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Summary: Borys has something to tell her. [wc 1k] [ao3]
Warnings: mafia au, fluff
A/N: written for my belvoed @0ccvltism because i'd promised her this au so fucking long ago. So take this as my comeback to writing on tumblr ig?
Borys had rehearsed the speech a hundred times. In the shower. On empty drives home. During sleepless nights while she lay peacefully beside him, completely unaware that the man warming her feet under the blankets had ordered deaths before breakfast.
None of the rehearsals survived the moment he actually stood in their living room.
She was curled up on the sofa in one of his sweaters, reading a book. The television hummed quietly in the background, forgotten. She looked up the moment he walked in.
βYouβve got that face.β
βMy face?β
βThe one that says youβve either broken something expensiveβ¦β She smiled. ββ¦or youβre about to tell me something I wonβt like.β
Borys laughed once. It sounded hollow. βI need to tell you the truth.β
The smile disappeared. She quietly closed her book. βYouβve got me worried.β
He remained standing. That was mistake number one. He looked like a defendant awaiting sentencing. βIβve lied to you.β
ββ¦About what?β
βMy business. My work.β
βYou mean the import company?β
βIt exists.β
ββ¦Okay.β
βIt just isnβt what I do.β
Silence stretched between them.
She frowned. βWhat do you mean?β
He swallowed. βIβve told you Iβm an investor.β
βYou have.β
βIβm not.β
She waited.
βIβmβ¦β The words caught in his throat. Ridiculous. He was a fucking mafia lord for fucks sane. Heβd stared down armed men without blinking. Heβd ordered hits on families. Heβd worn the blood of his enemies with absolute pride. Yet the thought of disappointing the woman he loved terrified him.
Finallyβ
βIβm the head of the Volchek organization.β
She blinked. ββ¦Organization?β
He nodded once. βThe mafia.β
Silence. Long. Painfully long.
She stared at him as if sheβd misheard. ββ¦The what?β
βThe Russian mafia.β
Another silence. Thenβ She laughed. A genuine laugh. βOh, thatβs not funny.β
βI wasnβt making a joke.β
Her laughter faded immediately at the expression on his face. ββ¦Youβre serious.β
βI am.β
She searched his face. Every inch of it. Waiting for the smile. Waiting for the punchline. It never came.
ββ¦Youβre actually serious.β
βYes.β
βYou kill people?β
The question hit harder than any bullet. His jaw tightened. βIβve ordered deaths.β
She looked away. Her breathing became uneven. βSoβ¦β She rubbed her temples. βThe late-night meetings.β
He nodded. βThe security.β
βYes.β
βThe men outside the house.β
βMine.β
βThe guns.β
ββ¦Mine.β
βThe money.β
ββ¦Mine.β
βThe vacations?β
He almost smiled. βThose were real.β
She glared. βThis isnβt the time, Borys.β
βNo.β
βNo, it isnβt.β
The room fell quiet again. Borys didnβt move. Heβd made peace with what came next.
Sheβd ask for a divorce. Sheβd scream. Sheβd leave. She should.
Insteadβ¦ ββ¦How long?β
βMy entire adult life.β
βYou knew when we met.β
βYes.β
βAnd you still married me.β
ββ¦Yes.βΒ
Her eyes watered. βYou let me build a life with you without telling me.β
βI did.β
βWhy?β
His voice cracked. βBecause for the first time in my lifeβ¦β He looked at her. ββ¦I wanted someone to love me before they knew what I was.β
The words shattered something inside her. Sheβd never heard him sound soβ¦ Small.
βIβm sorry.β
βI know sorry doesnβt fix this.β
βI know you probably hate me.β
βI knowββ
βStop.β
He fell silent. She stood slowly. Walked toward him. Each step made his stomach tighten. When she finally reached him, she looked up into his eyes.
βSoβ¦β She said quietly. βMy husband is a mafia boss.β
ββ¦Yes.β
βI married a criminal.β
ββ¦Yes.β
βThe man I thought negotiated shipping contracts negotiatesβ¦β She gestured vaguely.
ββ¦Murders.β
ββ¦Sometimes.β
She sighed. βGod.β
He nodded. βI know.β
She paced away. Ran both hands through her hair. Turned back. βIβm angry.β
βYou have every right.β
βIβm terrified.β
βI know.β
βI want to scream at you.β
βI deserve it.β
βAnd I donβt know whether to slap you or kiss you.β
He blinked. ββ¦What?β
She walked back over. Stopped inches from him. βYou lied to me.β
βI did.β
βIβm furious.β
βI know.β
βButβ¦β Her hand reached up. She touched his cheek. ββ¦Youβre still my husband.β
His breath caught. βYou donβt understand.β
βNo.β She smiled sadly. βI probably donβt. But I do understand one thing.β She cupped his face. βThe man who brings me coffee every morning. The man who rubs my shoulders when I work too late. The man who cries at dog movies.β
βI donβt cry.β
βYou absolutely do.β
ββ¦Occasionally.β
She laughed through tears. βMy point isβ¦β She rested her forehead against his. βThat man is real.β
βIt is.β
βAnd I love him.β
His eyes closed. βYou shouldnβt.β
βMaybe.β
βYou deserve someone better.β
βI wanted you.β
βYou deserve normal.β
βI never wanted normal.β She kissed his forehead. βI wanted you.β
His composure finally cracked. His shoulders trembled. βI thoughtβ¦β His voice broke. ββ¦I thought this would be the moment I lost you.β
She wrapped her arms around him. βYou almost did.β
He held her carefully, like she might disappear. βI wonβt lie to you again.β
βYouβd better not.β
βIβll tell you everything.β
She pulled back just enough to look him in the eyes. βEverything?β
ββ¦Everything.β
βEven the ugly parts?β
βEspecially those.β
She nodded once. βOkay.β
He frowned. ββ¦Okay?β
βIβm staying.β
His eyes widened. βWhat?β
βIβm staying.β
βYouβve barely processed this.β
βI know.β
βYou should think.β
βI will.β
βYou may decide to leave.β
βI might.β
He looked crushed.
βButβ¦β She took both of his hands.βIβm not making that decision tonight. Tonight..β She squeezed his fingers.ββ¦my husband finally trusted me enough to tell me the truth.β
A tear escaped his eye. βI love you.β
βI know.β
βIβm sorry.β
βI know.β
βIβll spend the rest of my life making this right.β
She smiled faintly. βYou probably will.β
He laughed weakly.
βAnd one more thing.β
βWhat?β
βIf anyone from your organization calls while weβre eating dinnerβ¦β She raised an eyebrow. ββ¦they can wait.β
Despite everything, Borys laughed. A real laugh this time. βYes, maβam.β
She leaned up and kissed him. Long. Slow. Forgiving without forgetting.
When they finally separated, she poked him in the chest. βTomorrowβ¦β
βYes?β
βYouβre explaining how on earth I accidentally married one of the most dangerous men in the country.β
He smiled for the first time all evening. βIβll make coffee.β
βYouβd better make pancakes too.β
βI can do that.β
βAnd Borys?β
βYes?β
βNo more secrets.β
He kissed the back of her hand. βNo more secrets."
Summary: you're on your period and Wade takes cares of you. [wc 874 ] [ao3]
Warnings: period mentions, fluff
Request: @samanddeansannoyingsis Deadpool with reader on her period?? Stomach cramps and a headache. While Deadpool is knawing on himself to try and not be a desperate creep.
The first warning sign is the silence. Which, in your apartment, is never normal. Not with Wade involved. Usually thereβs music. Or chiming weapons. Or him narrating something deeply unnecessary like itβs a documentary about his own poor life choices. But today? Justβ¦ quiet. Too quiet.
Youβre curled on the couch in a blanket fortress of your own making, one hand pressed firmly to your stomach like you can personally negotiate with your cramps.
Your head is pounding. Your patience is nonexistent. And your boyfriendβtechnically speaking, legally questionable but emotionally establishedβhas been hovering in your kitchen like a man experiencing character development against his will.
βOkay,β Wade says carefully, from the doorway. βIβm just gonna say it.β
You groan into the couch cushion. βIf you say anything about crystals or herbal tea, Iβm throwing something at you.β
βI was gonna say I brought snacks,β he replies.
You lift your head slightly. ββ¦what kind of snacks?β
Thereβs a pause. A suspicious pause.
ββ¦the emotionally supportive kind.β
You squint at him. Heβs leaning against the doorway like heβs trying very hard not to do something stupid. Which, for Wade, is basically Olympic-level restraint.
Heβs holding a bag. And not shaking it. That alone is concerning. βI also,β he adds quickly, too quickly, βdid not get you ice cream even though I wanted to. Because you said dairy was a war crime earlier. So I respected that. Growth. Iβm growing.β
βYouβre rambling,β you say flatly.
βI know,β he says immediately. βItβs because Iβm being normal at you.β
βThatβs worse.β
βI know.β He steps closer. Stops. Steps back. Then stops again.
You watch this with increasing suspicion. ββ¦are you okay?β you ask.
Wade points at you. βYou are in pain.β
βYes.β
βAnd I amβ¦ a manβ¦ in proximityβ¦ to a woman in pain.β
βThatβs usually how periods work, yes.β
βI am trying VERY HARD not to be weird about it.β
That earns a tired blink.
ββ¦you are currently being weird about it.β
βCorrect.β He drags a hand down his mask like heβs physically restraining himself from saying something dumb. βI justβokayβlook,β he says. βYouβre suffering, and I can fix things. I fix things. Thatβs my whole brand.β
βYou canβt fix this.β
βWanna bet?β
βNo.β
βSmart.β He finally sits on the edge of the coffee table, very carefully not sitting too close. Which isβ¦ new. Wade Wilson: personal space enthusiast, apparently.
You narrow your eyes. βWhy are you acting like Iβm made of glass?β
βIβm not,β he says immediately. Pause. βIβm acting like youβre made ofβ¦ mildly explosive emotional glass that also hurts a lot and I would like to not be murdered.β
βThatβs fair.β You shift slightly, wincing as another cramp rolls through.
Wade notices instantly. Of course he does. He goes still. Too still. Like a dog trying not to jump on furniture it was explicitly told not to jump on.
βI can get you heat pads,β he says quickly.
βI already have one.β
βI can get you another one.β
βI donβt need two.β
βI can get youβuhβpainkillers?β
βI already took some.β
βI can get youββ
βWade.β He stops. Immediately. You sigh, softer now. βIβm okay. Just hurts.β
That does it. Something in him shifts. The energy drops. Not gone. Justβ¦ gentler. ββ¦okay,β he says quietly. Then, after a beat: βI hate that I canβt punch it.β
A small laugh escapes you despite yourself. βYeah. Me too.β
He hesitates again. Then slowly sits down on the floor in front of the couch like heβs negotiating with gravity. ββ¦can I do something stupidly useless but emotionally supportive?β he asks.
You raise a brow. βDefine useless.β
βI can insult your cramps.β
βThatβs not helpful.β
βI can threaten them.β
βI donβt think they care.β
βI can absolutely fight them.β
You stare at him. ββ¦youβd lose.β
βI would go down swinging.β
That actually makes you smile a little more. Wade sees it. Freezes. Points at you.
βTHERE. That. Thatβs the goal.β
βWhat is?β
βNot pain. That. The face thing you just did.β
βYou mean smiling?β
βI mean your soul stopped screaming for like three seconds.β
You lean your head back. ββ¦youβre weirdly good at this.β
Wade goes very still. Then, βDonβt say that.β
βWhy?β
βBecause it makes me feel feelings and I donβt like that I have those.β
You snort.
He takes a breath. Then, quieter, like itβs physically painful: ββ¦you want me to stay?β
Thereβs no joke in it now. No performance. Just him. Trying very hard not to be annoying about caring.
You look at him for a second. Then nod. βYeah.β
Wade exhales like heβs been defusing a bomb. βCool,β he says quickly. βGreat. Awesome. I will be here. Not emotionally competent. But here.β Pause. βI brought snacks.β
You sigh. ββ¦bring them here, idiot.β
He perks up instantly. βYES. Okay. I knew I was useful.β
βYouβre not useful.β
βI am emotionally adjacent to useful.β
βThatβs not a thing.β
βIt is now.β
And when he finally settles beside youβcarefully, like heβs afraid of accidentally making things worseβyou let him. Because heβs still rambling quietly about βcramp enemiesβ and βpain villainsβ and itβs stupid and loud and completely unhelpful, but somehow itβs exactly what makes the ache feel a little less alone.
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Request: @goblin-king-of-anarchy67 Zemo x reader where theyβre cuddling in a nest of blankets and pillows
Summary: cuddling in bed with him was always the best part of your day. [wc 55] [ao3]
Warnings: fluff <33
The blankets didnβt start as a plan. It was supposed to be one or even two, you know, just enough to take the edge off the chill in the room. But then you added another, and then he adjusted one with that meticulous, careful way he had, and suddenly there was a structure forming. A nest. Soft, layered, impossibly warm.
Now youβre buried in it. And so is he.
Helmut lies half-reclined against the headboard, one arm draped loosely around you, the other idly smoothing over the fabric piled across your legs. He doesnβt fidgetβhe never really fidgetsβbut thereβs a quiet restlessness in the way his fingers trace absent patterns, like heβs grounding himself in the moment.
Youβre tucked against his chest, your cheek resting just below his collarbone, listening to the steady rhythm of his breathing. For once, heβsβ¦ still.
βIs this your doing,β he murmurs, voice low, almost amused, βor have I beenβ¦ domesticated?β
You huff a quiet laugh into his shirt. βYou say that like itβs a bad thing.β
βIt is unfamiliar,β he corrects gently. His hand shifts, fingers brushing up your arm, then settling at your shoulderβfirm, anchoring, but careful. Always careful with you.
Thereβs a pause. Not uncomfortable. Justβ¦ full.
βYouβre not trying to escape,β you tease softly, tilting your head just enough to look up at him. βThatβs new.β
His gaze drops to meet yours, something softer than usual lurking thereβless guarded, less sharp. βI find,β he says slowly, βthat I have very little interest in leavingβ¦ when you insist on building fortresses like this.β
βFortresses?β you echo, smiling.
βMhm.β His thumb brushes lightly over your sleeve. βStrategically impenetrable. Excessively comfortable. Quite dangerous, you know.β
βDangerous?β
His lips curve into a gentle smile. βYou make it very easy to forget the rest of the world exists.β
That lands quieter than you expect.
You shift slightly, pressing closer without thinking, your hand curling loosely into the fabric of his shirt. He notices, because of course he doesβand his arm tightens around you in response, pulling you in like itβs instinct. Like itβs necessary.
For a moment, neither of you speak.
The room feels small in the best wayβdim light, soft fabric, shared warmth. Safe, in a way that doesnβt come easily for either of you.
His chin dips, resting lightly against the top of your head. βYou are warm,β he murmurs.
You grin. βWow. High praise.β
βDo not let it go to your head,β he says, but thereβs no bite to it.
Your fingers trace a slow, absent line along his side. βYouβre not exactly complaining.β
βI am evaluating,β he replies.
βOh yeah? And your conclusion?β
He exhales softlyβalmost a sigh, almost something heavier. ββ¦that I may allow this again.β
You laugh quietly, settling more comfortably against him. βHow generous of you.β
His hand stills for a secondβthen resumes its slow, grounding movement. βYou misunderstand,β he says, voice lower now, closer. βI am not being generous.β
You glance up again, curious.
His gaze is already on you. βI am being selfish.β Thereβs no smirk this time. No deflection. Just truth, sitting quietly between you. And the way his arm tightens just slightlyβlike heβs making sure you donβt slip awayβsays more than anything else he could have.
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Summary: He's watching you. For several nights. He finally tells you why. [WC 647] [AO3]
Pairing: Ex-Hydra Agent Reader x TWS!Bucky
Warnings: being stalked, angst,stalker bucky
Prompt: 20. βAlways feeling like someone is watching through the windowβ¦β Bucky Barnes βοΈ definitely has horror movie potential π» @goblin-king-of-anarchy67
3K Writing Challenge (send in a prompt!)
You notice it the third night in a row. That feeling. The slow crawl up your spine. Youβre brushing your teeth when you feel it β that prickle at the back of your neck, like static electricity. Like someoneβs eyes pressing into your skin. You freeze.
The bathroom window is small. Frosted. But thereβs a sliver at the edge where the curtain doesnβt quite cover.
And you swear -with all of your being- something moved.
You tell yourself itβs nothing. You live in the city. Fire escapes creak. Shadows shift. Your mind fills in gaps.
Still.
You start double-checking the locks.
By the fifth night, you stop standing near windows entirely. You keep the curtains drawn. You avoid the living room after sunset.
But the feeling doesnβt stop.
Itβs worse when youβre alone in bed. The blinds barely parted, letting in thin silver streetlight from outside of your house. You roll onto your side, facing the wall, because if you donβt look at the window, maybe it canβt look at you.
You almost convince yourself youβre imagining it. Until thereβs the faintest sound. Metal against brick. A shift of weight on the fire escape. Your breath catches. Silence. Then gone.
He isnβt there to scare you. Not really. Heβs there because HYDRA gave him your face. A target file. Surveillance photos. Routine patterns.
He learned the times you leave for work. The exact minute you turn off your bedside lamp. The way you hum absentmindedly when youβre cooking.
The Winter Soldier does not feel.
But something in him hesitates when he watches you tuck a loose strand of hair behind your ear. When you laugh at a show alone on your couch. When you pause at the window, looking out β almost like you feel him there.
He stays in the shadows of the fire escape, metal fingers silent against rusted railing. He tells himself itβs reconnaissance. He tells himself itβs timing. He tells himself itβs preparation. But heβs been βpreparingβ for five nights.
On the seventh night, you donβt close the curtain. Youβre tired. Tired of feeling hunted in your own home. You stand in front of the window deliberately. Your hands are shaking, but you push the curtain fully aside.
βWhoever you are,β you whisper, voice barely steady, βjust stop.β
Silence.
The city hums below. And for a second β just a second β you see him. A shape across the alley. On the opposite rooftop. Half-hidden in darkness.
Broad shoulders. Long hair. A glint of something silver where a hand should be.
Your stomach drops. Your eyes lock. And something strange happens. He doesnβt move. Doesnβt aim. Doesnβt advance. He justβ¦ stares. Not like a predator about to strike. More like someone trying to remember something.
The next night you wake up absolutely freezing, the window is open when you sit up. Just slightly. Cold air drifting in. You know you locked it.
You know you did. Your heart pounds as you sit up.
Heβs inside. Not close. Standing in the far corner of your bedroom like a shadow pulled into human shape. You can barely make him out except for the arm β matte metal catching moonlight. Your breath shatters in your lungs. He doesnβt lunge. Doesnβt speak. He just watches you.
And when he finally moves, it isnβt toward you. He steps closer to the window. Guards it. Like something out there is more dangerous than he is.
His voice, when it comes, is low. Rough. Rusted from disuse. ββ¦Theyβre coming.β
Not threatening. Warning. You realize with a cold, dizzying clarity β You were never afraid of the wrong thing. He wasnβt watching to stalk. He was watching to make sure no one else got to you first. He knew exactly who you were -- an ex-hydra agent, trying to live a normal life. He wasnβt there to kill you. He was there to make sure you stayed safe.
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I started following you because of the Ditzy!Reader fic with Eddie Munson. Which is odd because that reader is actually the antithesis of me as a person? But it was so cute π€£
Then I saw that youβre not doing Eddie anymore but I stayed on because something about your Supernatural content made me feel at home on tumblr. Like if Iβm not following a Supernatural blog, am I really on tumblr? π€ I used to have a blog a long time ago and just recently got back on here and it just felt right LOL.
THEN I saw your prompt list and just how dedicated you are to the craft of writing, which inspires me as someone who is just starting their writing journey. So now Iβm here to stay π₯°
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Prompt Lists yeahhh i need to reorganize it still lol it's such a hot fucking mess.
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