Depressing life

Rreally depressing for me to see so few stories in Choices. As this game one of the few that let you play as non straight male. In my life I was beaten, abused, insulted, fired when people found out about my orientation. I can not even imagine that I can live freely some day and not even be afraid for my life. Now I live in very small town, working on dead end job without any hope for the better. I am very lonely and do not even hope that I will find someone who will love me. And videogames are the only thing that let me cope with my grim reality.

But so many games do not offer this opportunity, and in those that are offering gay romances they often really poorly made and even shove you aside. Like in Assassin’s creed odyssey with forced hetero romance or Pathfinder: Kingmaker where you have only one option and you are punished for this (who is evil psychopath already in straight open relationship, so if you want only gay romance and not poly relationship with male and female you have to break that couple, but if you do this the other character from this couple will die), or Fire Emblem the Three Houses where gay romance options are really worse compared to others.

And seeing that Pixelberry also seeing me now as a second class person it make me more depressed. And also seeing all those comments that my feelings are not important make me loosing any hope. And even in genderlocked stories they could include some great mlm characters, but almost all gay couples included in not genderlocked stories, and in genderlocked stories their role are often only as a gay best friend or almost non existent at all. And in non genderlocked stories male LI are not even mention any previous relationships with males, and always references their sexes as females, but females are often openly talk about their sexuality.