🩵` . eva 🪽

I fucking hate myself, I was so happy posting and I had so many followers and now I'm too depressed to try again, ugh

I feel so fat but I love McDonald's, ana recovery has been hard in the summer time, I feel so not swimsuit ready :(

.. let me marry you, let me meet your friends, let me take them away, let me be loved by your family, seep into your mind, your veins, a parasite living off your love, let me bury myself so far into your life that my absence would kill you.. please.. please ..

My flesh is softened porcelain and my veins conduct liquid electricity, my files are all scattered, system failing ... What is love ? Error .. error .. error .. r or..er.. r r r

Cute cute cute cute !!! I just want to be cute, I want bows on my corpse, I want glitter in my loins, I just want to die like a sleeping beauty, a princess in a bloody bath

Summer always brings this intense wave urge of sexualizing myself for men to abuse me and want me which makes me feel slightly disgusting but also something something patriarchy ໒꒰ • x • ꒱১

I want to stab a blade down your throat and feel your teeth clamp my wrist .. just so your voice would be always only mine ..

What's up jiraiblr I'm bac and I'm worse than before and I'm also better because I am worse and also I'm gonna show my FACE ( shock ) because I feel cute

Theres girls who are little in the heart, who yell angry and smoke and cry and have "mean" interests and have sex and don't want to have sex who drink alcohol or don't want to ever touch it out of trauma who are scared of everything or too impulsive, and are still little ... you don't have to be a child, to be pure, to be small, to be the little that your heart yearns to be ...