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Summary: Borys has something to tell her. [wc 1k] [ao3]
Warnings: mafia au, fluff
A/N: written for my belvoed @0ccvltism because i'd promised her this au so fucking long ago. So take this as my comeback to writing on tumblr ig?
Borys had rehearsed the speech a hundred times. In the shower. On empty drives home. During sleepless nights while she lay peacefully beside him, completely unaware that the man warming her feet under the blankets had ordered deaths before breakfast.
None of the rehearsals survived the moment he actually stood in their living room.
She was curled up on the sofa in one of his sweaters, reading a book. The television hummed quietly in the background, forgotten. She looked up the moment he walked in.
“You’ve got that face.”
“My face?”
“The one that says you’ve either broken something expensive…” She smiled. “…or you’re about to tell me something I won’t like.”
Borys laughed once. It sounded hollow. “I need to tell you the truth.”
The smile disappeared. She quietly closed her book. “You’ve got me worried.”
He remained standing. That was mistake number one. He looked like a defendant awaiting sentencing. “I’ve lied to you.”
“…About what?”
“My business. My work.”
“You mean the import company?”
“It exists.”
“…Okay.”
“It just isn’t what I do.”
Silence stretched between them.
She frowned. “What do you mean?”
He swallowed. “I’ve told you I’m an investor.”
“You have.”
“I’m not.”
She waited.
“I’m…” The words caught in his throat. Ridiculous. He was a fucking mafia lord for fucks sane. He’d stared down armed men without blinking. He’d ordered hits on families. He’d worn the blood of his enemies with absolute pride. Yet the thought of disappointing the woman he loved terrified him.
Finally—
“I’m the head of the Volchek organization.”
She blinked. “…Organization?”
He nodded once. “The mafia.”
Silence. Long. Painfully long.
She stared at him as if she’d misheard. “…The what?”
“The Russian mafia.”
Another silence. Then— She laughed. A genuine laugh. “Oh, that’s not funny.”
“I wasn’t making a joke.”
Her laughter faded immediately at the expression on his face. “…You’re serious.”
“I am.”
She searched his face. Every inch of it. Waiting for the smile. Waiting for the punchline. It never came.
“…You’re actually serious.”
“Yes.”
“You kill people?”
The question hit harder than any bullet. His jaw tightened. “I’ve ordered deaths.”
She looked away. Her breathing became uneven. “So…” She rubbed her temples. “The late-night meetings.”
He nodded. “The security.”
“Yes.”
“The men outside the house.”
“Mine.”
“The guns.”
“…Mine.”
“The money.”
“…Mine.”
“The vacations?”
He almost smiled. “Those were real.”
She glared. “This isn’t the time, Borys.”
“No.”
“No, it isn’t.”
The room fell quiet again. Borys didn’t move. He’d made peace with what came next.
She’d ask for a divorce. She’d scream. She’d leave. She should.
Instead… “…How long?”
“My entire adult life.”
“You knew when we met.”
“Yes.”
“And you still married me.”
“…Yes.”
Her eyes watered. “You let me build a life with you without telling me.”
“I did.”
“Why?”
His voice cracked. “Because for the first time in my life…” He looked at her. “…I wanted someone to love me before they knew what I was.”
The words shattered something inside her. She’d never heard him sound so… Small.
“I’m sorry.”
“I know sorry doesn’t fix this.”
“I know you probably hate me.”
“I know—”
“Stop.”
He fell silent. She stood slowly. Walked toward him. Each step made his stomach tighten. When she finally reached him, she looked up into his eyes.
“So…” She said quietly. “My husband is a mafia boss.”
“…Yes.”
“I married a criminal.”
“…Yes.”
“The man I thought negotiated shipping contracts negotiates…” She gestured vaguely.
“…Murders.”
“…Sometimes.”
She sighed. “God.”
He nodded. “I know.”
She paced away. Ran both hands through her hair. Turned back. “I’m angry.”
“You have every right.”
“I’m terrified.”
“I know.”
“I want to scream at you.”
“I deserve it.”
“And I don’t know whether to slap you or kiss you.”
He blinked. “…What?”
She walked back over. Stopped inches from him. “You lied to me.”
“I did.”
“I’m furious.”
“I know.”
“But…” Her hand reached up. She touched his cheek. “…You’re still my husband.”
His breath caught. “You don’t understand.”
“No.” She smiled sadly. “I probably don’t. But I do understand one thing.” She cupped his face. “The man who brings me coffee every morning. The man who rubs my shoulders when I work too late. The man who cries at dog movies.”
“I don’t cry.”
“You absolutely do.”
“…Occasionally.”
She laughed through tears. “My point is…” She rested her forehead against his. “That man is real.”
“It is.”
“And I love him.”
His eyes closed. “You shouldn’t.”
“Maybe.”
“You deserve someone better.”
“I wanted you.”
“You deserve normal.”
“I never wanted normal.” She kissed his forehead. “I wanted you.”
His composure finally cracked. His shoulders trembled. “I thought…” His voice broke. “…I thought this would be the moment I lost you.”
She wrapped her arms around him. “You almost did.”
He held her carefully, like she might disappear. “I won’t lie to you again.”
“You’d better not.”
“I’ll tell you everything.”
She pulled back just enough to look him in the eyes. “Everything?”
“…Everything.”
“Even the ugly parts?”
“Especially those.”
She nodded once. “Okay.”
He frowned. “…Okay?”
“I’m staying.”
His eyes widened. “What?”
“I’m staying.”
“You’ve barely processed this.”
“I know.”
“You should think.”
“I will.”
“You may decide to leave.”
“I might.”
He looked crushed.
“But…” She took both of his hands.“I’m not making that decision tonight. Tonight..” She squeezed his fingers.“…my husband finally trusted me enough to tell me the truth.”
A tear escaped his eye. “I love you.”
“I know.”
“I’m sorry.”
“I know.”
“I’ll spend the rest of my life making this right.”
She smiled faintly. “You probably will.”
He laughed weakly.
“And one more thing.”
“What?”
“If anyone from your organization calls while we’re eating dinner…” She raised an eyebrow. “…they can wait.”
Despite everything, Borys laughed. A real laugh this time. “Yes, ma’am.”
She leaned up and kissed him. Long. Slow. Forgiving without forgetting.
When they finally separated, she poked him in the chest. “Tomorrow…”
“Yes?”
“You’re explaining how on earth I accidentally married one of the most dangerous men in the country.”
He smiled for the first time all evening. “I’ll make coffee.”
“You’d better make pancakes too.”
“I can do that.”
“And Borys?”
“Yes?”
“No more secrets.”
He kissed the back of her hand. “No more secrets."
Summary: you're on your period and Wade takes cares of you. [wc 874 ] [ao3]
Warnings: period mentions, fluff
Request: @samanddeansannoyingsis Deadpool with reader on her period?? Stomach cramps and a headache. While Deadpool is knawing on himself to try and not be a desperate creep.
The first warning sign is the silence. Which, in your apartment, is never normal. Not with Wade involved. Usually there’s music. Or chiming weapons. Or him narrating something deeply unnecessary like it’s a documentary about his own poor life choices. But today? Just… quiet. Too quiet.
You’re curled on the couch in a blanket fortress of your own making, one hand pressed firmly to your stomach like you can personally negotiate with your cramps.
Your head is pounding. Your patience is nonexistent. And your boyfriend—technically speaking, legally questionable but emotionally established—has been hovering in your kitchen like a man experiencing character development against his will.
“Okay,” Wade says carefully, from the doorway. “I’m just gonna say it.”
You groan into the couch cushion. “If you say anything about crystals or herbal tea, I’m throwing something at you.”
“I was gonna say I brought snacks,” he replies.
You lift your head slightly. “…what kind of snacks?”
There’s a pause. A suspicious pause.
“…the emotionally supportive kind.”
You squint at him. He’s leaning against the doorway like he’s trying very hard not to do something stupid. Which, for Wade, is basically Olympic-level restraint.
He’s holding a bag. And not shaking it. That alone is concerning. “I also,” he adds quickly, too quickly, “did not get you ice cream even though I wanted to. Because you said dairy was a war crime earlier. So I respected that. Growth. I’m growing.”
“You’re rambling,” you say flatly.
“I know,” he says immediately. “It’s because I’m being normal at you.”
“That’s worse.”
“I know.” He steps closer. Stops. Steps back. Then stops again.
You watch this with increasing suspicion. “…are you okay?” you ask.
Wade points at you. “You are in pain.”
“Yes.”
“And I am… a man… in proximity… to a woman in pain.”
“That’s usually how periods work, yes.”
“I am trying VERY HARD not to be weird about it.”
That earns a tired blink.
“…you are currently being weird about it.”
“Correct.” He drags a hand down his mask like he’s physically restraining himself from saying something dumb. “I just—okay—look,” he says. “You’re suffering, and I can fix things. I fix things. That’s my whole brand.”
“You can’t fix this.”
“Wanna bet?”
“No.”
“Smart.” He finally sits on the edge of the coffee table, very carefully not sitting too close. Which is… new. Wade Wilson: personal space enthusiast, apparently.
You narrow your eyes. “Why are you acting like I’m made of glass?”
“I’m not,” he says immediately. Pause. “I’m acting like you’re made of… mildly explosive emotional glass that also hurts a lot and I would like to not be murdered.”
“That’s fair.” You shift slightly, wincing as another cramp rolls through.
Wade notices instantly. Of course he does. He goes still. Too still. Like a dog trying not to jump on furniture it was explicitly told not to jump on.
“I can get you heat pads,” he says quickly.
“I already have one.”
“I can get you another one.”
“I don’t need two.”
“I can get you—uh—painkillers?”
“I already took some.”
“I can get you—”
“Wade.” He stops. Immediately. You sigh, softer now. “I’m okay. Just hurts.”
That does it. Something in him shifts. The energy drops. Not gone. Just… gentler. “…okay,” he says quietly. Then, after a beat: “I hate that I can’t punch it.”
A small laugh escapes you despite yourself. “Yeah. Me too.”
He hesitates again. Then slowly sits down on the floor in front of the couch like he’s negotiating with gravity. “…can I do something stupidly useless but emotionally supportive?” he asks.
You raise a brow. “Define useless.”
“I can insult your cramps.”
“That’s not helpful.”
“I can threaten them.”
“I don’t think they care.”
“I can absolutely fight them.”
You stare at him. “…you’d lose.”
“I would go down swinging.”
That actually makes you smile a little more. Wade sees it. Freezes. Points at you.
“THERE. That. That’s the goal.”
“What is?”
“Not pain. That. The face thing you just did.”
“You mean smiling?”
“I mean your soul stopped screaming for like three seconds.”
You lean your head back. “…you’re weirdly good at this.”
Wade goes very still. Then, “Don’t say that.”
“Why?”
“Because it makes me feel feelings and I don’t like that I have those.”
You snort.
He takes a breath. Then, quieter, like it’s physically painful: “…you want me to stay?”
There’s no joke in it now. No performance. Just him. Trying very hard not to be annoying about caring.
You look at him for a second. Then nod. “Yeah.”
Wade exhales like he’s been defusing a bomb. “Cool,” he says quickly. “Great. Awesome. I will be here. Not emotionally competent. But here.” Pause. “I brought snacks.”
You sigh. “…bring them here, idiot.”
He perks up instantly. “YES. Okay. I knew I was useful.”
“You’re not useful.”
“I am emotionally adjacent to useful.”
“That’s not a thing.”
“It is now.”
And when he finally settles beside you—carefully, like he’s afraid of accidentally making things worse—you let him. Because he’s still rambling quietly about “cramp enemies” and “pain villains” and it’s stupid and loud and completely unhelpful, but somehow it’s exactly what makes the ache feel a little less alone.
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It’s been on my mind a hit fucking minute. But as a white female who writes x reader fics, I need yall to come tell me when I write something that isn’t inclusive to all races.
I need yall to call me tf out in it idc if it’s through anon asks or private dms.
I’ve been writing for over a decade and I’m always trying to be inclusive in my quitting (sometimes I slip up, I’m sorry)
But this is me giving my full permission to call me out when I write something you can’t relate to like a blushing reader or wearing tight clothing or whatever else.
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