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Benson..... 😔,, want that man so bad,, move randy,, but not too far bc I also want him

I pet sit right,, so sometimes I have to spend a little bit of time w ppl I don't rlly know in their house just kinda hovering while they're like sorting a couple last things before they leave but it's rude to ignore each other (I don't rlly care but they start the polite small talk) so with all that,, in unfortunate Charlie kelly style,, I just accidentally question the poor woman packing for her holiday about the spider population in her house

When I show up at the horrible specific triggers for the same thing competition but this past couple of days is already there

It's a little bit wild to me how many artists regularly do self portraits,, not even the ppl who use themself as their main reference just artists who once in a while do a self portrait,, I hate that,, I don't wanna do that ever,, ill draw my teeth or if I need a rlly specific pose reference I'll just take it but just doing a regular self portrait is a nightmare to me,, feels like an artist thing I'm missing out on but I hate it

I'm making my nan a birthday cake and I've had to bullshit a bunch of ingredients basically but I have no idea why I thought I'd be able to cook w the only extremely specific alcohol I won't go near,, wow fill the room with an extremely upsetting aroma,, can't wait to absolutely lose my shit

The second set of everyone ik graduating uni is happening rn and I'm actually gonna shatter my skull on a wall I hate it here

Double bill we watch saw then the passenger and then as a treat we watch the episode of hannibal where will gets shot in the shoulder,, and then you say all those beautiful whiney kinda pathetic men with beautiful wet eyes got shot in the shoulder and I say yes isn't it wonderful and we do it all again

Thinking about teeth inspection,, in a dog kinda way not a dentist kinda way but perhaps a doctor kinda way to

I'm so rotted in my perception of age gaps bc I full don't even consider that like 10-15 years is an age gap relationship,, I'm so used to liking men 20+ years older than me that when ppl say rlly anything less,, it takes me a minute

Watched the passenger today..... Yeah.. I feel normal about that...