Having friends to hang out with on my days off sounds so nice

I will never ever forget or forgive ppl for asking me if I was ever even a furry when they thought that my bf and I were breaking up. That shit was so fucked bc like???? Lmao like yea haha I totally created a fursona and spent hundreds of dollars in commissions in the last couple of years for pretend! It was all a facade! I was only pretending so my bf could like me more! You got me! Hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahshahhahahahah🤪🤪🤪

I really want to drink tonight just by myself but I know it’ll cause me to have a breakdown but I’m kind of craving one but also it’ll disappoint ppl but also i don’t care and I just want to have this one thing

I just think that it’s so fun and amazing that one of the ppl I’m still friends with hangs out with the ppl who were directly involved in some really bad stuff with me and probably didn’t ever confront them about it or ask them why the heck they ever allowed something like that to happen for so long and also how they could hurt so many ppl and not feel sorry about any of it. Idk it’s just sort of wild to see insta stories of them just hanging out so casually like nothing happened and I absolutely know for sure she never confronted them about it bc that’s just how all of them are and how they have always been. Im just coming to the realization that I’ve never had like a solid friend group where I can grow with ppl and like trust to do the right thing and like idk are not just about partying and going out all the time I guess? Idk it’s just all really fun and really strange