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After hanging out with Dave, there were only so many times he could show you his newest mixes before you started anticipating it. Today was no different. You loved Dave as much as you could as his friend, but you definitely needed a little extra assistance to get through his songs. They weren't BAD per se. Your honest and sober opinion would definitely not be very encouraging, though.

You inhaled through the mouthpiece of your bong, barely listening to the beat Dave had just put on.

"This one fits in perfectly with the rest of the EP. Really shows off my genius lyrical ability," he said over your coughing fit. He was a very amusing individual. You handed him the bong in lieu of a real reply.

"Do you want a hit?"

"Hell yes," he said, taking it from your hands. He put his lips to the top and lit the bowl, inhaling with his usual nonchalant flare before bursting into a coughing fit. His ears turned a bashful shade of red as he tried to gather himself. There was no sense in feeling embarrassed over something as dumb as this, but he couldn't help it. Dave Strider just wasn't someone who coughed after taking a hit and he was worried that doing so would shatter his persona in your eyes. 

"Here," you handed him your water bottle.

"Thanks."

You watched his movements thoughtfully, staring at his lips as they imbibed the liquid. You wondered if he might let you get closer to them. But of course, you weren't thinking straight. Your body moved before you were able to stop yourself. It was like watching a movie as your hand landed on his thigh.

Dave's cheeks became emblazened also. You stared at each other. So close to him like this, you could see his long eyelashes fluttering under the dark lenses. His face phased into yours. It seemed like he had been coming in slowly, but your teeth smacked against one another when your lips met, leaving your mouth slightly aching. It was sort of awkward, but you didn't want to stop. Your mouths shifted against each other, trying to find a rhythm. Dave seemed reserved, letting you take the lead. You wished you could get a better angle.

And just like that you were straddling his lap, using his shoulders to hold yourself up as you deepened the kiss. You felt Dave's hands on your waist. You were content with getting a little taste of him, but it seemed like Dave had gotten a little overexcited. He groaned into your mouth as you rolled your hips over his hard dick.

His short nails raked over your back, clutching at the fabric of your shirt where he could get ahold. You did it again, more purposefully this time. Repeatedly grinding down onto him. He bucked into you needily, reacting to the way you touched him. It was so easy to make him melt into you. You could feel his desperation leaking through his pants. Maybe next time you would let him fuck you, but for now you were enjoying meeting his erratic thrusting with your own measured friction. It didn't feel too bad for you, either. You wanted him, too. 

Dave's breathing was becoming short and he was now ramming his clothed dick into your body. He was close, and you wanted to get him there. You let him latch onto your hips. He pushed you down into his lap as he whined into your hot mouth. You groaned at the sensation, nestling a hand in his hair as he used you. His breath hitched in his throat and he held you into him. He shifted awkwardly under you and you pulled away, panting. You didn't know when his glasses had been pushed off, but you could see clearly that he was looking at the floor, cheeks still ripe as tomatoes. He was so cute. You reached over, running a hand through his hair with a fond hum.

Initially, Equius’ attraction to you was purely due to his belief in submission being your birthright.

Your relationship seemed to be bolstered by nothing but his perverse need to assert himself as your subordinate.

At first, you were a little…disturbed?

Of course other trolls treated you differently as a purple-blood.

Especially when they didn’t know you well yet.

That felt worlds apart from what this guy was doing, though.

Others acted in something closer to caution whereas Equius surrendered himself to you completely with no questions asked.

Navigating that was annoying to put it kindly.

You found yourself going out of your way to avoid any interactions with the guy just so you could maintain some façade of normalcy between you two.

Besides, you didn’t exactly know how to approach him.

He seemed less than satisfied when you didn’t assert yourself over him and take full advantage of your superior position.

It was mildly offensive that he took you to be the sort of person to treat others that way.

If he wanted to get on the floor and lie prostrate at your feet then that was his business.

You just wished he wouldn’t drag you into that kind of thing.

At a certain point, it was kind of fun to play along in some way.

Maybe you were taking advantage of him but you didn’t exactly know how to deal with the guy.

Commanding him to do ridiculous things just for the sake of it and always having him at your beck and call seemed to please him more than any of your ignoring had.

It also included the added benefits of being amusing and taking a lot of menial tasks off your plate.

Okay, having him around was nice. You could admit that much.

Plus, the two of you had become more trusting of each other over time.

Whatever weird thing you had going on was kind of adjacent to friendship at least.

And he wasn’t a bad guy at all underneath all the hemospectrum stuff.

That was a little difficult for you to ignore, admittedly.

Especially since you thought he might have been getting off on your requests and willingness to talk to him. Maybe even at your very presence.

The realization that you weren’t disgusted by the possibility in the slightest is what made your feelings apparent for the first time.

You wanted Equius.

And you were pretty sure you would have wanted him without all the weird servant stuff.

What???

He was a really cool guy once you got to know him!

You just didn’t want to take advantage of him.

You were sure he would happily reciprocate any affection you chose to throw him.

You didn’t want to pigeonhole him into a quadrant with you just because he thought he owed it to you.

Even if he’d normaled out as he got more comfortable around you.

Most of the behavior had confined itself to commenting on your behavior which he deemed below your caste and trying to correct it.

His willingness to order you to conduct yourself properly was funny in some way.

It was sort of endearing still how much he flustered himself when he realized he’d allowed himself to berate a higher blood.

You decided to consult Nepeta on the matter.

It seemed like she was the person who could give you the insight you were seeking.

She knew Equius best and surely she’d be down to help you navigate the situation.

She was ecstatic to know that Equius had other trolls throwing themselves at him besides herself.

“::33: I always mew he was a cat-ch!”

…Even though she’d obviously been joking.

Nepeta knew that he could be a little difficult to put it kindly.

But she really was excited to get to help him sort out another quadrant!

She was very privy to Equius’ feelings towards you.

You were more than relieved to know that he was friends with you for more than your status.

Her assurances that he actually liked you as a person gave you the confidence you’d needed to talk to him about your feelings.

You tried not to make yourself look too fancy, but you still wanted to be presentable. You just didn’t want to look like you thought you were better than him or something.

It is so impossible for Karkat to hide his feelings.

It's too hard for him to keep it to himself, he can't help but be obvious about his crush.

He doesn't even realize just how overt he's being.

If he thinks it isn't reciprocated for any reason, he won't tell you how he feels flat out.

If you're asking him for advice about someone else, he'll still do his best to tell you his most rational thoughts.

He just wants you to be happy at the end of the day, but that doesn't mean he isn't really jealous.

It's always easy for him to be nice to you, but he may find some difficulty in keeping a level head with whoever you're talking to. In which case, he might try and avoid them for the most part for everyone's best interest.

Having a crush in any quadrant is something that eats away at Karkat.

He can't seem to stop thinking about it to the point where he ends up getting frustrated and wishing he could stop the feeling entirely.

Karkat is definitely someone who becomes lovesick.

He's especially scared to be open with you because he isn't sure how human relationships compare to troll ones.

Logically, he knows they must be similar.

But having no expertise in the area makes him feel very vulnerable.

Besides, it's more important for him to have you in his life in any capacity which stops him from telling you how he feels in case it ruins your friendship.

You're able to tell, though.

He isn't very good at subtlety.

If you couldn't tell that he liked you, somebody else would probably let you know sooner or later.

Watching him fumble around with his feelings is entertaining, but you can only handle it for so long before you start to feel a little bad for him.

When you tell him that you feel the same, he's hit with a rush of relief.

The situation was putting him on edge to an unnatural degree.

When all the tension is broken, it is very hard for Karkat to stay off of you.

He's waited long enough, okay?

All he wants to do is finally be with you.

His mouth crashed onto yours as he kissed you enthusiastically and bruisingly.

Your lips were swollen with his fangs gnawing at them.

His body was solid under your hands, clutching at his sweatshirt for stability as he held you close.

Karkat just wants you so bad and he wants to give you everything you want.

He wants to be your person.

Even though he always imagined the first time with you to be romantic and sweet, it can't help being a little awkward and desperate.

He tries not to let it get to him, but he feels like he is embarrassing himself in the way he's tugging at your clothes and grabbing at your waist, your hips, your thighs.

Wherever his hands lead him next. 

He is so easy for you, melting under the touch of your hand and doing whatever you ask of him.

He can't resist.

He can't even believe this is happening to him.

Even though he's even more excited than a virgin on prom night, he wants things to be tender when it comes down to it.

He doesn't want it to be over so fast.

He's flushed for you and he wants his treatment of you in bed to reflect it.

No matter how much he might want to ravish each other, the only thing that he really cares about is the brand new level of closeness.

He wants to hold your hand, kiss your lips, cradle your head all while you do what you want with him.

The evidence of your coupling will be left across your skin in the form of scratches and bites.

He likes to see the marks on your skin, but he's also sort of horrified by how easily your skin becomes marred.

Kankri believes that it is his duty to break his vow of celibacy in order to defend you more effectively.

He doesn't want to come off as performative when he educates others on treating you (and everyone) with a certain level of kindness.

If he's your moirail, it certainly allows him to feel more credible in his advisements.

And he won't say it out loud, but he is proud of himself for doing something so selfless.

Whenever you are feeling upset, Kankri is the first person to validate your feelings.

He will do his best to help you work through them, even if a lot of his advice seems to be sanitized therapy speak.

He wants to help you to the best of his abilities, so he won't dare try and inject his own feelings into the matter.

The wisest thing is to stick to what he's read about.

Kankri considers himself to be emotionally intelligent.

Whether that's true or not can be left up to whoever you're asking.

Sometimes it frustrates you even more to hear him spoon-feed you the same routine over and over again when you are in a vulnerable moment.

But you know he means well.

In the beginning, he finds himself getting frustrated that his attempts at consolation don't seem to be helping you the way he wanted.

His tendency to snap can drive a wedge between the two of you at times.

When that happens, he just finds himself feeling really shitty.

He's able to force down his pride and ask Porrim for advice.

Kankri finds it much easier to have the patience to give you the care you need when he starts asking you what you need instead of assuming.

When you know you can really rely on him, his tendency to coddle you gets a little stronger.

He doesn't like seeing you get hurt all the time.

There is nothing he can do or say that can take away the stigma of a highblood being so emotional, which of course invites a lot of ridicule from your other friends.

He is very watchful of you.

If somebody says something he deems to be in poor taste, he wants to be able to jump in before the situation has an opportunity to escalate.

Since he comes across as rather insufferable, the disinterest in getting a long lecture on the strength of male emotional vulnerability has most trolls in your circle kinda avoiding you.

Porrim is slightly irritated that Kankri can understand the intricacies of gender-specific oppression when it comes to your case but not in her advocacy for feminism.

She's always kind to you though. Her only gripes are with the man himself.

Aradia is so sweet and gentle in bed.

She always wants to make your comfort a priority.

One of her methods to doing this is to get in a joke whenever she sees the opportuity.

If she can tell that you're a little on edge, she wants to make you laugh and hopefully get you further into the mood.

She is very handsy.

You can always count on her to be squeezing your thighs or smacking your ass.

She thinks you're the most beautiful person ever and she doesn't have any trouble showing it.

Foreplay is very fun for Aradia.

She prefers to give way more than she likes to receive.

She really likes to give you head.

She loves being intimate with you, so she likes to give as much as she can.

Of course she won't say no if you want to return the favor, however she isn't keeping score in any way.

She likes it the best when you sit on her face, that way she can give you exactly what you need.

Aradia likes to take things slow during sex.

She doesn't think that it's something to be rushed through. She feels that it's something that brings the two of you closer.

Even if she isn't exactly horny, she's dtf. She loves being close to you.

She is always kissing you, kissing your neck, holding you, petting your hair, asking if everything feels good for you, etc.

She is an attentive lover.

Aradia almost prefers dry humping to actual sex.

The desire experienced in the moments when you are both clothed really gets her blood pressure up.

When you pull away from making out, her whole face is flushed red and she is smiling so big.

She loves positions where she can admire your body.

There's a good view from every angle, in her opinion.

If you are riding on top, her eyes are all over you as she thrusts to meet your own movements.

She loves looking at your face if you're on your back, and at how your tits bounce when her hips slam against you. Big or small, it doesn't matter. Not gonna stop her from sucking on them.

Of course she also loves fucking you from behind.

What isn't to love about your body? You're perfect from every angle.

While she can't help kneading your ass, she also can't resist leaning forward to plant kisses on your shoulders and the back of your neck.

Her lipstick is always all over your body.

Whatever you ask her for, she's happy to do although she draws the line at doing things that could really hurt you.

She enjoys spanking and hair pulling if you enjoy it, but she definitely will not indulge in any choking, at least with a red partner.

That would cause her not to be able to enjoy herself because she's worried about you.

Aradia doesn't really get tired after sex. Kind of the opposite, actually.

She always feels energized afterwards.

If you don't feel like going for another round, she makes sure you're all taken care of and cleaned up before she goes on a run to blow off some steam.