Dysphoric Fucking Female

I’ve always loved the idea of not being what people expect me to be.

I like when people get mad about masculine female characters looking a little too manly as if there aren't plenty of masculine women irl that get routinely mistaken for men

why do so many males sincerely value their cock briefly feeling nice over the wellbeing of women. how are people not constantly upset over this it’s sooo fucking normalized.

One thing that led me to detransitioning was the realization that I hated being a woman, I didn’t hate being female. I hated being made to be quiet, being always less than my male peers and male friends and brother, being sexualized from a young age. I hated being forced to wear feminine clothing that made me feel horrifically uncomfortable, I hated the idea that I HAD to be interested in sex especially sex with men, I hated never being listened to or seen as intelligent, I hated not being safe to enjoy the things I enjoyed (nature hiking, comic book conventions, etc). I just wanted to be seen as HUMAN. Unfortunately no pronouns will ever make the world see female human beings as actually human. But I don’t hate being female. My female body connects me to other female people, as a sister and a friend and a lover. My body serves me. My body is able to create fucking human life. My body cleanses my insides every month to protect me from infection. My body is a fucking marvel of nature. It never needed to change. I never needed to change.

i feel like there is a sleep in me that needs to be slept but each time i sleep i don't sleep that sleep

girl with ptsd voice: hey, so something really bad is gonna happen, right? you guys are picking up on that too, yeah? The other shoe is about to drop, I just know it.