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You think 'Okay, I get it, I'm prepared for the worst', but you hold out that small hope, see, and that's what f**ks you up. That's what kills you.
— Stephen King, Joyland
day12

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day 11
“Schoolboy”
We can never disregard the way that due to the adoration for our mom, we figure out how to cherish ourselves. It is without a doubt obvious. A caring mother has the ability to change our haziest world. She gave us love, an unconditional love. She adores us by understanding and securing our deepest being. That is the reason we need to comprehend them moreover. We need to offered back the adoration they gave, not on the grounds that they love us, but since we love them.
day 10
After seeing the result of this test, it seems to be accurate for me. Like for me or to someone else out there, communication is a way to assure things around you such us to your love ones. It is way more efficient to talk rather than showing some things just to empress someone. But in a real-life situation, things should be balanced. Half of it needs talking, half of it should be done by working.
day 9
Didn't expect how fast the day passed by, sigh*. Exam day, hooray(sad honk*) thankfully have nothing to worry about til’ next day. I'm satisfied with my score as well. The rest is having quality time here with my nephews and do things over and over again.
day 8
Same thing, different day. Household chores, playing computer, study a bit and roll over again and again .
What makes you happy? When are you happy?
There's a lot of things that kinda makes you a happy person. Bonding with friends is one of my example, which brings you joy with yourselves, having fun with each other, talking, laughing and many more. Also I found happiness with material things. Clothes, gadgets etc. Well who else is not happy when you get what you want for a meantime. Also having a good-ass food in your table which is definitely gives you a big smile, and there's many thing to obtain happiness in life.
Who are the people closest to you? How often do you talk to them? Why do you consider them your closest relationships?
I don't usually talk a lot, I'm an introvert person besides I have so many friends out there, considering others as the real real ones. My parents too, obviously they are one my closest people to me. But I rarely talk about my personal life to them. I can't answer this question clearly I just go straight away give a direct answer to this.

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day 7
Hello, kinda nervous of the oral recitation but it wasn't that totally talk-to-talk oral thing and that gives me a relief. Just a casual day.
Why is the brain considered as superior even to the most powerful computer?
The computer needs something like human brain does, and it is the CPU. It serves as a storage for any data of the computer like human brain does. And human can't do anything if we have no brain lol as well as the computer with no specs inside of it.
Is it possible to combine the capabilities of your two brain hemisphere? How will this affect your ability to learn?
I don't think it is possible to fuse our two brains hemisphere because they have different functions and purpose. And if so our brain will have more capability to do exagge things.
day 6
Waking up, grab my phone and join the class while I'm eating my breakfast.
After that, gettin' my shoes and tie my lace and went to my dad's workplace.
Hit it up, after that going back to my crib and done gettin sanitized. While I'm taking lunch there is something I realize.
I forgot to pass my advocacy video to my leader of our group with the given time.
And I work on it, done with it then I go sit towards my computer for a short time.
After playing, help my mom to cook for the night and I'm saying I’m just rapping this thing up blah blah blah xD. jk, just having fun spent half of my day inside my room.
question for the day; What situation do you consider as positive stress? As negative stress?
I consider my situation a positive stress despite of our situation that we're facing still, I'd find my way to go throughout to my challenges in a daily living and actually it is helpful to me because it improves my inner self, my mind and it raises my critical thinking skills. Meanwhile I cosider a negative stress thing when I drive onto my emotions, problem with material things and many more but I can't blame myself sometimes and better to rid those things quickly.
How am I aware of tipping something when it comes to stress? People have feelings, as I said earlier we can't blame ourselves and we dwell sometimes with our emotions. Crying is an option but for me I keep that composure just not to dwell on things that catches me. I rather spend my time on things that makes me feel comfortable.
day 5
Sunday chores, clean everything inside my room, and washing clothes. Just a casual day for me, but before the pandemic strike. Every Sunday is we're going to the church together with my parents and my siblings. But because of this situation that we're facing, we decided to go often outside because of the threat of the disease. Back to my business, there is no business of what I'm saying lol.
pause for a thought ; How would you describe your current situation as an adolescent?
In the middle of my adolescent stage, I am facing stressful problems and one of them is my mental attitude. I am facing new challenges every day and I learn every time with my curious mind to dwell on things that can catch my interest. I'm looking up for my real friends out there helping me on what should I do in this next upcoming school year, college thing. And as time goes by, I am ready for what is to come in my journey. I will risk everything I can to have a stable and bright future.
What are some things you have done during your childhood that you are not doing anymore?
Back then I was a spoiled kid spending the rest of my time together with my childhood friends, outside we play (tumba-lata, pulis dunggab, etc.) and also video games and I always shouted with my parents because of being lazy when it comes to house chores. But now it's different, I am more engaged in some activities that teenagers usually do. Can't blame drinking as part of it while hanging out with my friends but we do not do this for about straight a week. Having fun is this stage is normal to us. And yet still, I manage to give quality time with my parents, helping them with their work, hand in hand house chores, and live privately.
day 4
This day is a special day for my grand cousin because they celebrate their wedding with my relatives, and there's nothing special with my day I mean btw, because I'm the one who's in-charge to guard our house as all of them attended the wedding lol. After they got home is having quality time with my family, and yea usual weekends what do you expect. Playing with my 2 nephews and do house chores, and playing in my computer as always as it is therapeutic for me. And that's it, hop on my bed and the rest is history.
day 3
Friday no 'Fly-day', half of my day is wasted on sleeping. Setting aside the given activity in this subject, Adios.

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day 2
Wake up, eat, work and pose up. After lunch is to have quality time with my mom along with my 2 cute nephews, and the rest of my time is spent in front of my computer, just another normal day here in my room with another activity in this subject (PERDEV).
Thoughts about the song "Forgiveness" by Mathew West. Well its not hard to forgive someone others can't take forgiveness in an easy way, just try to imagine. A person is being abused with his wife again and again until there is a time where they both caught into there updraft because of a business thing like that and the husband of the wife seems so full of anger that he can't take it no more, managed him not forgive anything and plan to do a divorce. Blah blah blah, I hope you'll get my point on what I'm sayin' lol. For me is, forgiveness is a key and a way to cleanse our heart and soul, to put you to peace and everything that grants you freedom after. Either forgiving someone or down to ourselves, it is important. Some people don’t remember nor they don't know what to do when they are in their dark times, well we can't blame others such as a person who spends time to work fulltime for a living, etc. But lets just keep it in mind, as always that forgiveness is one of the best ways to have a clear mind, if you hurt someone then go apologize and beg for forgiveness, that's easy. Ease our mind in any aspect.
PAUSE FOR A THOUGHT
I've been trapped for about a year after realizing a lot of shit in my life, I've been haunted by my past and other things that I can't tell. And from those stuffs, I realize a lot and it defines me a complex person. But I met even more complex and much more weirdo than me. I am preferring to my secretly love, well I don't I just ask myself "How the hell are you in that thing, why are you forcing yourself into that toxic situation and how could you survive with those things around you". Well, for me is I don't really mind a kind of person like my love after all because it's just annoys me and my time is going to waste if I do consume my time with all those temptations that seems pretty obvious that it wont last long. And my answer of what make a person a complex character is, base of my preferences is that because of how their journey goes, maybe there are no one that enlightens them on what to do in their lives, or a person is surrounded by negative vibe, or if the person is pessimistic type and choose to be weirdo lol. Just kidding, yea disclaimer, I don't judge them and I can't blame them for their attitude and to their decision makings of their lives. In my way I only left them some advice that can give them idea on how to get out from their certain situation.
day 1
I failed to attempt the class on the 1st day because we're on tour with my friends with no stable internet connection, I would like to apologize to you, Ma'am Jecille for this thing that I would like to share to you in my 1st day of your class but by the way wus good my tublr friends and I would gladly like to share my story yesterday on our trip with my friends. First is my friend told me he was gonna get his license on Iligan City although he's looking for someone to have with he's business so he hit me up along with my other friends and planned right away to go to a waterfalls nearby in the city after he get his license. As we've talked about the plan before the day on 12 midnight, we packed our things right away and get some 4hrs of sleep and as the sun rises up, we go hop into the car and start our road trip down to Iligan City. We took about 2hrs on our long drive and have some rest for awhile and the time we arrived is 7:30am. Back again after getting some nap and taking breakfast, I was getting worry about my class in PERDEV because there is no signal where we stayed in, I tried to find where I can get but where in the middle of the woods where my friends house located and I excused on one of my classmate to tell that I wasn't gonna make to the orientation of the class. Then as after that problem is we start to go the office where my friend use to get his license, and it took an hour waiting for my friend to get out from the office. And finally as my friend get his license, we move directly to the falls nearby in the city while taking our lunch on our car. As we arrived to our destination, we started to spend the rest our time enjoying the view and swimming around the flowing water from the falls. We spent so much time with my barkadas on that day and we moved out between 5pm and get some food to eat while preparing for our things to get back onto our house. Done to have a bit of rest and we start to have a long drive again back to the city where we belong and we spent 3hrs onto our trip because we took a stop in the middle of our trip to get some gasoline. And we arrived 8:30pm and start to say goodbye and back onto our personal life. When I got home, I was asking for my classmates online to ask what was the coverage of the discussion lately on PERDEV and yes they told me that it was fine and there is an activity to be done until Friday. Other than school works, at my room I start to arrange my things and spent my last hour for a quality time with my family. And as I get tired and do some night bath and I fell asleep right away. And that is all for my experience from yesterday, stay safe and don’t attempt to go for a Gala with your friends out there without asking permission to your parents or your guardian, like what I did, I ask a permission but didn’t told them where I was gonna exactly to go haha. See ya next time.