât stop doing that.â
âIâll start up an initiative to train and send some more people their way then. That means youâll have time to come over and help.â
Alex shakes her head at Lena. âWhy do you want me so bad?â
Lena ducks her head, shuffling her feet against some broken glass. âSurprisingly, I trust you and know I can speak openly around you. I donât have that a lot of the time and Iâve never had the opportunity to work with anyone in the lab on something so personal. Iâd like to know how it feels to work with a friend.â
âWeâre friends?â
Lena clears her throat. âNot to make it weird or anything. I justâŚyouâre my girlfriendâs sister, but I also kind of like you. Youâre not bad for a human.â
Alex smirks at her, her hip propped against the nearest surface. âYouâre not too bad for a vampire, I suppose. You should definitely roll out that initiative for the hospital.â
âYouâll do it?â Lenaâs head snaps up. âReally?â
âIâll think about it, but helping the hospital is a great way to inspire me to agree.â
Lena grins. âI look forward to working with you.â
âYeah, yeah. Hurry up and clean, then we can get some of these experiments going again and you can rewrite those notes.â
Lena lifts a few of the ripped sheets of paper and tries to jigsaw them together. âDo you think that if we get some tapeââ
âRewrite them.â Alex cuts her off. âYouâre going to be a pain to work with. I can see it now.â
Lena smiles up at her smugly. âYep, but you canât back out now.â
âOf course I can.â Alex disagrees.
âNope, because Iâm going to tell Kara you said yes, and you canât say no to Kara. That would be like kicking a puppy.â
âYou wouldnât dare.â Alex glares at her.
âProbably not, but itâs a good threat.â
Alexâs shoulders slump. She hates that she actually kind of likes Lena now. She still gets the odd spark of rage when she thinks about Lena back when she first met Kara and the harm she caused her, but seeing the pair so lovey-dovey and the way Kara grins when Lenaâs around has done wonders for making her come around to the vampire woman.
âI hate you.â
âI know.â
They silently keep cleaning, Lena getting tired part way through and using her speed to run through the rest of the lab quickly.
Alex shakes her head at her, but it doesnât last as her eyes focus on her sleeping sister. âPromise me youâll focus on that woman. Iâll handle the blood; you just keep her safe.â
âIâll do my best. I promise.â
âThank you. Thatâs all I needed to hear.â
âJust for the record though, Iâm not leaving the blood just to you. I trust you, but not enough for you to do it alone.â Lena bumps her shoulder into Alexâs, almost sending the redhead flying.
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Kara rushes to take a box out of Alexâs hands. Despite being told that she shouldnât be doing any heavy lifting, sheâs still doing her best to make the day more difficult by having everyone keep an eye on her so they can snatch boxes out of her hands as she tries to carry them into the new apartment.
âAlex, can you please stop? This is hard enough without us having to babysit you. I know you donât like to feel like youâre not pulling your weight, but you can still do plenty of work just by pointing your finger at where everything can go.â
âSo you can rearrange it later? No thanks. Iâm going to go and start unpacking Loriâs things.â Alex hands over the box to Kara and stalks off with a scowl. She really does get grumpy when she canât help out the way she wants. At least the others didnât hear her little tantrum because they are outside getting more boxes and furniture from the van that Lena so kindly arranged for them to get so they can move everything into their new apartment.
Kara sighs and sets the box down atop the coffee table so she can find the label scratched onto the side of it with a sharpie. âKara bedroomâ. âOk.â She mumbles to herself, heaving it back up and heading to what is going to be her new bedroom.
This is only the third box set down against one wall and the second sheâs taken in there herself, but her heart flutters as she steps inside. Itâs been a long while since sheâs had her own space. Of course, she loves her sister and her daughter, and she canât complain about their living situation before, but having this room will be hers, just hers. That feels like magic.
Not to mention the fact that sheâs going to have her own bed too. They have had to take out another loan so they can get beds and furniture, but even Alex wasnât too stressed about it, and thatâs telling. Having stable jobs has done wonders for calming her anxiety. Kara is keeping the old bed so Alex can have a nice, comfy new mattress to help ease her back on the harder days, something firmer with more support.
âHey, you. Are you hiding in here?â Lenaâs voice breaks her away from her train of thought.
âSorry, no. I was just thinking, is all.â
Lena sets another box down on the pile, one aptly labelled âKaraâs clothes.â
âPenny for your thoughts.â Lena leans against the doorframe idly, her arms crossing over her chest and her eyes dazzling in the light streaming in from the window.
Karaâs lips curl up into a tender smile. âI was just thinking about how far weâve come. From that other apartment and struggling to so much as put food on the table and the fear that we would be kicked out at a momentâs notice, which I guess did happen, to us getting lucky and finding this place. We both have jobs, Loriâs happy, Iâm happy, Iâm going to have my own space for the first time in god knows how long. I have my good luck charm of a girlfriend. I couldnât be happier.â
Lena glides forward, wrapping her arms around Karaâs waist and resting her forehead on her shoulder. âFor the record, you make me very happy too. Iâm so proud of you guys for doing all of this.â
âLena, you caused all of this. We couldnât have done it without you. We owe it all to you.â
âI donât think thatâs true. I might have helped a little, but you would never have gotten this far if you didnât have the drive and the love you do. Hell, you got the job at Reign yourself. Sam would have never hired you if you didnât fit the bill for the staff she needed, and I wouldnât have hired Alex without her expertise. Youâve got to give yourself more credit.â
âI can give myself credit whilst acknowledging how much youâve changed my life for the better and being immensely grateful that I met you.â Kara nuzzles her nose into Lenaâs hair briefly before leaning back and pressing her lips to Lenaâs for a brief moment. She can scarcely believe that she can actually do that now.
Lena shakes her head at her fondly. âOne day, Iâll get you to take a compliment.â
âI look forward to that day.â Kara presses another kiss to soft, red lips before pulling Lena to the door by her hands. âCome on, letâs go grab the rest of the boxes, I want to hurry so we can go furniture shopping.â
âI thought you were going to wait and do that in a few days once youâve unpacked a bit.â
Kara shrugs. âOriginally, yeah. We were going to wait until after payday, but then we realized that we still only have one bed and we want to get everything set up so we took out a little loan that we think we can pay off within a couple of months. Lori is super excited about having her own room, so it felt harsh to move in but tell her she canât stay there because we havenât bought her a bed yet.â
Lena nods along. âYou donât have to justify anything to me, but I think that sounds like an excellent plan. Besides, itâs probably a good idea to get it all while you have the van at your disposal. I dread to think what it would look like trying to fit anything more than a nightstand in Winnâs car.â
Kara points her finger at Lena. âThatâs a very good point.â
âOk, letâs go and get the rest of the stuff inside so we can go and do that.â Together they start heading out of Karaâs room, but as they pass Loriâs room, Lena spots Alex sitting cross-legged on the floor. âHey, Iâll catch up in a minute, ok?â
âSure,â Kara replies.
Lena ducks inside, taking up a similar position against the doorframe to earlier. âWhatâs up, buttercup?â
âIâm just taking a minute.â
âWhilst pouting?â
Alex heaves out a sigh, leaning back into the wall and letting her head thump back into it. âI just thought I would be happier.â
Lena swings the door behind her until itâs almost shut and slides down the wall until sheâs seated next to her. âWhy arenât you happy?â
âI donât know. I expected to be all excited to actually move in and have a bed to myself. To have a proper space again and be back on my feet. Instead, I feel kind ofâŚnumb, I guess.â
âThatâs ok, you know? Sometimes itâs the expectation that ruins a moment for us.â
Alex tilts her head towards Lena, her mouth twisting to one side as she thinks. âMaybe youâre right. Maybe itâs just because Iâve been too preoccupied thinking about what I could do, all the plans I had for getting everything set up and decorated, that I let my mind run wild, so when we got here and my back and legs started playing up, it kind of burst my bubble.â
Lena rests her hand on Alexâs shoulder, squeezing briefly. âItâs ok to be disappointed, you know?â
âI know. I guess Iâm just angry that my disappointment is greater than my joy.â
âThen letâs get your joy levels up.â
âHow?â
âWeâre going to get the couch out of the van, then youâre going to sit your ass down, get the website up for whichever furniture place is closest and start picking stuff out. Weâre going on a shopping spree on my dime. You can put your wallet away and let me help you spruce this place up.â
Alex looks at her, exasperation practically dripping out of every pore. âYou know Iâm not going to accept that, right?â
âWell, Iâm already going to take Lori around the store and let her pick out what she wants. You might as well get in on the fun.â
Raising her eyebrow at Lena in challenge, Alex questions her. âHas Kara said you can spend money on Lori like that?â
âOf course not.â
âAnd If I was to offer a proposal of you getting Loriâs stuff and one item for me and Kara, would that stop you from trying to buy us more?â
Lena shrugs. âThat depends on the item.â
âDining table?â
âDone. I love having dinner with you guys but I have the cramp I get in my calf when I have to sit around that table.â
Lena stands up and offers her hand to Alex, who takes it and uses it to heave herself up off the floor. âKaraâs going to be pissed when she finds out.â
Brushing her off and throwing a cheeky grin over her shoulder, Lena calls out, âSheâll get over it.â
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âWhere have Lena and Lori gotten to?â Kara looks around, heaving her cart that has precariously balanced flatpack boxes stacked inside it that are too long and overhang the edges.
Alex shrugs casually. âHow would I know?â
âDo you think we should pay for these things first, get them in the van and then come back in so weâre not lugging them around the entire store?â Kara questions.
âThatâs a pretty good idea. We can do that and then find the others. Iâm sure Winn, Sam and Ruby are meant to be helping us with this stuff too. Everyone got a cart so we could get everything but theyâve all disappeared.â
They go and pay for the one double bed they have stuffed into the cart and a pair of cheap nightstands. Thereâs still a lot more they could do with getting but this cart is full.
They get it loaded into the van, careful to stack it nicely so everything will fit when they come back with more, before they go back inside with their fingers crossed that theyâll be able to find the rest of the group. The group that they will never go furniture shopping with again.
âI think Lena might have taken her to find a bed and a set of drawers for her room so letâs head over that way.â Kara points in the direction of where she guesses they might be.
âOr we could just keep getting out stuff first. Iâm sure theyâre fine.â Alex tries to stall her.
Kara ignores her though, not even processing what she just said. âI have a feeling Lori will pick out the most expensive bed there is. Weâll have to deal with a pouty kid later on.â
âI donât think so. I think sheâll be happy to sleep in her own room so sheâll forget all about it once weâve got her set up.â Alex taps her arm as she spots something on the end of an aisle. âHey, glow-in-the-dark stars you can stick onto a ceiling. Shall we get a pack for Lori? I think sheâd like them, and it might ease her nerves if she gets anxious sleeping alone for the first time in a long time.â
Kara picks up a pack, checks how many are in there and determines that one pack is plenty. âThatâs a really great idea, Alex. I hadnât even thought about that. Now that you mention it though, Iâm expecting her to wake me up, but Iâm sure a little cuddle time will be enough to calm her down enough to get her back to sleep.â
Kara is both looking forward to sleeping alone in a real bed and dreading it. In reality, she thinks that she might be the one that is going to struggle with it. Sheâs not going to admit that to Alex though, sheâll call her a wimp and tell her to enjoy the privacy, which she will also be doing.
Tossing the stars into the cart, they get going again and luckily find Lena and Lori pretty easily. Theyâre hard to miss with the gigantic cart filled to the brim with stuff and a second cart behind them that Winn is pushing. One is filled with boxes of furniture, and the other holds a mattress and a bunch of smaller items.
âWhat in the world is going on?â Kara announces her presence with an exclamation of pure shock. âLena, whatâs happening right now?â
Lena looks back at her with her usual calm, suave attitude that isnât currently doing much to calm Karaâs rapidly beating heart. She canât afford all of that stuff. Half of it isnât even necessary, itâs just random bits and bobs that Lori probably picked up on a whim.
âWeâre getting stuff to decorate Loriâs room with, and before you panic, itâs on me. Iâm determined to become her favourite person and Iâm not above using money to take that role.â The joke falls flat with Kara, but everyone else chuckles at the quip.
âLena, itâs too much.â
âNope. Itâs not and this is going to help some of my favourite people in the long run so I donât regret it even a little bit.â
Kara shakes her head. âI canât let youââ
âYouâre not letting me do anything. Iâm doing it and youâre going to either accept it and be mad at me or accept it and help us build this stuff when we get back to your place.â
âHave you always been this bossy?â
Lena smiles proudly knowing sheâs won. âYep.â
Kara doesnât want to give in so easily, but Lori is perched on Lenaâs hip with a massive grin while Lena smiles down at her like sheâs the most adorable thing on the planet, which is kind of is. âShow me what youâve got then.â
Lori wiggles to get down from where sheâs being held so she can run over to Kara and drag her to the first cart. âLook, Mama. Lenaâs getting me a princess bed!â
Kara looks down at the picture on the side of one of the boxes and her eyes just about bulge out of her head. âAre we sure this is going to fit in her room? This looks massive.â
Lena reassures her quickly. âYes, I measured her room before we left. I actually measured all of the bedrooms because I figured you guys would forget.â
âWe did,â Alex announces proudly, clapping Lena on the back as she passes her to peer into the cart Winn is leaning over while he yawns, not caring much for the shopping trip and wishing they would have let him wait in the van.
âI was going to get a normal bed, but given the fact that itâs a small room, I thought this would be better.â
Kara takes another look at the bed and has to admit that Lena has a point. Itâs a raised bed with storage built beneath it on one side and empty space beneath it on the other side that is covered with a curtain that makes it look like a princessâ castle. Itâs perfect for Lori and will solve their space issues. It completely negates their need for any other storage because thereâs a wardrobe on one side with a couple of drawers. They can get a toy chest or something to go in the empty space and maybe a little set of shelves or something too. Itâs perfect and very very expensive. Itâs definitely out of her price range. âYouâre sure?â Kara checks again.
âCertain,â Lena confirms. âI think we should get a little beanbag chair for beneath the bed so she can hang out in there.â
âThatâs a good idea. Iâm getting that though. Plus more storage for the thousands of toys youâve got in that other cart.â
Lena shakes her head. âNo, youâre really not. Iâve got Loriâs room covered.â
âLena.â
âKara.â
âLori!â
Both women look down at the grinning little girl who just wants to be included and burst into a round of giggles. Lena swings her back up onto her hip and wriggles her fingers against her smile to draw a burst of laughter out of her. âHey, Lori? You donât mind if I spoil you a little, do you?â
Lori shakes her head quickly and Lena pins Kara with a look that screams, âI winâ.
âThatâs not surprising.â Karaâs shoulders sink as she fully gives in to the fact that Lena is about to buy everything Lori could ever wish for just because she can.
They keep going, Lori occasionally pointing at things and Lena offering up others before the little girl even sees them. Half of this stuff will end up in the living room because thereâs no way all of these toys will fit in her bedroom.
Once they leave the kids' section, Kara sighs in relief. Alex already had to go and get a third cart for the storage unit Lena insisted on getting, the beanbag chair, and a bunch of other random things.
âThis is it, right?â Kara asks, sounding almost desperate. âNo more?â
âWellâŚâ Lena trails off, now feeling a little guilty at seeing that her buying all these things makes Kara feel a little uncomfortable. âI promised Alex a dining table, but I swear that Iâll stop after that.â
The desperate look is replaced by one of confusion, her eyebrows pulling together and her lips curling down. âAlex asked for a dining table?â
âWell, I offered. I love having dinner with you guys.â
âBut?â
âBut my legs hurt sitting on the floor. I need a proper chair. I donât care if that makes me stuck up either.â Lena goes straight into defence mode, only stopping when she sees Kara trying to hold back her laughter. âItâs not funny.â
âit is a little bit.â
âNo.â
Kara pinches her fingers together but leaves a tiny gap. âA little?â
Lena opens her mouth to argue but doesnât bother. She copies Karaâs hand movement before turning and pushing the cart away. âHey, where the hell are Sam and Ruby?â
Kara shrugs. âI think they ditched us to do their own thing a while back.â
âI shouldnât be surprised at this point. I was hoping they would come join us with their carts.â
âI already bought some stuff. Alex and I took it out to the van and then came back in so we wouldnât be lugging it about.â
Lena nods approvingly. âThatâs a good plan. Letâs go do that, and then I can fill these carts back up.â
âYou can what?â
âStand by and not buy anything else.â Lena huffs. âExcept maybeââ
âNo.â
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Kara runs a hand down her face, harsh and uncoordinated. If she thought going shopping with the group was stressful, then she was sadly very, very wrong. This is stressful. Putting together furniture when someone else is trying to put together something else next to her, messing up her screws with theirs, and getting mad when they canât find the screwdriver they tucked into their pocket ten minutes ago is one of the worst experiences of her life.
Sheâs certain that Lena had the right idea when they got back. She immediately had everyone help her take Loriâs bed into their room and then promptly banished everyone out of there so she could work on it herself, the door only opening so she can occasionally toss out the boxes when theyâre empty or to use the hallway as extra space when she has particularly large parts floating around that she doesnât need yet.
âKara, have you taken myââ
âUnder your knee. Stop accusing me.â Kara cuts Winn off, trying to figure out if the sweat dripping down her temple is more annoying than being accused of theft for the sixth time in a two-hour window.
âOh yeah, thanks.â Winn grabs it, no hint of an apology in sight.
Huffing a little, Kara pushes herself to her feet. Stretching out her back as she stands and limping away because of the rush of pins and needles to her foot, she heads for the kitchen so she can grab a drink. She needs a minute away from the group before she throws something at them, something sheâs only preventing herself from doing at the minute by reminding herself that they canât afford to have to repurchase anything if it breaks.
Letting her eyes lazily wander over the drink options, she freezes when she sees a six-pack of beer sitting front and centre. She has no idea who bought it or when it got put in there, obviously sometime today, but she canât pinpoint when, but she needs to know who did it so she can make sure they donât do it again.
There are three missing from the pack, so she decides to do a little snooping and stealthily eyes the room of people in search of the bottles. One is found easily, right next to Alex, and another is on the floor just a few feet away from Winn, but the other is nowhere to be seen. Dread sits heavy on her chest.
Grabbing two sodas, she aims right for the hall to find out for sure.
Kara has to climb over the mountain of cardboard to get to the door of Loriâs room, and when she gets there, she knocks firmly. She doesnât want to just open the door in case thereâs anything on the other side that she could potentially knock over, so instead, she takes caution in her stride and waits for a response like a civilized human being.
The door cracks open a second later and when Kara sees Lenaâs face, she has her answer.
âLena?â
âIâm so sorry.â Lena turns away from her, her hands covering her face as she stoops over, tears freely running down her cheeks. âI know I shouldnât have done it, I couldnât stop myself.â
âLena.â Kara tries to get her to turn back around, but Lena is too busy sobbing into her hands and visibly despising herself.
Kara clicks the door shut behind her, careful not to close it too harshly so she doesnât startle Lena. She looks ready to be pushed over the edge into a panic attack as it is, which wonât help anyone.
The bottle is half empty and has been propped on the windowsill. Kara stares at it for a moment, debating on whether or not she should go and take it out of here, but the chances are that doing so would make the situation worse, that it would make Lena believe that sheâs judging her.
âLena. Itâs ok.â
âIt absolutely is not.â Lena swings around to look into her eyes. Teary green meeting worried blue. âI shouldnât h-have done that.â She loses her words to a sob.
âI should have made sure nobody brought alcohol here, Iâm sorry.â Kara tries, moving forward to gently skirt her hands over Lenaâs forearms.
Lena shakes her head with a ferocity Kara isnât expecting. âItâs not your fault. If I were strong enough, this wouldnât have happened. I should have been able to resist it. I should haveââ
âYou shouldnât have had to do anything.â
âI didnât know he was going to bring me beer, I swear.â Lena diverts the conversation, proving that her mind is whizzing at a hundred miles per hour, a million thoughts ricocheting through her mind as she tries to catch up with the situation and figure out what to do now.
Kara frowns. âWho? Winn?â
Lena nods. âYeah, Itâs not his fault though. When he asked if I wanted a drink, I didnât know he meant alcohol or else I would have turned him down, but when he put the open bottle in my hand and left before I could say anything, wellâŚI couldnât resist. I was halfway through it before my brain kicked in and I realized I had just ruined weeksâ worth of work. I was doing so well and just ruined it for half a bottle of cheap beer that tastes like ass.â
âLena. The fact that you stopped says a lot. Come on, you started this whole thing because you didnât like relying on alcohol, having half a beer whilst hanging out with friends and building furniture isnât relying on it.â
Lena sighs. âI understand why you would say that, but I donât think I ever really told you the extent of my drinking.â
Lena moves to sit down, choosing the only properly clear space in the room, the area beneath the bed, which is pretty much fully constructed, just the doors to the built-in wardrobe left to be added along with the little steps up to the bed. Kara follows her, sitting beside her as their backs press against the wall.
âIt was worse than I said originally. I was too embarrassed to tell you how bad it got. I was drinking a lot. As soon as I got home, I was drinking. If I ever had the odd day off, I was drinking. Hell, sometimes, I was drinking at work. I had a cart there and everything. Jess got rid of it for me, but I know that if she didnât, I would have kept drinking.â
âSo, youâve come a long way. Thatâs a good thing.â
âKara, if I canât resist it when itâs offered, I wonât be able to be sober. I just spent weeks just about keeping myself together, and I gave up too easily. In your four-year-oldâs bedroom no less. You should be mad.â
Kara shrugs. âSure, Iâm not particularly happy anyone is drinking in Loriâs room, but I donât blame you, Lena. Iâm not mad. Maybe a little tiny bit disappointed if you really want the honest truth, but this is a journey for you. A little setback isnât going to stop you, and now you know how terrible it feels to fail, you can use that to keep you from doing so again.â
âItâs not that easy.â Lena angles her body away from Kara, ashamed and downtrodden.
âAddiction never is.â Kara scoots closer until their thighs touch. âIâm not about to condemn you, Lena. You should know that I will support you in whatever way I can. Yes, I have Lori to think about, but youâve made it very clear that I donât have to worry about you putting her in danger. If the time comes when I do become worried about that, thatâs a conversation that will have to happen, but at this moment in time, I think youâre trying your best and just need a little more help to reach your goals.
âStay tonight, and tomorrow we can look into what could help. Maybe therapy or AA meetings. This is your journey and we have to find a system that works for you, not one built out of shame or anger. Instead, weâll build one out of compassion and support. Thatâs whatâs going to help.â
Tears openly roll down Lenaâs face. âThank you.â
âAny time.â
âI just feel so dumb for doing that. I thought I was better than that.â
Kara reaches over and tangles their fingers together. âYou are better than that. One action doesnât define a person. What defines you is what you do now.â
âIâm not drinking again.â
âAnd Iâll be here supporting you. So will Alex and Sam and everyone out there. You just have to let them in. If you donât want to tell them, thatâs fine too. Either way, this apartment has a new blanket rule: no alcohol allowed.â
Lena sags against the wall, leaning over and resting her head against Karaâs shoulder. âThatâs not fair to the others, especially Alex. She deserves to be able to drink in her own home if she wants to.â
âIâll speak to her. She doesnât drink often anyway, so I donât think sheâll mind only drinking at Winnâs place instead.â
âIâm so glad I met you.â Lena nuzzles in closer.
âBelieve me, the feeling is mutual.â
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âAre you ready to see your room, Lori?â Kara asks cheerfully.
âYes!â Lori jumps up excitedly and goes to run to her mom but Alex catches her, stopping her from doing so because thereâs still a mess in the living room she doesnât want her to trip over. Instead, she picks her up and sets her on her hip until they are in the hallway, which Kara and Lena have already cleaned up.
After their conversation, Kara sent Lena to clean herself up a little while she started tidying up before they finished the bed and the rest of Loriâs room together.
Kara didnât know the true extent of all the things Lena bought for Lori until they were putting it all up and sheâs been a cross between horrified and amused about the whole thing ever since. Logically, she knows that buying all of these things isnât going to set Lena back any. She has more money than Kara can even fathom, but thereâs still a level of guilt there. She isnât with Lena for her money and she doesnât want Lena to ever feel like she is. On the other hand, this is for Lori, who deserves the world. Kara can see how wonderful of an opportunity this is for Lori and canât turn down Lenaâs generosity when it helps Lori. Not that she thinks Lena would let her turn it down if she tried.
Lori grabs Lenaâs hand as she passes her, which visibly eases the tension in her shoulders, and Kara is glad for the fact. She may have been able to help calm Lena a little and to reassure her that sheâs not going anywhere, that sheâs here for her, but thereâs just something about the unconditional love a child can bring that Kara can see is healing Lenaâs soul.
âCome on then, Ms Lori. I think youâll like it. Weâve done our very best to make it a room fit for a princess such as yourself.â Lena pins a smile on her face, one that just barely reaches her eyes, but Kara doesnât care. Itâs progress and sheâll take it.
Kara grins as Lena opens the door annoyingly slowly to get Lori to pout a little before she opens it fully and allows her to see her new room. The space that is all hers, something she hasnât had since before the accident, something she barely remembers, if at all.
âDo you like it?â Kara asks, already knowing what the answer will be.
Lori squeals. âI love it! Mama, Iâve got a castle bed!â
âYes, you do, baby.â Kara strokes her hair, watching as Lori dives onto her bed, climbing the steps at a pace she didnât know she could manage.
âMama, Lena, look!â Lori bounces gently, peering down over the raised side thatâs made to protect her in case she rolls in her sleep. âLook at the pretty stars!â She points up at the ceiling, the glow-in-the-dark stars already starting to shine as the daylight fades, marking how long theyâve been working on the apartment.
Lena moves closer to the edge of the bed, looking up at the stars. âDonât tell your mama I said this, but those are my favourite, and she got you those.â She stage whispers, making Lori giggle.
âMe too, me too.â Lori laughs, holding her arms out for Lena to lift her off the bed so she can get to exploring the underneath part of the bed where the beanbag chair and toy storage is. Lena even managed to find a kidâs bookcase in a soft pink that matches the curtain perfectly for all of her books.
Kara wraps her arm around Lenaâs waist, pulling her closer as Lori switches to completely ignoring them in favour of her new toys. She was unhappy when she was told earlier that she would have to wait until her room was done to play with them because they needed the space to build, so sheâs making up for lost time. Kara does not doubt that sheâll have to pick Lori up off the floor, where sheâll pass out in a river of toys later.
Lowering her voice, Kara rests her head against Lenaâs. âI know you think today has been a bust but look at her. Look how happy she is. You did that. Iâm hoping I can make you as happy as she is one day. With how much crap weâve faced since weâve known each other, I think weâve got a pretty solid foundation so far.â
âMe too, but just for the record, we might have only just started dating but so far, youâve made me very happy.â