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What do you mean this isn't some horrible nightmare?

But my heart is agitated, it has its dreams, it gets emotional, and it’s become passionate… It asks things of me, and it keeps me from sleeping many nights…

“It was never just because she was pretty, it was so much more than that. It’s the way her heart beat for everyone, even the people who hurt her. It’s the way she had her secrets and you just wanted to know them all. It’s the way her mind is an adventure I can’t get enough of. It’s the way she makes me want to be a better person. It’s the way her smile could light up a room. And her eyes, oh, her eyes.”

My Lover

“Love me. Love me always and in spite of everything. It is now, it is now that you must love me beyond myself. Wait for me. Wait. Wait for your presence to revive me. Love me, keep your trust in me and don’t abandon me. Surround me with all your warmth. I love you. I love you. I am worthless without you. I don’t exist without you. Wait and come back to me, always loving me. I kiss you like I did last night.”

“I’ve spent so much time in my head and in my heart that I forgot to live in my body.”