in my Bluey era

compilation of stuff that reminds me of gilserge

and then, when he finally gets a moment with gilbert, he realizes that he's dead, he's gone.

it's the end of gilbert running away, it's the end of a cycle of drugs and abuse and blood and pain, all that's left is a body that serge doesn't even get to mourn because it was taken away, again, by auguste. auguste keeps haunting them even if they're far away, even in death gilbert can't get a break, and at the end of the day he was back at square one

all that happened in the last 3-4 years was for nothing, because gilbert died and serge was left all alone again, except now a part of himself is gone alongside gilbert, gilbert is gone but so is serge's youth, his innocence, his last bits of love taken away

don't even get me started on gilbert, he understood that letting serge know was an issue, and he was trying so hard to reclaim his autonomy at first by calling out people who treated him the wrong way, he was trying to get back what auguste and everyone stole from him, but literally everyone around him makes him do otherwise, he's not an adult, he's a boy, he's a child, they were 15 years old when they escaped and 16-17 when volume 17 started, they're kids, gilbert had no saying in what happened.

he never meant to do this much harm