cecropia’s nest

ive lost the trust of the person that ive wanted to trust me the most, ive fucked up in ways that cant be fixed with a simple im sorry, i know i have to do better but i just cant im not good enough.

idk why it made me giggle but like, i heard a song that i havent in awhile on tiktok n the video was asking like a question, n the artist of the song commented n j goes ‘idk i was mad asf’ like damn, maybe i need to sit down with this song again bro

Yall ever got too many hobbies bro?? time management when i have so many ideas imma start doesnt exist- its j gonna happen the sketches n ideas will always be there tho (i say as i try to calm myself)

sometimes when im in like a dark area n my eyes havent adjusted i wait for adjacent light to summon me n then i follow it

fuck why am i not taking advantage of my ability to act in public, why am i not using my free will and telling people false names, why have i not created a person w fake lore?? fuck man i needa be doing this shit, it would be so funny