i've survived far worse. i've also died to far less though so who knows

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i've survived far worse. i've also died to far less though so who knows

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greenleaf dollhouses 1, 2, 3
since reading the glp-1s may inhibit cancer growth piece on the guardian i have not entirely been able to shift the idea, it is frustrating bc i think ive done an exemplary job of you know, not taking them, but the cancer thing is SO difficult for me, someone who will almost certainly get cancer in my life, to just ignore/overlook
asked anon man (not a dr but a medical biostatistician) what he thinks, he thinks they're still too new to make much of a comment on + he would be leery of taking them for that reason
will talk to my dr about them when im back in the UK in a month, i am not sure if it's a good idea or a crazy idea tbh
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I have ofc seen the videos of her performance and people trying to make a moral thing out of it don't quite hit to me - I feel she's probably this thin on purpose, given her history of obvious edposting, but also like idk man she's such a mean-seeming person that her suffering to me is like... well... ok! also in an ideal world we could just see very thin or very fat people living their lives and that would be it. like that's it, no thinkpieces on what it means that she's so thin or whether she's influencing young girls or whatever just like that's a thin woman and no one cares
anon man brought me home a gift this evening and told me he got it for my birthday but I should open it now lol and it was a replacement for my watch I lost a year ago and have been whining about ever since π₯²π₯²π₯²π₯²

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off to my next chess game, this guy is pretty good going by rating so not overly optimistic. but I don't care x my current standing is 5/14 which for my first ever tournament I'm alright with, although I would love to get top 3 π¬ do think that's unlikely tho
I posted the other day about worrying about the decline in sex and mentally had started debating whether or not I really need my little egg dish in the UK for when he inevitably breaks up with me, but yesterday he initiated sex and then afterwards was like "ahhh it's been difficult to feel like sex lately. tired and stressed and running a lot"and apologised for it... like... when will I stop being like this lol? how do I find my way back to being a person who has even an iota of trust going spare?

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hahaha one of my high school friends just asked how married life is going
boyfriend being a weeb for ukraine means ive started reading his history books on ukraine and being like mmm it IS an interesting country
2020-06-03
went to try to donate plasma again today bc i saw the appt pop up and thought eh fuck it may as well, it's been a few days of massively chugging water, so i went and they still said my veins aren't suitable for donating :/
dont know if im just like biologically unsuitable for donating plasma, which would be incredibly depressing, or if it's reasonable to expect i can make a difference w more regular massive amoutns of water + exercise + lifting weights specifically (the woman at the till basically said drinnk lots / go to the gym, and i wont go to the gym but anon man has weights here)
asked anon man, who is not a doctor but an athlete + biomedical statistician, so i feel he knows Some Shit about bodies, and he thinks it's unlikely im actually just permanently unable to donate, said the same thing as the people at the place basically
like i just want something to be easy and i was really excited about the prospect of like 300 eur a month extra tax free income, so ofc it's not possible lol
got a surprise extra bill of 250 eur for the privilege of being allowed to make doll wigs here, as well, so fuck knows how ill fund that
in jul/aug in the UK i am going to amke up my hours for the chess job which will be Β£6.5k in total, which will hae to last me until january, when i'll get another Β£6.5k
that doesnt sound like that much but remember i currently have no rent or bills anywhere, which means that living on ~1k a month is eminently doable, once i actually get paid, but this period feels increasingly dicey and i will probably have to ask anon man to lend me some money, which he did offer to do ages ago anyway. feel ive done ok to make april's payment of like 1.5k last until now, bc life in vienna is expensive
also having to earn under 17k for this calendar year to keep my student health insurance, hence postponing the rest of my chess money until january but next year i will give up on this bc it's not realistic and i cant just keep postponing it bc at some point like. it's going to be That Year

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i got this v nice message from the chess org director of ops (technically my boss i guess)
yeah and work-wise [lack of deference] is definitely one of the things I appreciate about yourself - you just get on with it, and you're pretty proactive about finding improvements and solutions. You onboarded redacted and redacted without any real headaches or needing any help with it, and the emails area has quietly just become a very efficient and far more productive area than before we made you the coordinator