i have a migraine today bc my period is done. my body hates me so bad

i just threw up and toilet water splashed in my eye and now my eye is irritated and idk if it’s from that or bc i rinsed it out for a minute so it’s dry now but my anxiety is going crazy

my neighbor texted me bc he got cut with a dirty fish hook and wanted to know if i had neosporin and i did not but i do have an intense tetanus phobia since the 6th grade and i’m like this is my time to shine

i need an angsty fic to read tonight to calm me down but nothing has been grabbing me lately and i’m worried my brain is done with fics but i don’t want it to be.

life has been so bad lately. i just want to die bc everything is too hard to deal with and i’m struggling so hard and then my mom was let go from her job today so life is only gonna get worse