insecure in my relationship AGAIN? mama Mia bpd gimme a break

I don’t like it how she has social media, I don’t like that others get to know him!! Am I just jealous?  No!! I just want to be the only person he knows !!!!

me: don’t you do it person: *starts showing the most vague interest in me* me: holy shit we’re gonna get married

i’m pretty sure at this point if someone held me tenderly id just black out

You know what sucks? Not only do I constantly want to see you and hug you and talk to you, I constantly want to talk about you to whoever will listen. I want to talk about how I miss you and want to see you. I want to ask people how you’re doing and what you’re up to. It sucks and I hate it.

every time you send a dry text or you take 5 hours to respond it feels like your hand is being plunged into my bare chest and ripping my heart out, and if i were to say this out loud i would be being “manipulative” and “dramatic” but it actually feels like i’m dying. it feels like i’m being physically hurt, but of course i still run after you because who would i be without you? i would have nothing to live for, no one to obsessively think about and adore. i would have no one to be completely and whole heartedly in love with, and being absolutely infatuated with you is the worst pain i’ve felt in my life but i wouldn’t change it for a second. you are the worst and best thing that’s ever happened to me but goddamn it i wouldn’t be here without you. i owe everything to you, i fucking adore you my beloved.

For my next trick I’ll go through 9 different emotions within two minutes

“you’re so quiet” bro everyone ignores me and nobody cares about what i have to say

I get so fucking jealous, I’m so fucking insecure I hate it.

am i real or am i just a bunch of mental illnesses in one body?