Cat Eliz

I knew i was heading out, and that id be back shortly....but because i am last on your list and obviously last in your mind while knowing all of this ever so clearly still intoxicated by the way you once made me feel...so i lean in your lips tighten and neck extends for a quick and meaningless kiss.. I pull back just to look at your hair and face freshly washed and shaved.. I comw closer until my cheek touches your soft skin.. Run my hands and finger through your short soft hair...i stare at your ear and skin...breathing you in...you cringe away saying it tickled still holding your phone and looking at your list..why do you smell so fucking handsome..only seconds of a moment that slowed ending with a half assed side kiss with just enough warmth of your tongue to ignite my inner demons that keep me inslaved to you and all the other piece of shits that ive been with... In so many ways i wish i never met you... I was harden then and couldn't give a fuck...but somehow you faught to keep me drawn in... Now im the fool you play... Now that my shell has cracked and emotions shown...now you don't even look my way...unless its in your convience oddly enough when im out running an errand then you just call me a whore......