it was so funny at one point while waiting for the concert to start/venue to fill up, there were staff coming from backstage still setting things up and fans starting screeeeeeeaaammingg like it was one of the members but nah it was just staff LOL (not gonna lie i did too only because why not, get that shit staff man). so once venue starting filling up, and when the time came the lights just goes out and the vcr recording starts playing and everyone starts losing their shit. then you see the members walking onto the stage and i’m like :O (they are so beautiful like wow words cannot describe)

they go right into beautiful and shit is super hype (remember i’m in the back of the pit, it’s super roomy, i was walking around) so i wanted to get a closer view because like once they started performing freaking phones are out!!! like so many!!!!!!! and it blocked the view for a lot of people :/ so i got a little closer where my cousin was (lucky her, she’s taller) and i guess someone got so excited that they dropped? spilled their smoothie? chocolate milkshake? i don’t know but it splattered all over the floor, i thought it was vomit until i seen the cup, pretty gross and you weren’t even suppose to bring in food or drinks (side eyeing you fan).

so once they performed some songs, they get to the talk/ment and sometimes it was hard to hear what they were saying because fans were still screaming, even when the translator was too but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ shownu went “hello ladies and gentlemen, i’m shownu!” SO CUTE I MELTED, everyone else introduced themselves normally, except fucking wonho he took his chance to start stripping and shit but whats new and of course!! they mentioned hyungwon :’(((( and how regretful it was that he wasn’t there :’(((

all the stages were so good, all six of the members gave it 100 and everything was spot on, even though i was totally bummed hyungwon couldn’t make it (but health comes first guys) they made sure that nothing lacks or was off. i brought my boyfriend along and he’s not a fan (now he is, aayyeee) and went “if i hadn’t of known hyungwon was in the group (cause he’s my bias and of course he’s gonna know who hyungwon is) i would’ve thought it was just six of them. broken heart totally broke my heart though! i was on the verge of crying when hyungwon’s part came up and they left that space for him and minhyuk made a hand motion to where he was suppose to be and the little spark effect came in that blank spot and i was so TT-TT

after they performed no exit they exited the stage (har har) and the venue was pitch dark, the only things that lit up was the monbongs and we all started chanting “monsta x” we actually chanted that twice and then after that the whole venue start chanting “hyungwon” it was so beautiful i was in tears, like yaaasss my boy, we miss and love you so much. they come back up on stage and did their closing speech and shownu spoke some cute english again and said he was “touch-ED” LOL he’s so flipping cute. and they went on and performed last page and it was bittersweet and beautiful with all the confetti falling.

so skipping to the hi touch, it went by SO FAST first was jooheon, he’s so unbelievably handsome with his dimples and all that ugh, then minhyuk the freaking sun, then shownu HIS EYE SMILE, then changkyun so adorableee, then wonho HE GOT SO DAMN BEEFY LIKE HOT DAMN, and kihyun was last and he had the tightest and longest grip. i made eye contact with all of them and i didn’t really know what to say to them as i went through so i just said their names? lol i don’t know i feel stupid now thinking about it but oh well. all i remember was that jooheon, minhyuk, changkyun, wonho, and kihyun said hi back but shownu was the only one to stay quiet and just smiled lol.

SO for the photo op, i was the first one in line for my group to stand in the photo, there was 20 per photo (i’m gonna assume because of the delay) and the staff guy that was standing next to me goes “so who are you gonna stand next to?” and i was like “WHAT I GET TO CHOOSE?!” and he’s all “i don’t see why not you’re the first one” and so i turned around to my cousin and boyfriend and made a last minute decision and was all “JOOHEON!! I’M STANDING NEXT TO HIM”. (they’re still in the same order as the hi touch btw) and so i’m walking down and the other staff member is like “c’mon let’s keep it moving” and i looked at him and asked “i have to walk all the way down????” and he said “yup please keep going” and so i looked over to jooheon and pouted. JOOHEON AND MINHYUK POUTED BACK AT ME LOL but it was no big deal i didn’t really get a good glimpse of shownu or changkyun at that point but then here’s wonho and he grabs my hand and says “hiiiiiiiii” in a very deep voice LIKE WYD and you got kihyun over there at the end telling me “c’mon!” and motioned me down next to him.

y’all they’re standing on this platform, so they’re higher than they should be, i’m 4′10 and these other fans are just so tall so i asked the staff lady if i could stand on the platform too since i’m short and she hesitated for a moment and it looked like she was going to say yes but ended up saying no, guess she didn’t want to bend the rules for me. so it’s getting full from the other fans and i remember saying “i’m gonna get blocked” and kihyun did this hand gesture for me to get onto the platform next to him and i was thinking ummmm okay sure why not. and come to find out he had hovered his arm around me for quite some time because my boyfriend thought he had his arm wrapped around my shoulder but i said nah he was hovering cause i didn’t feel any physical touching lmfao. so i get up there and we all pose and the photo is done. the members are saying their thank you’s and goodbye’s to the fans and i turn to kihyun, he’s literally only a couple of inches away from me and he takes my hands and like we’re HOLDING HANDS and i started talking to him i told him thank you for coming, i hope you can come back again, and bring hyungwon next time please. you know just basic english on something he would understand and the whole time we had eye contact and he was smiling and nodding and saying yeah. and when i brought up hyungwon he made this very sad/worried face and nodded and said yeah, okay. at one point he let go one of his hands and notice my cousin next to me and shook her hand with that one LOL but omg i don’t know how i did it but yeah i fucking spoke to kihyun and we had the longest eye contact and held hands throughout the entire thing while a staff memeber was telling me to get off the platform and i was just so into kihyun i didn’t hear any of it until my boyfriend told me LOL.

all i have to say is the members are all so sweet and their hands! their hands are so soft! going to this concert literally revived my love for them and yeah i know it’s sad to say but i’ve just had a lot going on and this concert literally help with destressing and it was such a great experience.