world is rose tinted to me

If only I could send you on stake Watch your face covered in soot Let them see your ideas reduced to ash But your heart burns hotter than fire If only I could snuff your flame Watch your heart slowly stop Let them see your ideals stagnate But you thrive in cold deep If only I could drown you Watch you fall into embrace of darkness Let them see your faith remain unchallenged But you can soar through  the skies If only I could shoot you Watch you fall down to earth Let them see your disgusting similarity But you don't bleed If only I could poison your blood Watch you rot from inside Let them see discarded parts resurfacing But your conscience purifies ill intentions If only I could still wish you all good Watch you warp image of you again Let them put faith in you But all things can happen once

Silly squishy Kinda round Give us joy Once they are found Seen admired Very soft And now jiggling Like bouncy ball pair Lean long Feathery bipedals Make bird noises Like birds are supposed to

Let me tell you a story fantastical and wild To ease our time until we both are found So our minds won't submit to terrors That only plagues our sight   Once I was one curious tiny cat Who wanted to explore land far World was much bigger than now And trees were so tall they bruised clouds Alas, clouds were so heavy they made my lungs hurt I ventured into the forest to escape the clouds Crossed the river, hid from hungry wolves Arrived at strange garden with **well** in the middle I bravely came closer to well's edge and looked What was at bottom shocked me As I stood shocked, it started climbing As it got too close, I started running As quickly as my short legs could take me Between the scarred wolves and across the river Until I left the forest and could see my home The creature jumped into a cloud and choked on fumes Don't bug your eyes I know that's no longer true Sky is now blue, clouds are now friendly Yet when it wasn't, it saved me I ran from the forest for the first time And kept coming back, to uncover more  But there is something else in this distant tale I never came back to confront well again and it's unfortunate if I may be frank Because it's better to be alive than to die satisfied But as I lived to tell you a story One day you will tell story of today too I can hear help coming, they are calling for you Farewell little one, we will meet again soon

I don't pour same effort into every poem and I don't love them equally

the sun never rose that morning yet noone could adamantly tell because sky was covered by ash and those who watched sky are now dead grey halls stay devoid of speeches just echoes whisper in  corners because witnesses are cold as night and their hearts closed till bitter end morning kept passing without traces with morning fades world in silence and ashes hide remnants tenderly because ash is more gentle than them sun will rise again tommorow let remnants bask under once more and waking world rises with new sun because those who stayed need it more

Liar, liar on the white wall, Which one today you will maul? Will it be a hurting child? Will it be gone with wind? Shall I see ugly mourner? Shall I see who wronged her? Why reflection doesn't match? Why reflection isn't mine? Can you see what do I mean? Can you see how do I feel? Mirror, liar tell me more, Was I myself all along?

I watched him burn rose gardens sweet moments of joy laughing at its ephemeral nature and I decided to spare him I watched him burn libraries scar once great sanctuaries disregard legacy of ignited roses then choke on ashes and regret and I decided to spare him I watched him gather the ashes and scatter the past in rose gardens so they will rise and grow so he can undo the embers and that was when I decided to kill him

Your words are intoxicating Sweet promises of midnight union Everlasting hymns of devotion Laced with most potent poison We both know I can see the poison Defy your fiendish allure Close my heart in the rational machine Carve new credo in cold stone We both know I won't do it Because shameful craving will make me Massacre logical machine And erode any credo set in stone So I can embrace your presence

He comes with a darkness By chimney or wall Looming over your bed Were you naughty or not If you weren’t naughty He won’t pay you mind But you are on his list You won’t be easy to find You cannot plead or escape Or melt his frozen heart You can only bargain How slowly you will die Beware of saints And of them all Beware the Saint Nikolai the most The starry silhouette on sky And the deep laugh Ho ho ho ho ho ho

I remember luminous sea before the storm before the end before the beginning I remember your passion after the storm after the end when our worlds collided my beloved I hope you’ll remember fondly our short time at the sea at the beginning at the end last farewell and first greeting until our worlds crash and we will meet again

falling from the sky iridescent snowflakes on white kitten resplendent spectrum reflected on the lustrous lake surface bright day becomes wonderful darkest night of magnificent dreams dark night becomes entrancing reality loathing forlorn day

ah the voracious court where we cherish creation and the love we all feed and the love that is fed to us cakes, pies, lies, nuts quiches, murder, pumpkin bread tvarog, feta, juust, brie may svarog deliver us soup, cream, guts, puree, off with chef’s head he burnt precious pie it’s the third time her highness had enough disturbances of sacred kitchen art of making one happy of sharing best food she long forgot that best food is food we share with loved and we love to share cause there is no joy from creation locked in ideal cage alone